Disclaimer: I do not own any characters of Harry Potter and I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Pairing: Harry/Draco
W A R N I N G: This is about male pregnancy and male/male relationships.
Just one more time…
One more day… one last chance
To have him in my arms
To be with him
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'Where am I…?' he squeeze his eyes tightly as the morning light blind his vision. He turn his head slightly when he feel a hand cares his hair softly.
"Wake up sleepyhead. It's 8 o'clock already. I suggest you to hurry up or Jammie will bugger you off." The voice chuckle softly as he felt a lip touch his forehead. His body went rigid as he heard the musical voice and his eyes snap open. 'That voice..!' He snap his head to the right to see the owner of the familiar voice. He grab the wrist as the person rose from the bed. He hold his breath as the beautiful boy turn his head to him in confuse. He gasp loudly when he see the face, a beautiful face that he long to cares, to see and to touch again.
"Draco.." he whispered hoarsely in shock. He rise his free hand to touch the blond face. His skin soft and warm in his touch, so very real and alive. He felt his eyes wet when tears wheel up and his breath hitch in his chest with emotion. He draw him close and hug him fiercely. Oh God… how he miss this person, this voice..
A grey blue eyes look at him worriedly as he return the embrace. "Something wrong, Harry? Love?" he whisper at his ear and kiss his neck lightly.
"Merlin, I miss you so much." He said husky. Draco chuckled and kiss his temple.
"Well, I miss you too although I spent my last night with you in this house and in this room even in this bed, beside you every night if you seem to forget." He said in smug voice. "Oh really Mr. Malfoy - Potter, what's up with you?" he smirk and entangle the embrace. He peer down to Harry's face and narrow his eyes when he saw a longing look in there. "Are you feel alright, Love?"
Harry inspect him closely, try to reimprint his image in his memory. A soft long blond hair fall loosely pass his shoulder to the bed, a white creamy baby skin, a fierce grey blue eyes with a long black eyelashes, slim eyebrow that arc perfectly, a small point nose and a full red lip. A perfect angel of his. His Draco Malfoy.
Draco seem confuse and begin to worry. "Harry, are you ok? Are you got sick?" Harry cup his cheek and cares it, trying to remember its softness. He gaze directly to Draco as he smile. Draco hold his breath as he saw Harry's eyes. His eyes soft and full of love.
"Yeah. I'm fine. Just like I say, I miss you. So much that I can't tell you." He grin lightly and tug him down. He kiss his lips lightly, just a chaste kiss. His sweet lip that can kill anybody with his tongue. Draco kiss him back with a little pressure and bit his lower lip slightly. Harry moan and deepened the kiss, he suck Draco's lower lip and thrust his tongue as Draco open his mouth to give him entrance. He cares every dip in his warm cavern and clash their tongue together.
"Love, I would love to stay in bed with you all day, but you know that we can't do that. We got to go to the Diagon Alley to buy supplies." Draco pant as they broke their kiss with a smirk.
"I know." He said absentmindedly as he nuzzle Draco's neck.
"Right, let me go now so I can prepare your breakfast on time. Go to bath, I'll wait in the kitchen." He said as he entangle his embrace and sat up from the bed. "Hurry love. I don't wait too long." He said with a wink as he walk to the door with a naughty sway of his hip. Harry hold his breath as he saw the most sexy gesture his love made. He saw the door been closed softly as he blink his eyes in daze.
'Wow, never thought I can saw that in my entire life.' He thought as he scratch his forehead. A goofy grin rose in his lips. 'Well, I see it now I guess.' He closed his eyes and breath softly, trying to feel the entire environment he's living now. He open his eyes and roam the room slowly. A rose pearly wall with a four poster bed in the middle with a curtain all around the bed. An oak wardrobe in the right next the door to the bathroom. He roll to his side to get up from the bed when he saw some pictures in his bedside table. He take a picture from the bed side table as he look on it with stunt.
A picture of Draco sit on their bed with some pillow at his back. His legs cross each other in lousy manner. His head tilt down right slightly as he wear a soft smile in his lip. His eyes smear of love, devotion and pride as his hair blowing by wind behind his back and the curtain flutter lightly with the wind grace around the bed.
