What would you do if I told you I was crazy?
Would you laugh?
Would you run?
What would you do if I told you your words made me this way?
Who would you turn to?
Who would you scream at?
Can I trust you? Or will you just leave me to rot?
Why can't you understand? Why can't you say the words I long to hear?
Why aren't you good enough?
Why are your words so hollow?
I scream out, but no one hears me.
I need someone…anyone…please don't be afraid.
Don't stand there looking at me like that.
You could help me. You could fix this shattered soul.
Just say the words I need to hear! SAY THEM!
PLEASE SAY SOMETHING! ANYTHING, THIS SILENCE IS TOO MUCH!
…..
…..why?
Why do you back away?
Why do your eyes gloss over like that?
Am I really that scary?
Why don't you trust me?
What will you do?
What will you do when I tear at my scalp?
What will you think when I cower?
When I grab my legs and curl into that silent creature? Will you see the real me?
Will you know I'm there waiting?
What would you do if I told you I was crazy?
Would you laugh?
Would you run?
What would you do if I told you…your words…made me feel this way?