Memories with you: I had problems thinking of a title for this story and this was the best I came up with...
I'm taking a little break from writing Contemplations so I can write this story based on what I think will sort of happen after ch 163; the idea has been floating in my head for a while so I just wanted to get it out of my head before the next chapter comes out; also I semi-rushed it because lot's of you's are eager for the next chapter of contemplations so hopefully this came out ok , so enjoy ^_^
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Setsu looked up at Cain whose arm rested over her shoulders with concern as they walked down the street; she wasn't sure how to act Setsu with him anymore after his character changed. She lightly held his hand that rested on her shoulder as they walked together in fear of hurting him; she carefully examined him from the small stitches on his forehead hidden by his hair to the unoccupied bandage arm that hung on the other side of him. Initially she clung to him as normal but accidentally hurt him in doing so and became hesitant in acting the Setsu she created, so she had made Setsu less clingy for his sake. Cain however noticed her hesitating and would reassure that it's alright and would play his role as a loving brother. He had crashed during the Dark Moon shoot and was rushed to hospital; his injuries weren't severe so he returned to business with one difference.
"Mogami-chan, Ren is not physically hurt that much so you don't have to worry too much; however it seems he has lost some of his memory that may affect his career," the President had told her outside Ren's room; she felt her heart hurt again at the memory. "Ren wants to return to work immediately but he does not see the possible consequences of doing so, he'll be bombarded by paparazzo's and questions about the accident which the doctors and I believe will be bad for him; so I decided to pull Tsuruga Ren out of work for a period of time til I feel he is ready to return."
"Yes, you're right president, it's not a good idea," she replied sadly, "he shouldn't rush back to work after a car crash, and he should look after his health first."
"Ren was very stubborn when I told him what I intended to do so I compromised with him," Kyoko looked up at him curiously; "I agreed to let him work with Setsu, because I know she'll look after him well" he smiled at her and she smiled back however her heart still ached. Before the president pulled her outside the room to talk she had seen Ren, however... he had not recognised her.
Setsu looked up at Cain who seemed focused on reaching their destination. He's so different from how he previously did Cain... the president did mention that he lost fragments of his memory so it can't be helped... but wouldn't he create a similar character, this Cain... he's not as fun or as cute in his behaviour... but he was more affectionate.
She cried the first night they were together again after the accident, or was it Setsu? Memories that he could have possible died flooded her mind and scared her; she hushed herself but he heard her and moved to her bed.
"You okay?" he asked her as he sat on her bed stroking her back.
"I-I thought you may have died," she sniffled, "I keep thinking that." She felt him slip closer to her and hug her; she felt his warmth engulf her. She turned her head behind her and saw his face smiling close to her.
"I'm not dead... I'm still here," he pulled her around and to face his chest, "can't you feel how warm I am? Can you hear my heart beat?" She listened to his heart that was beating slightly fast and nodded. "Okay, now no more crying and let's sleep together." Cain... no Ren was so kind and warm... I felt so happy being with him... his words and heart beat were soothing.
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After a few days together she noticed his character begin to change slightly. Before the accident he was plan less and acted like a baby around her, memories from when they first went shopping came to mind; how he pinched her cheeks, teased her and his puppy dog face. After the accident he was now totally cool, totally perfunctory, and still kind to his sister, liberal and tolerant, like a guardian and mature man; everything she thought her brother would have been at the beginning, but now he developed a few unexpected extra features; he was slightly touchier and in private he was a subtle playboy who secretly loves making his little sister squirm. After their first night sharing a bed they shared it more often and Setsu opened up more to Cain but then she woke up one morning with his arm across her bare stomach and breathing in her neck; she screamed and he woke up confused but to see her adorable blushing face. After some explanation she let the situation slid since he was sleeping but since then he became more... play-boyish. He found new joy in teasing her.
Cain who was so comfortable around her, he was parading around the room shirtless or in just his underwear with her obviously; he was working out sexily in just his shorts and the sweat glistened over his body; he would randomly hug her or hug her as they watched tv together, he would kiss her (but not on the face) for no reason, and he even asked her to get him his clothes and... towel; or was this all just Ren? Setsu or Kyoko dealt with all this despite how embarrassing and uncomfortable it was because it was how he now portrayed his character; someone who loved teasing his little sister. Even though he forgot about me he seems to still know he likes to bully me... *sigh* on the plus side though he's spoils Setsu less.
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"Ren since you want to continue working even though your memory isn't 100% I will allow one project for you til you are fully recovered," the President lectured him, "you can continue your role as Actor X aka Cain Heel with Setsuka."
"Setsuka?" he asked questionably, he vaguely recalled such a role.
"Setsuka, well you'll call her Setsu, she is played by your sort of girlfriend remember, she is Cain's sister and you both a severe sibling complex for one another," he grinned at him.
"Okay Bos-president fine I guess since you'll let me work, I'll find my scripts when I get home or from Yashiro," he spoke; he heard someone knock and a girl enter his room. "Hi... umm do I know you?"
