Jackie Burkhart knew who she wanted the most. But she still had to make him wait. She took a deep, relaxing breath, and finished her sentence. "I choose me!" She cringed at what fake happiness had just escaped through her voice. She didnt want Michael. She had knew that she didnt want to be with Micheal the second he called her his girlfriend. But he had hurt her so much that she couldnt just let him think it was ok to hurt her again. Jackie searched the dumfounded look on his face, his signature eyebrows-raised look of question. She wanted him to understand that her first boyfriend didnt mean as much to her as he had.
I've got time to watch you spin around in circles
Falling through the cracks inside your mind
That's fine I've been through the darkest hour made it to the other side of you
I can't live without you
She had to watch him hurt. See if he really cared about her. Because if he did, he would be crabby and mean all summer long. But she could live with that.
I live for the day I live for the night
That you will be desperate and dying inside
I live for the tears to fall down your face
I live for the words you finnaly say
I live for the day
She had to watch him have emotion. For so many years of knowing him as the Zen master, the poor orphan boy with a razor sharp attitude. Jackie remembered her silly infatuation with him years ago, but to be truthful, it wasnt that silly. It was how she really felt about him now, and how she thought she felt about him then. It was just another way that being with Steven had changed her. Even though she was still slightly silly and girlish, she had matured lightyears of what she was, now that she knew what being in love truly felt like. She had loved Michael, she really had. But no one had ever made her feel differently about herself by being with them.
You are high, thinking your invincable so busy building castles in the sky
Your done, and you don't even know it
but your eyes have started showing that it's true
Trying to live without love
How could he do this to her? She told him that she had chosen him, and what does he do? Runs off with skankoid-of-the-night! Anger ripped and raged through her, but a tiny voice in her head said that it was her fault. Maybe she should have forgiven him earlier... all she knew now is that she had to get him back. Fast.
I can't live without you
I live for the day, I live for the night
That you willl be desperate and dying inside
I live for the tears to fall down your face
I live for the words you finnaly say
I live for the day
I live for the day
She couldnt forgive him. Not just yet. He had, after all, embarrassed the crap out of her infront of no other than Fez. And Fez kept that dumb fake tattoo joke up for a week! Steven knew that popularity was important to her, but mainly because she had no desire to make real friends her senoir year. She already had her best friends down in the basement.
Wanna see you crying
Wanna see you crying
Wanna see you crying
I live for the day
She couldn't live without him. And the second they embraced, she knew she never would really live without him again.