Written Chapter 1: WRITTEN: Syaoran and Sakura Intro, a card captor sakura fanfic

I Don't own CCS, I Don't own CCS, I Don't own CCS, If I just keep repeating it I'll believe it, as long as you do. I don't in any way own Card Captor Sakura. But I do wish I owned Yokito, Yue and Syaoran. I also do not in any way own Sailor Moon. I just really like their names and I wanted Sakura to have more friends. It's not a crossover I just used the names they aren't sailor scouts.

This is going to be a weird story, about Sakura and Syaoran are writing in their Journal/Diary about each other as well as the general events of their day. There may be some actual events, and conversations not just retold ones in the future. I hope you'll keep me informed as to what you think of it and give me ideas on how I can improve it.

I'd like to thank my best bud Neofire who helps me out. She reads before hand. And a before hand chance to thank, all who read this. I revised it there is almost no Japanese. But I am keeping Japanese names, chan, and Kun suffixes, and Natsukashii, which means dear. Because I like it but besides that it's all in English. I hope you enjoy it.

A little helpful guide, In Syaoran's Journal entries

*Blah……………blah.* = He's talking about Sakura-chan

-Blah………….blah.- = He's talking about the Clow cards and his family.

@Blah……………blah.@ = He's talking about a card capture.

Blah……………blah. = He's talking about events at school involving Sakura-chan or not.

In Sakura's Diary entries

*Blah……………blah.* = She's talking about Syaoran.

~Blah………………blah.~ = She's talking about the day in general.

Now on to the story

Written

CH1 'Sakura and Syaoran intro.'

Journal ~ Dec, 12

*It's now December, and I'm still not any closer to Sakura-chan. We've been ignoring each other since last summer. I'm now 13 and haven't changed much I'm just taller and my hairs a little darker. I have some friends but I've become more distant lately and to myself. I was supposed to return to Hong Kong, but for some reason I couldn't. I would give anything to just be able to talk to her. But that won't happen. Oh well it's only a little while longer till Christmas I will get Sakura-chan a present. Maybe I should explain why we've come apart; we've been this way ever since I accepted the fact that I have feelings for her. She tried to talk to me and I just pushed her away becoming cold and detached. She's so sunny, happy, and sweet. I've been so mean and uncaring towards her ever since we first met in fourth grade that was 3 long years ago. *

-I didn't want to though. Mother told me not to let anyone get in the way of my mission to collect the Clow cards. And that there was a possibility of someone else collecting them as well a very strong one. So I had to pull all my energies in collecting, and nothing else.-

*Man, looking back on things isn't going to help me figure out my gift situation one bit, just make me feel horrible about the way I've treated her. I wonder if she even notices the way that I've been towards her as of late. Probably not, I don't seem to phase her one bit. I saw her for the first time in a long time today, we caught eyes but she quickly turned away as her bright smile faded. Also we have English and Science class together. I knew we had English together, I get to sit in the back, and she sits up front with 4 of her friends. Of coarse Tomoyo, and Chiheru also a pretty petite girl with silver- blonde hair in odd pigtails (who's my friend's girlfriend), and another girl with sunny blonde hair. They were all laughing at something. *

Probably has something to do with the fact someone said "Minako likes to eat Spam over Sakura-chan's and play with her dog while she's thinking of Lasen Furuhata. Pass it on" I felt my face get hot at the mention of Sakura-chan's name. But hid it well and passed on what I was told.

I tried my best to ignore her but it's getting so hard. Especially now that she sits next to me in English. She hates me I could tell by that heart wrenching look she gave me when she was told she had to sit in the back row and a seat next to me being the only open one. I felt hurt by that look. But I'm not going to let it through.

I don't know I'll keep posted on weather or not I make any life altering decisions but don't count on it. I get the feeling I'll have a lot of long journal entries. L

~ Syaoran

Natsukashii Diary,

Today's Dec 12, It seems like ages since I've put my deepest thoughts and secrets inside of you. I'm 13 now but I turn 14 in a few months, YayJ . I am taller now I'm probably one of the 20 tallest girls on our whole class. I know not much but I'm taller than Tomoyo, almost as tall as Eriol last I knew. (I should give him a call sometime.) I still have all my good friends and some new ones. They're all awesome. I'll tell ya a little about them. Usagi's 12, she's beautiful and nice she has a kind boyfriend. Then there's Mamoru her boyfriend he's 15. He's really smart and loves Usa to death. He's also a friend of my former friend Li-kun. (I'll explain that.) Then Minako she's 13 and so nice and fun, We all call her Mina, she's the type of person who can cheer anyone up. Ami's 12 too, she's super smart number one in our class. And number 3 school wide. She's nice but shy. I think she has a crush on Li-kun. Why the poor girl? And finally Makoto she's really tall, taller than most guys I know, she's really kind, funny, and a good cook, as well as great in martial arts she could kick and one's butt and has.

