Her mother always told her to make wishes upon the stars for the gods to hear, yet the one wish she wanted was never grated.

Until now that is.

Haruka was walking through the corridors of the master course for the last boys were going on tour and that was an opportunity for Haruka to visit her twin brothers grave. Just the though of it made her want to curl into a ball and cry. Kaoru was the only person who understood her struggles with this illness that is slowly eating away at her life.

Now in the girls dorm Haruka was planning out Christmas for when the boys leave (with only two weeks before the boys are off) she had to make the final plans. She had already brought all of the boys a present that wad ready to be shipped of to England because that is were they will be upon December in three months.

Now the important part of the whole contract she signed with Shining and her older brother was she only had two years to do everything she wanted in life before she must return home. That means by the time the boys are back she would have left the industry.

To have a child born with a heart illness is what no parent would want for their child. So why was it that Kira-Haruka mum-let her daughter live through all the pain and suffering it brought. What would a mother what her child to grow up isolated from the rest of the world.

Lately Haruka has been have flashbacks of her childhood days. She could remember the metal brush with gold stripes gliding through her hair; all while she thought of her devious plans. Revenge was the one thing that she had on her stood by the days with a drone voice telling her about the trap being in place. Now that she looked back onto that faithful day she couldn't help but feel her heart shatter even more. At that time she was about six years old and had just came out of her daily injection that was the day that she died in the eyes of her family. She left to see the world as it truly is. She was only suppose to leave for eight years but that soon was ruined due to the fact that she was in a coma for four years. When she woke up she was in France as she remembered falling from the cliff after He shoot her. Remember Him made her want to scream in pain. She had let him off so many times. He killed her brother, her friends, her family. All she has left is Nova and her mother, who is off the grid.

Really looking back at her childhood,she finally realised that she was so hell bent on revenge that when it was right in-front of she couldn't pull the trigger, she couldn't become a murderer like He was. And Him even after all the sh*t He pulled He still has a special place He in her heart

Why would a mother not even look her child in the face as they grew up. What would a mother allow strangers to raise her own child instead of doing it herself. Why would Kira allow Haruka to have people around only to see them leave or betray her later in life. Was she trying to teach her only daughter a lesson or was she trying to destroy Haruka's hope. All these questions turned and twisted like a hurricane within Haruka's head some much that she had failed to notice that she was standing out in-front of the sakura tree.

At the grave yard

Laying the flower in-front of one of her brother many stones across japan she failed to notice the AR-15 sniper rifle that was station on-top of the stone arch that separated the rich from the rest.

This should of been a fatal mistake yet is seemed like the god were working in her favour and the celestial sphere let out its cry. As the humidity settles the focus lenses of the sniper became clouded.

The last thing Haruka can remember was the smell of anaesthetic and the harshness of voices barking orders left and right.

As the light and darkness final became one Haruka could final relaxed as her first wish of many came true.

I wish to be able to sleep without remembering the past that I can never forget