I know it's been a long time since I last posted a fic, but I've had schoolwork, stress, and pleanty of angst building up.
I do not own Ao No Exorcis (Blue Exorcist), nor do I intend on earning money from posting this fic.
Warning this fic will contain: angst, self-harm, and possibly suicide along with foul language. You have been warned
Everything felt wrong. Nobody was talking to him and Rin felt like shit, and Rin felt like he was going insane. Yukio and Shura being on missions or were too exhausted to spend any time with him. His only companion was the cat sidth Kuro. Head down and tail drooping twoards the ground, he made his way to the Cram School for a pointless lesson that he wouldn't be able to focus on because of his soul-crushing depression or Bon yelling at him. All colour seemed to be drained from the world as he drug his feet on the ground as he made his way to the classroom.
After what feltlike an eternity, Rin dug the key out of his pocket and went back to his dorm. Once he was there, he went to the bathroom where he had hidden a sharpened razor blade and watched with seeming disintrest as his body let out the crimson fluid that kept his body functioning. He did not care about the loss of blood or the cuts because hs demonic powers wold keep him alive thriugh anything other than decapitation, a gunshot to the head or heart, or being drowned. As he continued sliding the razor across the skil of his left wrist, he started thinking...
He was on the roof, his world full of colour once again as he took a running leep off the top of his dorm. During his desent, he noticed that he was holding Kuricara, but his flames weren't trailing him, infact his flames had took his exact likeness and was standing next to Yukio hanging dead and limp from a tree branch. As he was about to collide with the ground, Ghenna Gate opened and swallowed him whole, turning his world blacker than the darkest night, with only a blood red moon and water to be distingushed from the black nothingness surounding him oppressivley from all sides. He opened up his eyes to see Yukio's severed head at the foot of his bed, acconpanied by a hellish chourus o all the spirits of those damned to an eternity of fire and torment by tha destestable god the old man preached about. He saw as Yukio's head rose up with the blue flames of Satan pouring from his eyes and mouth.
Rin awoke screeming his head off from his hellish nightmares. When Yukio asked him what was wrong he ran as fast as he could witout any idea what his surroundings were. He didn't know where he was until he was plummeting from the top of the dorm he and Yukio shared. As he hit the ground, he closed his eyes and fell into the sweet release of Oblivion...
I don't know exactly where that all came from. I was just going to write an angst fic but it turned into an unintended scuicide. Poor Okumura-kun. Please leave a reveiw and give your thoughts of this fic. Bye! See you again soon...