It's nice to know I have something I can just write and write in about nothing in particular, just to clear my cluttered thoughts.

*Well what's up with Syao-chan, Uh Li-kun you ask. We've been back in school since September, it's now December and Syaoran hasn't even acknowledged my existence once. We even have a class I just learned. He sits in the back and I sit up in the front corner with Tomoyo, Usagi, Minako, and Chiheru, or at least I did. So I've never noticed him, and since Ms. Izumi doesn't usually do attendance I've never heard his name. *

~Besides discovering Syaoran was in that class it was pretty funny. The funny incident, Minako has a crush on this person named Lasen Furuhata. They both liked each other and we all knew it. Well let me just tell you the whole thing.

Tomoyo: "Look Minako, there's Lasen." She almost yelled.

Minako gave her the most vicious look I've ever seen any one give a person. Tomoyo, Chiheru and I burst out laughing when Lasen happened to glance at our group. Then we started a pass around. (That's when you tell someone something and tell them to pass it on and when it gets to the last person they raise there hand and say what they heard and you hear how it changed. It's fun, and can be amusing.) I wrote down what I said and showed it to Tomoyo who was behind me. "Minako thinks Lasen is the cutest guy in the world. And she wants him." Tomoyo laughed and passed it on. After that was started we continued talking. We talked about Christmas coming up and what we'd like to get, and the many people we have to get presents for. Our chat session was ended when the teacher, Ms. Izumi came into the room how rude; we were just getting to the good stuff. Oh well, you know what they say about spilled milk. Then not to long after the wrap around came back to Chiheru. She laughed and skipped Minako and told Usagi behind her. Minako wasn't happy about the few mumbles she heard; in fact she started to turn red from both embarrassment and anger. The sight of Minako's radish face made me crack up hysterically. Of coarse getting my Ms. Izumi's attention. My friends looked up at me trying to stifle their laughter. "Miss Kinomoto, if I hear another out burst like that I'm breaking up your little group." "Yes Ms. Izumi " I forced. 'All I did was laugh' I whispered grudgingly. My friends for some reason found this very funny and laughed. Rather loudly at that. "Miss Kinomoto please go sit in the back row" I looked back and noticed the only open seat. "DO I have to" I whined rather annoyingly hoping it would make her change her mind. But No!

I slowly took my time getting to my seat. I sat down not really wavering my gaze from my friends. I could feel him looking at me but every time I turned he looked away. Suddenly something humorous distracted me from my spiraling emotions. Mamoru raised his hand. He was a young man who just happened to be Usagi's boyfriend since she was 10 she's 12 and he's 15. He sits and observes our classes. He's kind of like an advanced student who helps out. When Ms. Izumi called on him, "Sakura-chan is in her house with Takeru-kun because Syaoran blushes when Minako and Lasen have Spam puppies in Usagi, and Makoto's basement" Mamoru has a very confused daffy look on his face and the whole class begins to laugh when they hear this. Except for those whose names where mentioned we were blushing. Except for of coarse Syaoran who didn't seem to hear any of it, until of coarse the bell rang. ~

*And that was the end to an ok, kind of funny, kind of depressing day. I'll keep you posted on things with Syaoran, good thing we were just friends or, or I might feel hurt. Anyway…*

~ Sakura=)

Journal ~ Dec 13

Today was a bland day. Except for one thing, yep Sakura-chan. I went the whole day with random people calling me 'Cherry'. All because that thing someone started in English. I've had a rough night and was incredible tired and irritable.

*Mamoru came to me and asked me something I wasn't totally expecting. "Li-kun, do you like Sakura-chan, or was that thing they told me completely off. Minako likes Lasen Furuhata, which's obviously true, and Sakura-Chan's been hanging out with Takeru-kun lately. So" He was cut off by the look on my face "She is?" I asked simply then. "You like her man. I so know you do," he said almost triumphantly. My irritability was at its peak so I kind of went off on him. I still hear my words echoing through my head. "GOD! I do not Like Sakura-chan, We've never been close so I don't know why people think we like each other. She's nice but that's it there's nothing else to her, man! I wish people would mind their own business. We don't like each…" my yelling was cut short. "Who ever said people think that she likes you?" I heard a small voice yell. I turned to look I saw the 2 familiar blondes that sat with Sakura-chan in English and a thin blue haired girl. I also noticed trying to hide behind them was someone else. I had a feeling I knew who it was, but I wasn't 100% positive. I stared at the figure intently as I listened to her friends. "Li-kun, you have no right to be so mean to Sakura-chan, what has she done to you. Just cuz' all the girls in this damn school think you're the hottest thing around doesn't give you the right to be so rude." Then I noticed someone one run from behind the girls she had tears in her eyes. My heart tore open when I saw Sakura-chan running away crying, because of me. After I saw her leave I left leaving her friends looking at me very annoyed and angered. *

The rest of the day went by badly. Why did that incident have to happen at all especially so early in the morning? Every male student in school gave me evil looks; all her friends turned their noses at me which was almost everyone.

