I am over you
I was originally hired to take you out
You were a threat and I was to eliminate you.
Instead you found me out and faked my death.
I saw you as an easy way in
Letting me in would give me the key to win.
I knew from the start it wouldn't be smart.
Because once you trusted me I'd break your heart.
Somewhere along the way I fell in love with you.
It didn't seem possible
I never thought that you could open up my closed heart
Yet you did.
You never knew how much it killed lying to you
Never did I feel like I was flying, like you do when you're in love.
When you found out who I really was
You followed your heart and it fell apart.
After I left the laughter ceased in your eyes.
With all of the stuff we have been through,
It amazed me at how you always seemed to pull through.
The day you stopped having faith in me was when I stopped believing in you.
That was when I truly learned love couldn't conquer all.
You and I had survived this long
I don't know why it got so wrong
After all my failed attempts to get you back
I realized you weren't taking me back
My heart is now and empty black hole.
You finally made it clear that you didn't want me around
Out of fear you said didn't love me
We both know that's not true.
Your head says no, but your heart says yes.
In the end which will you follow?
I see I have really hurt you this time
And I understand that that is why you are here to vanquish me.
Going through this hell hole called life
It's clear you don't want to be my wife.
Once, we were soul mates. It was our destiny.
Like a candle flame we once shone bright and then we faded
I shall see you on the other side
For what awaits us is for you to decide.
I will always be near
Like a hazy memory you fear.
My dearest Phoebe, History always repeats itself.