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Ren was thinking about what Lory said to him and about his behaviour around this girl. Do I really love this girl as the president said? She's so different from the other girls I usually had... she was sort of plain when I first saw her but I still felt something for her... when I saw her sad face when I asked her name why did my heart hurt; because I knew I hurt her? Or that she was hiding her pain from me?
He looked down at Setsu and their eyes met, but she quickly turned away from him. It was amazing how much she changed for Setsu and I find it very comfortable to be around her, but she can be a pain when she stops me drinking and smoking... why can't she stop forcing me to eat as well. Well she's sort of my girlfriend right... she cares for me.
"Setsu," he called her and she peeked up to him to be met with a kiss on the forehead.
"Wah-ah-um nii-san... yes," she blushed and turned away from him again. She was getting use to Cain's random acts and his touching, but she still couldn't help blushing.
"Hmm nothing, I just wanted to kiss you," he replied with a grin and watched her face turn redder. I love the expression she makes when I tease her... so innocent... did I really fall for such a pure girl? Could I have when Kuon was so tainted?
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"Ren how could you have forgotten about Kyoko-chan! She looked heart-broken at your words even if she was smiling when she re-introduced herself to you," Lory exclaimed; but something clicked in his head. "She plays Setsu so she'll look after you and maybe if you spend enough time together your memory of her will come back along with the rest, she's already agreed to this so when you are permitted to leave you will be with her almost all the time."
"Is she really my girlfriend... she's so different from my past girlfriends... she's sort of plain and isn't she a bit too young for me... I'm like what 20?"
"You're 21, and age doesn't matter when it comes to love... but she is touchy when it the topic of love; she is in the LoveMe Section."
"Pfft LoveMe Section... you created such a department," Ren chuckled, "but it does sound familiar... I remember Yashiro saying to take breaks there."
"See you're already remembering things Ren, she's a great actress but something happened to her in the past that affects her ability to love... this role I assigned her is to help her regain the ability of love... but it is also to help you as well, to move on from your past."
"How will being with her help me move on from what I did back then?"
"She's your protective charm Ren. You may not remember but she's helped you a lot already and I've seen the results; she was the one who helped you create Katsuki you know, one that was good enough so we didn't have to replace you." Ren grimaced at his words, but recalled he had never acted an intense love role before. "She also mentioned about you being in a fight previously and it sounded like you reverted back to the old you yet somehow she brought you back to your senses before you caused any serious damage... she's good for you and I'm sure you love her, just see how it works out for a being together."
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Cain and Setsu returned to their hotel late at night; Cain had gone out to smoke while Setsu went about her own business. On the balcony, Ren was in thought; is it safe for me to be so close to her... I think I really do love her that's why I've been kissing and hugging her so much but I feel like I want more but she seems unsure what to do, like she's experiencing this for the first time... what do I do when my mind says don't do anything to her but my heart and body just want to jump her... I don't think she realise how I feel and I'll probably kill myself later if I do something wrong before I remember her fully, Ren sighed to himself and felt his head hurt. I think I'll take a shower.
Cain re-entered the room and removed his coat and shirt before grabbing his towel and turning to the bathroom. As he opened the door he was met with a small body in the middle of changing; he remembered the incident that happened to him in the shower; ah yes the bathroom lock doesn't well. He found himself still staring and intrigued at the girl in front of him stripping; he felt the desire in him rise.
Kyoko heard the door open as she was pulling her shirt dress over her head, as she pulled it off she turned to the door to see Ren. Huh? She stared at him for a minute and saw the look in his eyes before realising her situation. "Kyaa Tsu-Ren!" she shouted with a blushing face and pulled her top to her chest trying to cover herself; she didn't even care that she spoke his first name or that she broke away from Setsu; she had the wig off so that meant Setsu was on break.
Ren felt himself losing to his desire, after seeing her slim half-naked from before him, in that sexy ero-kawa bra and tiny ero-kawa panties; her face flushed her body shivering, he couldn't stop himself from what happened next. He dropped his towel and threw a hand around her head and pulled her into a deep kiss, startling her and making her drop her top. He forced his tongue into her mouth to explored and mingle with her tongue while she tried to push him out. She was finding it hard to breathe; she was scared, confused but powerless to stop him from ravaging her mouth and caress her skin, yet something else in her longed for it. He lifted her in his embrace and carried her to the closest bed to the bathroom and lightly tossed her on the bed breaking there contact. Kyoko finally manage to take a deep breath but before she could speak to Ren her mouth was invaded once again, followed by his roaming hands trailing her thigh and back.
Ahh why is he kissing me... why is he doing this, there shouldn't be any reason... ah and he looks like the emperor... uwahhh I'm... I'm scared.
