Can't think of a title
Summary: Very implied Mcswarek. Can be seen as Andy's thoughts as she's driving into her UC. Drabble. I actually cried as I wrote this.
God why am I such an Idiot? This always happens, I put my heart out there and my sleeve and someone comes along and stomps on it. I'm such a naïve little girl, such a moronic person. I can't believe I let him do this to me. I TRUSTED him! I loved him. I still love him. I let down all of my walls and he went and drove a steam roller over me. I've done it to myself again; I guess I can't really blame him. He was smart; he didn't let down any of his walls, didn't let me in, and didn't let himself fall in love. He played me like a fiddle and I sat there and let him, even encouraged him. I can only blame myself for this; I didn't see it coming because I didn't want to see it. I wanted to see the sunshine and the rainbows and nothing else. It's my own fault I hurt this much.