Harry touch the figure in awe as he look at the little creature that been held in his arm with love. A little bundle of love with a frilly clothes in blue. A very beautiful baby. Their little treasure of life. Dracos' finger in his little hand, grasping tightly as he sleep peacefully in his mother arms. Protected and full love. The sun shine shimmering both of them in ethereal beauty. 'God, Merlin! I had a son.' He gaped at the picture dumbfully. He wake from his daze when a laugh came from downstairs. He opened the door and go to the laughing source to find Draco with a boy with raven messy hair tangling in his waist. They laugh freely as they kid each other. He lean to the door frame and watch the encounter with smile and love.
His heart wrench with emotions as he thanks God for fulfilling his last wish, not just he met Draco even with his only son. His son turn his head before he scream excitedly. "Daddy!" he shout as he entangle his grip from Draco's waist and run to his arms. He catch the little boy and lift him in his arms. The boy smile goofly as he look into his daddy eyes and peck his check soundly. His grey blue eyes shining with laughter as he hug his neck.
"Daddy, why don't you change your clothes? Papa said we would go to Diagon Alley now. I have to buy my supplies for the first year in Hogwards and we even haven't got a breakfast." He said with a pout. He look at Draco's direction to see his lover 'spouse now, I think' rise one of his brow to Harry. Harry shook his head and laugh lightly. 'Hogwards? First year? So, he is eleven years old now. I even don't know about him' he thought in sadness.
"Fine. I'll change now. You just start to eat, don't wait for me. I'll catch you up later after I take my morning shower and change my clothes." He said as he put down the boy.
"Ewww, you don't even have a shower?" he said as he scrunch his nose. Harry just laugh and back to their bathroom to take a shower. A moment later he came down with a fresh clothes and black robe in his arm. He strode to Draco and held his hip before he peck his lips. He absentmindedly kiss his son head in his way to his chair. He take his toast before he gulp down his coffee.
"Let's go" he said while he put his robe. Draco shake his head and grasp his son's hand before go to fireplace.
"Harry. I'll go first with James. Ok?"
"Sure. I'll catch up after you."
"Ok. DIAGON ALLEY." He shout as he step in to the fireplace. Harry soon follow Draco.
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In the Diagon Alley, the three of them go to the Gringotts first to take some Galleons in Harry's vault. They go to Madam Malkin to get James' robe, then they search ingredients, cauldron and books for first year. On their way to shopping, Harry greet some people that still look up to him as The Savior.
"Well, that's all. But we still need to go to Olliver to get your wand." Harry said with a grin to his son. James seem nervous but nodded his head in agreement.
"Well, let's go then." Draco said dragging Harry and his son to Olliver places. When they came to the shop, Harry take a look around the shop while Draco shove his son inside.
"Ah, Mister Potter, isn't it? Mister Malfoy?" he said as he look between Harry and Draco in amusement. "Ah, the little one. Yes, yes, the first year, first wand, I see." He said as he look at James.
"Malfoy – Potter than."
"Sure do." Draco sneer at the old man.
"Yes, a wand for my son, Mister Olliver." Harry said with smile as he nudge Draco in ribs with his elbow.
"Yes, yes. He has your eyes Mister Potter."
"Blind indeed. He absolutely had my eyes, old man." He said with snort.
"And your courage."
Draco moan in agony, "Not another Griffindor."
"A very smart son indeed." He said ignoring Draco's sneer and comment.
"Geez, what do you hope, he is my son. Of course he is smart one. At least he had slytherin smartiness. How lucky." Draco grumble loudly. Harry laugh and hug Draco close before he kiss his temple loudly.
"Sure do. I never stop thank you to give me such a wonderful son." Draco grumble nonsense and tuck his face inside Harry's neck blushing and grin smugly.
"Anything for you, Love." He said with love.
"Oh, please you two. No lovey dovey in public, please." Their son grimace at his parents. Olliver stared at them with amusement in his old eyes.
"Watch your mouth, young man. If not for this lovey dovey, you wouldn't be here for sure." Draco narrow his eyes to his son with a grin in his lips.
"PAPA!!" he said in embarrassment. Harry laugh when Draco snort loudly.
"Well then, your wand hand please." Olliver said to James. James do as he told.
"Dark wood with dragon scale, eight inches. No, no, better in holly and fire salamander scale, strong and fierce. Try this." He shove the wand to James hand. "It'll be better in leir wood and unicorn mane, ten inches, beautiful, but strong." He shove a new wand. "Just move it up and down slightly." As soon as James move his hand a glow came from the tip of his wand. James stared at his wand in awe. "The right wand for the right man." He said with nod. Harry pay for the wand and say goodbye to Olliver before he got outside.
