Author's note: Heyy people! First, I do NOT own any of the characters, nor the story, it all belongs to Stephanie Meyer. Second, this is my first fanfic, so please be nice on this one! Third, apologies for my bad grammar or word choice every now and then, I originally am Dutch so.. Guess I start writing, enjoy ;)

Bella's p.o.v

I hear the rain ticking on the window. It is a soft Friday evening, the skies are grey and the rain is pouring softly. It is seven o'clock, me and Charlie are sitting at the table next to the window. There are just as many people out here in the diner, than people at the dump. Practically none. Charlie is eating his everlasting fries and I'm just watching him eat. 'You sure you don't want some?' Charlie asked. 'No thanks dad, I'm fine.' I smiled at him, he shrugged and continued eating his fries and burger. I'm looking out of the window as I see a red chevy turn on the parking lot. My eyes almost immediately lightened up as I saw Jacob stepping out of the car. 'Excuse me' I say to Charlie, rising and trying my best not to run outside.

Jacob already saw me as I ran outside, he smiled his super sexy half-smile, and I fell into his arms. 'Oh thank you! I can't thank you enough, I'm so happy you fixed my car.' I whispered in his ears, still hugging him. 'Bella, Bella, it's okay! Let go of me, you're almost killing me!' I let go of him and smiled. I was so happy to see him. He always has been there for me, since the department of Edward, two years ago. Edward. Just my thoughts about him make me shiver again. I still love him, and never understood why he left. How could he hurt me that much? 'What's wrong bell? Suddenly look so sad.' Jake says concerned, disturbing my sad thoughts about Edward. 'Oh, it's nothing' I smiled. I can't tell him I was thinking of Edward again. It would make him go crazy all over again. 'Let's go inside, I'm freezing' I said, as a cold shiver runs down my back. 'Alright' Jake says, wrapping his left arm around my shoulders.

Charlie already finished his dinner when we got inside. 'Hi Charlie, long time since we saw each other, nice to see you.' Jake bent over to hug him. 'Yes, hello Jacob, nice seeing you too.' he stood up and hugged him. 'Let's go home, what an awkward place for a family meeting.' Yes, we saw Jacob as family, just as Billy.

When we turned on the driveway of our house, I jumped out of the old car and rushed over to the door, Jake following me. Only a few seconds later the police car of my dad drove up the driveway. When we went into the house I warned Jake that it would be an absolute mess, and I would clean it up as soon as possible. Since I haven't had any time, because all I was doing was lying there on my bed, sobbing around about Edward, wondering why he left me, why he even told me he loved me when he actually really didn't.

Jake followed me upstairs, and when we entered my bedroom he immediately crashed on my bed. 'I'm so tired, I could sleep for weeks. The whole night I have been working on that stupid car of yours.' He looked me in the eyes, hoping to make me feel sorry for him, but I really didn't. I knew he would do anything for me, and staying up late wasn't a problem at all. I decided to pretend like I was comforting him. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around him. 'Oh, you poor baby, come let me hug you.' Jake stared me in the eyes. Suddenly he turned over and kissed me gently on my cheek. (Okay, okay, well.. I should have told you, I'm with Jake now.) Then, he made a line of kisses from my cheek to my mouth, and once he got there I felt his tongue lick my lips. I opened my mouth to let him in and we kissed passionately. He bent over, making me lay down and he bowed over me. Still kissing me, he tried to take off my jacket. I got a flashback of me trying to pull out Edward's shirt when he refused to let me. There I go again.. Thinking of Edward while I should forget him completely, and enjoy my time with Jacob. Obviously Jake noticed that I trailed off, and he let go of me. 'What's up Bells?' he asked concerned. 'It's nothing Jake.. Well I am actually not yet ready to have sex. It is nothing about you, but ehm.. Yeah, well.. You know..' I don't dare to say his name to Jacob. In my head, I continually hear his name. Edward. Edward. EDWARD! This stupid- 'Yeah Bells, I totally understand.' Jake cut off my thoughts as he smiled at me. We stared each other in the eye for a while, when he suddenly stood up and said he had to go. He kissed me one last time and left my room.

When I heard Jake saying goodbye to Charlie downstairs, I was putting my jacket back on and collecting my laundry in a grey basket. I walked to the bathroom with the basket and dumped the clothes in the washing machine. Then I went over to Charlie's room, a smell of old cheese and worn sport socks greeted me as I came in. I immediately covered my nose and walked to the window, opening it as quick as possible. Then I picked up the grey basket and collected Charlie's dirty clothes. I walked over to the bathroom again and put the clothes in the washing machine, along with mine. I put some washing powder and fabric softener in the thing and hit the 'on' button. I walked downstairs and saw Charlie hang on the sofa with a can of beer and some chips. 'Lazybones' I yelled at him. 'I love you too, hun.' he answered. I smiled and walked up to the kitchen. I almost got a heart attack when I saw the huge pile of dishes. I started washing the plates and hummed 'tonight I'm getting over you' by Carly Rae Jepsen. It was the moment I looked out of the window when I knew something was wrong. Something was very, very wrong. My eyes widened and the plate in my hand crashed to the floor.

The doorbell rang. 'Bella, please open up!' Charlie yelled at me. I stood there, frozen. This could not be. This was not happening. I tried to cool down, tried to get myself together. I tried to yell back at Charlie that he should open, I tried to move. Nothing happened. I heard Charlie get off the sofa, walking up to the door. He opened and I heard his swallow. My heartbeat rose as I saw the person standing at the door. I could not think clearly anymore. Something black pulled his way to my eyes. I saw the person talk to Charlie and walk inside. That was when I saw the floor come nearer and suddenly everything fell black.