Well people this is the sequel to Half&Half. I recomend reading that before you read this. I deleted the other one because I didn't know where I was going with it, but this I know where I am going. I am going to make this a good story, so good it'll make you cry...tears. Well please let me know what you think of the new verison now. Oh and by the way. If you didn't read the note I left on the old Gone, I said that I would be deleting that and yeah. Well please enjoy the story and please please please let me know what you think of it. Okay enough of my babbling, on with the chapter!

Live Like We're Dying.


Bella's POV

They say that you will only find true love once and I believe them. I sat in my room and glared at the stone wall and then to my dresser. They left me, left me like a used toy. I was nothing to them, just a vampire toy. Just because...I fell in love with Edward. I wrapped my arms around my torso because his name caused me pain.

"So you're not going to do anything for what she did?!" Aro's wife, Sulpicia, whispered. They stood right outside my door just to tourcher me. I rolled my eyes and continued to glare at the wall, "She almost killed a human, Aro, a human!"

I huffed and smiled as I remembered the moment. I was driving my new car with Heidi in the front and we were laughing when another teenage girl was speeding behind us. She sped past my car, made me slam on my breaks so she could go in front of me. I got pissed, Heidi tried to calm me down, that didn't work to much. I sped up, the girl turned down a rode, I hit the side of her car and sent in tumbling forward.

I hit the brakes and got out of the car, while Heidi called my name over and over again. I stopped right in front of her door, opened it the best I could and she looked up at me, I bent down. I could smell her blood everywhere, I held my breath but spoke the words.

"You ever try to do that to me again," I leaned down further so I was in her face, "I'll personally kill you."

That only happened a few hours ago and police are looking for the hitter, they won't find me, I smiled at that. I know this never use to be the old me. The old Bella was sweet, caring and loving. The new Bella is a total bitch, and I hate that. They only reason that I'm like this is because I have no reason to live because I'm nothing without him.

Nothing, just a shell that will walk the Earth for the rest of eternity.

I huffed, slamming my back into the pillow as I listened to my foster parents fight over what they were going to do with me. I rolled over, stuffing my head into my pillow, muffling the dry sobs that escaped my lips.

We moved from Volterra, leaving Uncle Marcus and Uncle Cauis to continue to be the leaders of the vampire world. Once everyone heard that Aro, my father figure, had a daughter and moved that was gossip for a decade. We brought along Heidi, Jane, Alec, Demetri and Felix along for the ride. We moved to the place I didn't think they would bring me back to, Forks, Washington.

Aro and Sulpicia went searching for my father and mother but never found them. Dead is what they told me, they told me they saw them die. Just more to add onto my already crumbling heart. No one is there to fix it, everyone in the house tried, but didn't succeed.

Jane had opened up more to me and we didn't hate each other as much. We would hang out but not as much as Heidi and I. I sat up, taking in the setting sun and decide to go for a walk. I got out of bed, still listening to my parents fight, and went to the closet. Picking out winter clothing to make me seem human. I put on my boots, coat and pants and went to my dresser.

I looked at the jewelry box that held the necklace and bracelet they have given me for Christmas. I never wore them anymore, took them off the second week they didn't come back. I took in a shaky breath and the door opened behind me. I didn't have to look up to know it was Sulpicia.

"Bella, darling, what are you doing?" She asked me in a motherly voice, I cared about her. Like I cared about Esme and Carlisle. Like my own parent. I continued to stare at the box.

I answered without looking at her, "I'm going for a walk, call me to let me know when you want me home." I grabbed my cell phone next to the box and walked to the window. I lifted the window, letting the cool breeze come inside the warm cozy house. It didn't effect me at all.

"I love you," She said, taking a small step towards me. I leaned out the window.

"Love you too." I said, and tumbled out the window and landed on my feet. When they connected with the snow covered ground I broke out into a sprint and dodged the trees that were in my way.

I lost the powers I had earlier when I was half and half, now all I am is a shield and can see the future, well. That reminded me a lot of Alice, I missed her. I missed everyone.

I wasn't paying attention and ran into something cold and hard. I fell on my butt and looked up while rubbing my head, I gasped at what I saw.


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