After my very long break from fan fic writing, I decided to try some stories based on the beautiful "Onii-sama e…", and I feel something very… Yuri about it! So I've decided to go forth and write a Yuri fan fic for you guys! Please don't hesitate to correct me or to ask me anything and give your honest opinions! (Please note, that this is based more on the anime than manga) Disclaimer: usual gabber that I don't own "Onii-sama e…" and characters here are not my own. Obviously…
-Find Love Anew-
1. "Ma cherie la poupée"
"Is that your love? Is that all there is to your love? One summer, one week and then nothing more? That wasn't love. You are like I was. You have not yet known true love. A toast to you- may you find love anew!"
It has been 3 months since.
And ever since that day, that vivid dream in reality, when Rei approached in a hallucination, I repeat her words again. Perhaps, I really, as she too, have not found love, that perhaps, Henmi was just mere infatuation, the first man I had noticed in a romantic way. And maybe I had taken it all too seriously, all too young, that my heart breaking was in fact my pride and sensitivity, and that I had expected too much from this man in love when he had no indication.
And now I feel very hypocritical. I encouraged Kaoru to go to Germany with Henmi, simply because of Rei. My dear sister was taken too early. But we all knew that, in her last moments, she was truly happy. As she felt ready to leave us, to leave me. And so, to imagine her happiness if she was to witness; Kaoru finally following her one and only love and making the most of her last years and to see her big sister fall in love, as well as watching Nanako grow and develop.
Nanako… now that I think about it, I have not spoken to her in some time. Though, we had our bad times in sorority, she was… somehow there for me. There for me, by loving Rei like no one else would, declaring to Rei, for all to see. Despite my love for my sister, I did not show her love. And even though she knew, I know she was not satisfied. And that is why I am grateful for Nanako. But, there is one thing I cannot ignore.
Rei is no longer the only one to have seen me cry. Nanako has now caught sight of my tears.
Ever since the abolishment of my sorority, I am alone at Seiran. Ever since she died, I am alone in life. Or so I thought. After this day at school, I realise that I may have to amend and possibly befriend Nanako for all she has done. When everyone ignored the one they used to call "Miya-sama", Nanako smiled sweetly in acknowledgement, when all did not give me any attention, Nanako gave all. She made me feel… liked. Childish as it may sound, but that is why I have come to like Nanako. And understood why Rei liked her. Because Nanako made her darkness a brighter and cheerful place when all seemed doom and gloom. She gave Rei more reason to smile and accept life. I realised all that now I am the one in Rei's place. I am in darkness with no feeling of hope, filled with isolation and emptiness.
I now realise that Nanako may be the one to save me from my isolation, to rescue me from the darkness. Almost like my angel… or as Rei called her- "Ma cherie la poupée".