*Science class came up first no one really talked to me, and I don't think Sakura-chan even knows I'm in the class with her. She was smiling, but it was a saddened smile her eyes were a pale red color, I remember asking myself if I did that to her. But I must have said it out loud considering people gave me funny looks. I looked at her one last time before class began. She was sitting with Mamoru, he looked at me then talked to her slowly I saw tears form in her paled emerald eyes. She raised her hand and asked if she may be excused for a moment. Ms. Izumi excused her and she slowly made her way out of class. She didn't return there was only 10 minutes left of class. Her eyes were an awful shade of bright red. The end of class quickly came and I went to my next class but I couldn't shake the feeling of the pain I've caused Sakura-chan. I took out a piece of paper.

Natsukashii Sakura-chan,

I'm so sorry! I know that won't really fix anything. A mistake is all it was I didn't mean it. I know though, if I didn't mean it why say it. I'm tired and in an incredible bad mood and I just took it all out on you when Mamoru-kun was talking about you, and I know that was incredible stupid of me. I don't even know what to say. I feel ashamed of what I did. Maybe someday we can be friends again. I just hope you can forgive me. If you ever want to call me, my numbers 9689-0123

~Syaoran

The class shortly ended, and my other class flew by till it was time for English. I saw Sakura in between some of my class her eyes were still an irritated pink color. Then the class I was dreading. I got there early so not many people were there to make any remarks. I sat in my seat and dreaded Sakura-Chan's arrival. The class had started and still no Sakura-chan. Then 10 minutes into the class she came in. Her eyes were still pink and not their normal bright emerald green. She quietly sat down next to me not looking up from her hands. I could tell that seeing me makes her want to cry. But she's holding them back. "Sakura" I whispered to her. She looked straight up then a tear fell. I looked away for a moment then when I returned to look at her she was looking straight at me. It kind of startled me. "Sakura-chan I – I – hear, would you read?" I started to ask but our Ms. Izumi called on her. Then she never looked back at me she just stared at her desk or the board aimlessly. Then the bell rang. She quickly picked up her stuff and ran out. I asked Mamoru-kun if he'd give the note to Sakura –chan. Then I went home. And I'll let ya know what happens.

~Syaoran

Natsukashii Diary

*Today's the 13th of Dec, it was probably the most horrible day of my life. I was walking with Minako, Usagi, and Ami before a class. Usagi saw Mamoru-kun and wanted to go see him. When we got a few feet from him we heard "GOD! I do not Like Sakura-chan, We've never been close so I don't know why people think we like each other. She's nice but that's it there's nothing else to her, man! I wish people would mind their own business. We don't like each…" Minako and Ami started yelling at him. I slowly let what he had just told our school, sink in and became upset. I started crying and ran away from him not wanting him to see me like this. The day went on I had to leave almost every class because I would start crying. I must have looked horrible. During one of my outings I ran into Takeru-kun. He gave me a hug and tried to comfort me but I had to return to class. Then the worst class I could possibly be in was coming up. I was late to my English class. But Ms. Izumi excused it. I thought I heard Syaoran say my name but when I turned to look at him he was looking elsewhere. So I just kind of stared at him till he looked back. I think I scared him, because he jumped a little. I just continued to stare at him. He had a piece of paper and he asked me if I would read it. But Ms. Izumi called on me then my attention was on my desk or the board the rest of the time. Then the bell rang and I was gone. *

When I walk home I usually walk with Ami-chan, Makoto-chan, Usagi-chan (If she's not with Mamoru-kun) today they both joined us. Mamoru gave me a note. And Usagi gave him a mocking smack. "Writing her notes huh" She pretended that she was mad then he grabbed her. Anyway, I opened the note being very curious about what it was. I read it

Natsukashii Sakura-chan,

~Syaoran

I turned a pale shade. Ami and Makoto-chan noticed me and asked what was wrong I quickly put the note back into my pocket. I ran home and broke down crying. That's the end of my sad day.

~Sakura =)

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