She felt Ren hand that trailed her thigh slip into her tiny panties and cup her ass, while the other began fondling her right breast; she moaned into his mouth at his touch but her eyes began tearing because she didn't understand why this was happening. She felt her body jolt as he teased her breast and she bit his tongue lightly which made him exit her mouth, only to travel down her neck. He kissed from her neck to her collar bone making her whimper and shiver, then with his teeth he pulled her bra strap off her shoulder as his hand that fondled her breast pushed the other side off as well. "Kyoko," he spoke huskily before he drove his head between her breasts and kissed her deeply making her moan hysterically, while his right hand still played with her breast and the other pulled her closer to him.
"R..ren stop..Ren..Ren STOP," she squirmed and grabbed his bandaged arm and he grunted in pain. He looked down at her and saw her tearing face, finally realising what he was doing.
"Kyoko... ah sorry," he got off her and she quickly pulled some of the bed sheets to cover herself. "I'm... really sorry, you were just... so gorgeous... I um, umm I'm going to take a shower," he mumbled and quickly ran to the bathroom; as soon as he shut the door he slid down it. What have I done?
Kyoko stared at the door confused he closed it. He thought I looked gorgeous... but he wouldn't act like that with every gorgeous girl would he... he was trying to *gulp*... so sudden it was scary... but it felt good... and he even kissed me... would that have been my first kiss? Ren... She heard Ren turn on the water and finally remembered where she was, she quickly got up and went to get her clothes but saw herself in the mirror first. Her lips were ravished, her face pinky and a few hickeys decorated her chest and she felt her body throb strangely for the first time; but overall she couldn't help but think she looked beautiful even after what happened; she even felt that she missed Ren's touch.
She snapped out of thought and walked to her bag to pull out some clothes before he came back out. As she pulled a shirt out, a small purse came out with it. Corn, Kyoko thought as she picked it up and slipped the top on and some shorts; she tightly the purse to her chest and sat back on the bed.
She lay down and poured corn onto her palm. What should I do Corn? I should leave after what he did, but I have to look after him, I want to make sure he's okay; Ren... he's still Ren even though he lost some of his memory, he wouldn't do that to me before or think I'm gorgeous or kiss me and touch me... the old Ren would have apologized or exited the room without me knowing since he had plenty of time to stare at me changing (blush). What would that girl that he likes think of him if she knew he did all that with another girl... ah I think he may have forgotten her, that's so sad. Kyoko's eyes began watering again. Ah why am I still crying... it's over, he stopped... why does my heart hurt... is it because I'm worried that he'll hurt that girl before he remembers her. Kyoko curled up in a ball on the bed.
'Kyoko' she remembered Ren'sdeep voice as he touched her, her body ached for him. It felt so nice to be with him... Ren was Ren right, not Ren my sempai... to be embraced by a man... am I still here because I want more? Ah but I can't, he has someone else important to him... and he'll hate me for not stopping him. Her tear drops became heavier.
Ren exited the bathroom and saw Kyoko curled up in a ball on the bed. Hah she didn't run away... I'm happy. He quietly walked towards her and touched her shoulder, "Kyoko," he whispered gently and she turned to him with her tearing gold eyes. Ah she's crying again. "I'm sorry for earlier," he spoke as she sat up on the bed rubbing away her tears and clutching Corn.
"Ah no it's okay, I'm sorry," she replied. Huh why is she apologising she didn't do anything. Ren noticed something blue peeking out of her hands.
"What's that?" he asked questionably, and Kyoko stared up at him; ah corn... maybe you'll help him remember something; she opened her palm slowly to reveal her precious blue stone and Ren stared at it in awe. That stone... I had one once when I was younger... and I gave it to a little girl I met in the forest who always cried...her name was... "Kyoko," Ren beamed at her and she stiffened at his expression.
"You're the Kyoko I met many years ago in Kyoto right, who cried a lot when she went to the stream, but smiled every time she left except when I left," he spoke and placed a hand on her face, pushing away a tear.
"Huh in Kyoto? Crying by the stream? How did you know I cried at a stream," she stared confused at him. I remember him knowing I'm from Kyoto, but no one knew I cried at that stream, not even Sho.
"You don't remember me, well I guess I've changed a bit... well a lot but so have you; remember I told you that stone was magical, remember your little hamburger rock palace we made, remember us together at that secret place in the forest with that beautiful stream, I flew for you remember," Ren clasped her hands tightly expectantly.
Those... those were things I did when I was little with him... my fairy prince... but how would he know? Unless... unless Ren met him as well... but why would he tell him about me... ah but they would have been the same age right, it can't be a coincidence that they met unless he was...
"Corn?"she whispered and Ren smiled again at her.
"Yes, Kyoko-chan."
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A/N: This is as far as my idea went so let's just wait and see what happens when the next chapters come out. But my theory is Ren will have an accident and lose some of his memory, and act out a Ren that's at a point between Kuon and the gentlemen Ren or the development stage of Ren; also he'll forget Kyoko and somehow the stone will jog his memory. I don't think the bedroom and bed part will happen but hopefully it spiced the story up a bit.
Only one chapter for this story, but if somehow I miraculously guessed right or close to right or get another idea to continue, I will do another chapter. REVIEWS are appreciated ^_^