I walked along the cold, stormy road.
The rain splashed every time it landed on the hard ground.
People felt the comfort, or annoyance of the rain...
But all I felt was a broken heart;
all I heard was the sobbing of that broken heart,
all I saw was that broken heart giving up on life itself,
and all I knew was that it was the end for that broken heart...
I held onto my chest tightly and then it began to softly snow.
Tears streamed down my cheeks, and I began to walk down this cold, empty road.
Was this how life was supposed to be?
What did I do wrong?
I loved, I lived, I laughed...and I tried to protect...but this is what I have left in the end.
I looked up the clouded sky and just saw the snow falling down, nice and calm.
I walked on the bridge and looked out into the world, which would be my last time looking at it like this.
I looked up the sky one more time, and made my last tear fall "Goodbye."
I closed my eyes and made myself fall...
But
My arm was caught, I looked up to see who the person was that did this, and when I did my broken heart tore apart...
It was...
Hikaru
He strangely had...tears
"Why?"
He asked
"Why do you want to die Kaoru!?"
He started to cry, and then lifted me up...
I was now standing on the ground again.
"I love you, you idiot!"
My heart hurt so much more than it did before.
"Hikaru..."
I started to cry myself, then fell to my knees...
I too loved him, more than myself, and everything else...
But I was too scared...too scared of feeling more pain, and more sorrow...
This pain caused me to have such thoughts of no longer living, and this pain was formed from the love I deeply had for him...
I just...don't know what to do anymore...
I just don't
I need help
I need comfort
I need love
I looked out onto the bridge one more time, and I found my answer...
I need to let go of this love, to end my pain...
I have to let go...