What if, Jenny thought, he was still here.
If he was, he would come barging through the doors this minute, and apologise for being late.
If he was, he would take the seat in front of the ADD and ask Connor if anything had come up.
If he was, he would smile at her when she made a funny comment.
If he was, she would have told him she loved him, and they might be together right now.
As she walked into the main Operations room that morning, and saw the face she had wanted to see for so long, she didn't ask questions, just ran to him and told him how she felt.
As he cradled her in his arms, she though to herself simply 'He is'.