i dont even know anymore
The disciple layed on the ground, she was tired and no longer went hunting.
she figured it was time to die. it had been atleast a week without food, though she would get some water once in a while.
in these moments she would reflect on the passed times. Her memories were all she had left.
The disciple had already finished writing all of the visions he had told her.
"In a blink of an eye everything i had and grew to cherish was gone. Nothing would be the same anymore but i still hoped. now i think back a couple incidents.
these precious memories" she said speaking to no one.
"you were hurt, badly beaten. you looked so unsure, then you laughed."
you were lost again.
"what do you find amusing?" i asked.
" i believed im the one to blame, dont keep it hidden from me, dont make me worry."
She turned to face a wall, then she continued
"your words made my head go around and around.i wish i was stronger, your eyes told me to save you. how foolish i didnt see it before."
The disciple had already lost her mind. She felt more tired then ever. Soon she thought
"i have had enough of this hide and seek"
truthfully she was scared. scared of death, scared to see him. she had ran away.
"A sad demise" she whispered.