Hello I am back and not dead sorry I have not posted in a long time this is a new slash fiction of Ray and Kai Enjoy kiddies.

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Thoughts, 'Inner Voices', "Talking", Actions and such

Chapter one Voices

An icy wind blew sending pin pricks down the arms of the Russian Blader Kai Hiwatari. He was returning from an intense training lead by himself, the teen exhaled letting his breath drawl long and slowly. He couldn't take it, everything around moved around him as normal the pieces of the puzzle fit together perfectly not a chip missing. Yet Kai on the inside was breaking, shattering if you will on the inside nothing was okay his thoughts were clouded, he was trapped in his own body, he had no longer referred to his body as such he now called it his prison.

The blader walked into a hotel room that he and another blader from his team were currently sharing while they were in a Tournament, the blader was no other than Ray Kon. Kai looked around the room it was pretty much bare except for the two luggage bags that both bladders would need. His eyes kept scanning the room until they lay on an object laying on the desk that the hotel had placed in the room for its guests to use as they pleased. At this time though the only laying of said desk was a small pocket knife, it gleamed in the artificial lighting. In his blurred thoughts he wondered where it had come from, then it hit him this knife was Ray's he had left it there this morning when he was trying to open a letter from Mr. Dickinson, but there it was in all it's glory. 'Go ahead Kai pick it up it will make you feel better.' A voice in the back of Kai's head rang though his mind pouring poison in his ears and spending venom though his thoughts.

He stepped closer, 'that's right, go ahead pick it up, you'll feel better.' The voice cooed in the mind of the blader. He gulped and reached forward, 'it's okay just grab it no one is here to stop you.' The voice lied,, there was someone there to stop him, himself he just didn't know he could yet. Kai grabbed the handle of the small blade; he caressed it in his hands as he walked over to the hotel room bed that he had chosen on their arrival. Kai flicked the blade closed and opened a few times to help his excitement grow. He flicked it open and took a slow and shaky breath, he started to pulled the blade until a unlocking sound was heard loudly though the room. Kai quickly flicked the blade shut and jammed it in his pocket and looked at the door. It was wide open with someone standing in it, but light from the hall contracted with the dark room made Kai unable to see who it was.

Sorry for a short first chapter this is here to get you hooked.