Hi Guys. It's been a while since I last posted anything. :P Just too busy from work nowadays. Wish I was back in Uni. -sigh- Oh Well. This was something I started a little while back; it really could have been longer 'cause there were some parts I wanted to extend on. But now...Im just too lazy so I just made it into a very short insight to Ciel's mind as to what he is thinking one morning as he is wondering through town.
Disclaimer : Not mine but I can dream
The thought behind the mask
If you ask the question; "What would you wish for?" You would get the usual response of "I wish for money" or "I wish I had this" or "I wish my parents would stop telling me what to do". But those are not what I would wish for, and it is because these are not any of my problems. I have enough money, I can have everything I want and with no parents telling me otherwise.
From this you would think that I should be content of what I am. I know that most would find my position better than most people across this small town. I don't need to cry like the young boy who was standing outside the store begging for his mother to buy him the toy that his eyes had set upon; or the guy across the street wearing clothes that were rather unappealing. Everything is in my grasp.
So why do I feel like my life is worse than everyone I see?
Because of that night. It had been that way since then, and it will stay this way. All I have now is to find them and make sure they pay for what they did; for making my life this way. I could have been someone like the boy crying and yelling just as it had been before. But no, I cannot be that person anymore; I cannot show my weakness to anyone. The only person I can trust is myself.
"Young Master, is there something on your mind?"
A voice I knew well. But I did not look over to the bearer of the voice and merely grunted a response. This person was the key to everything, a key to end all the past that haunts me. But even he is someone I cannot trust. Someone I shouldn't trust.
But… It's hard to not fall deeper.
Yep...It's going to end there. There was so many things I wanted to write...maybe later...=P