Disclaimer: Don't own NCIS.

A/N: Gibbs talking to Shannon about when he left and then when he found out about her and Kelly. Spoilers for Hiatus.

A/N2: Thanks go to NCIS-JaneDoe6247-NCIS. I saw on her page that she is a Gibbs/Shannon shipper, which got me thinking, which got me writing . . . Check out her stuff, she's a brilliant author.


I Cried

I knew that neither,

Bullets nor bombs,

Could keep me away,

From you for long,

So when I left,

I held back my tears,

I didn't want to add,

To our daughter's fears,

I wanted to be strong,

I didn't want to cry,

You looked so beautiful,

When you said goodbye,

I crouched by our little girl,

I whispered in her ear,

She smiled bravely at the words,

She wanted to hear,

I lifted your face to wipe away,

The tears you tried to hide,

I did everything I should have done,

Except I never cried.

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They looked so sad,

When they called me away,

They told me I didn't,

Need to stay,

They said they were sorry,

I didn't care,

I blamed them and myself,

For my not being there,

I was running through the desert,

I was sobbing as I ran,

I didn't think about suicide,

Or any form of plan,

I survived the explosion,

I woke to live for you,

I think that I did,

What you'd want me to do,

It wasn't harsh enough for justice,

But at least I tried,

And all I can do now,

Is hope you know I cried.


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