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When they finish shopping it's already lunch time. They eat at small café near Diagon Alley when their son looking at a pet shop.
"Daddy, can I get a pet for myself?" he ask as he continually see the pet shop. Harry look at his son and turn his head to look for the petshop. He turn his eyes to Draco to see him shrug his shoulder to him and continue with his tea.
"Sure. Why not. You need an owl in Hogwards. We'll see inside after you finish your meal." He said as he ruffle his sons' hair. James smile and hug his Dad loosely.
"Thank you, Dad." He said as he wolf down his meal fast. When they finish their lunch, Harry pay the bill and they go to the petshop. When they got to the shop, James roam inside. He drag Harry from one isle to the other.
"How about we buy you this wonderful toad, Jammie?" Draco ask as he take a toad and gave it to his son.
"Ewwww… suck." He said behind Harrys' body. Harry smile and look around.
"What animal that you like to have?"
"I'd like an owl. Like Hedwig, Dad." Harry look down to his son and grin.
"Then, lets go to owls isle." He said as he grab Draco's waist and steer him there.
"Why not mouse? It suit you." Draco said.
"Papa, I don't like mouse." He said with a pout.
"Why not? It's cute and smart."
"Still don't like mouse." His son insist.
"Hmm.. I'd prefer a ferret." Harry said as he nuzzle his spouse neck and bite it slightly. Draco shut his mouth and blush as he glare at Harry. Harry laugh and kiss his lips with a pop.
"Dad, Papa." He whine as he heard a pop sound. He grin goofily as he look at them adoringly. Yes, they embarrassed him greatly for their affection display in public but he adore his parent too for their love for each other. And he truly love them both so much although his Papa always chide him everyday. When they got his owl, gwinie, they apparted to their home.
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When they arrive there, Draco pack James school supplies at his trunk as Harry drive his son to the bathroom to take a bath together. After they finished their bath, Harry come down to the kitchen. He saw Draco in front of the stove, cooking dinner. He strode forward and circle his hands around his waist. He kiss his neck as he inhale his scent deeply. Draco sigh as he felt Harry hug him from behind. He lean his body as Harry kiss his neck. He smile softly and turn his head slightly to kiss him in his lips.
Harry capture his lips and deepened the kiss. "Love you," he whispered at Draco's ear. Draco turn around as he hug him close. "Love you too. Never forget it." he said as he kiss Harry's eyes one by one. "I will always love you. No matter what."
"You talk as if we'll never met again," Harry said with a force smile. His heart tightened as frightened start to seep in his heart. "I won't leave you, never." He said although he know he would leave Draco anytime. He know, because this is not his life, never his though he wish it was.
"I know.." Draco whispered, his body trembling as he squeeze Harry's hands slightly. Harry felt his eyes watered as he tightened his hold of Draco. They entangle their hug as they hear their son come down. Harry gathered dish and set it on the table as Draco collect their meal. Harry smile as he saw his son enter the kitchen and sit on the chair. Soon they eat their dinner in serene.
When the night calling, Harry sent his son to his bed. He pull the quilt and kiss him goodnight. When he came out from his son's bedroom, Draco wait for him outside. He leaning at the wall and he outstretched his hand to Harry. He take his hand and pull him close to his body. He kiss him softly and steer him into their chamber, never relish their embrace or their kiss. When they get to their bedroom, Harry start to pull their clothes off. Their kiss deepened and more sloppy. Their hands roam each other as they savor each other body. Their body tangled in a harmonized but frenzy and intimated dance until both relish each other.
When they finish their love making, Harry pull Draco on top his body. Draco snuggle his head in the curve of Harry neck and put his hand around his waist. Harry stroke Dracos' back softly and kiss his temple. Their panting turn normal as Draco's breath even out in his sleep. Harry pull him close and he accio the quilt up their body. Harry close his eyes but he dare not to sleep. He's afraid if he sleep that everything turn up into nothing.
"I love you.." he whispered with his shaking voice as he felt a soft pull into his consciousness. He felt unconsciousness start to seep into him and throw him into oblivion as he giving up to sleep.
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When he wake up in the next morning, the sun already high. He exhale slowly as he grip his emotion hard. Wake up sleepyhead.. he heard the voice deeply in his head. Tears trace down his face as he weep hard. His heart constrict painfully as he lost his love once more time. Leaving him again.
Just once
Please don't take him away from me
Take me along
Just this
This one that I ask you
~Fin~
A/N : Review please. This is my first fanfic so any critic and review will be appreciate. _