Finding My Way Back
A/N:I do not own glee or any of the characters.
Okay so basically this is my new story. Britt is still in high school and she's dating Sam. One day Finn calls Santana to help them with Regionals. Santana will start to feel for Brittany all over again. G!p Santana
Chapter 1
walks into the Glee club getting ready for the day. He looks over at the kids and starts to talk.
"Okay guys we got Regionals coming up and we need to be prepared. I'm thinking that we need to do a song that will knocked the socks off the judges".
"Won't their feet get cold"? Brittany Said.
"No Brittany not literally, we need to impress them so we can come in first place". Mr. Shue told her.
"So how about we write some songs them figure out which ones we could use". Jake said.
"Not a bad idea, but I called someone to help us". Finn said.
"Who"? Tina wondered.
All of a sudden the doors busts open and here come the one and only Santana Lopez. Looking fly as ever, with her Blue v-neck, Skinny jeans, & her converse. Santana looks at them with a smile.
"Hey there guys". Santana said while smiling
Marley runs up to Santana and hugs her tightly. Marley wraps her legs around Santana's waist and Santana spins her around happily. Marley giggles.
"San I thought you were in New York". Marley told her.
"I was but Finny here asked me to come and help you guys, I really don't want anything to happen to you this time Marley. So have you been eating?"
"Yes mom I have". Unique has been making sure I've been eating".
"Good". "Now what song are you guys going to do"?
"We don't know yet. We're trying to write some songs to see which one will be best" Kitty says to Santana.
"Hey I've been writing some while I was livin it up in the NYC and I think I have a good one".
"Sanny". Brittany said.
Santana turns to look over at her ex-girlfriend. She sees that Sam and Brittany's hands are locked together. Jealously and Rage flows through the Latina's body. She's puts on her fake smile.
"Hey B".
"Can I have a hug"?
"Yeah get over here".
Brittany runs up to the Latina and hugs her. Santana spins her around like she did to Marley. Brittany giggles. She loves Santana's hugs and she really misses them.
"I miss you Sanny bear".
The Glee club laughs at the name except for Sam. He just sits back and feels the urge to punch Santana.
"I miss you too Britt-Britt".
"What song do you have Sanny"? Brittany says while jumping up and down excitedly.
"That's a surprise B".
"But Sanny" Brittany gives her that pout.
Santana knows she can't resist Britt's pout. That's how she ended taking Brittany to Disneyland in California when they were dating and also Santana is whipped for her and Brittany did threaten her with no sweet lady sex. Santana gives in.
"Fine". I've been working with Jhene Aiko".
The whole class mouths were left wide open even Sam's. They could not believe that the latina got to work with her.
"How did you get her to work with you"? Sam said being unsure.
"Well trouty since you asked. She came to New York and me, Kurt, and Rachel all went to go see her. We had backstage passes and I was singing she liked my voice so we recorded a song".
"Wow that's great Sanny". Brittany beams.
"Thanks B."
"Hey Marley", Wanna do a song"?
"Sure San". Which one"?
Santana looks at her with a smile and goes over to the bad and tells them to play the song, the music starts. Marley gets excited
(Marley & Santana)
Don't worry your not alone
Baby those days are gone
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a Corazon
(Marley)
Sometimes I just don't get it
And I don't know why
Your heart all up in it
And it still don't fly
Girl I know- yeah I know
Sometimes your feeling so low
When you gotta maintain
Nine out of ten and then
Run the same game
Girl I know- yeah I know
(Marley and Santana)
Don't worry your not alone
Baby those days are gone
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a corazon
Don't worry your not alone
Baby those days are gone
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a Corazon
(Santana)
He acts like your man
But he got girls on the side
paint makes you high
But the truth don't lie
Girl I know - yeah I know
Don't run away
Keep it real with yourself
Do it for you
Not for nobody else
Girl I know(I know, I know) - yeah I know
Sam is getting angry because he's know the song is about him and Brittany. He looks over at Brittany and sees her loving the music.
(Marley & Santana)
Don't worry your not alone
Baby those days are gone
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a corazon
Don't worry your not alone
Baby those days are gone (bye bye)
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a Corazon
(Marley)
If your thinking about bailing out
I'm a make it better
Don't worry about falling down
We'll get through this together
Corazon corazon
No no your not alone
Corazon corazon you know this isnt gone
(Santana)
When your thinking about giving up
Don't you keep on running
Stay and talk keep it real
Prima j will keep you going
Corazon corazon
No no your not alone
Corazon Corazon
(Marley)
Don't worry your not alone (no no)
Baby those days are gone (so gone)
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a Corazon
(Santana)
Don't worry your not alone (your not alone, your not alone)
Baby those days are gone(bye bye)
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a Corazon
(Marley)
Were gonna keep moving on
(Marley & Santana)
Don't worry your not alone (hey hey)
Baby those days are gone(so gone)
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a corazon
Don't worry your not alone(your not alone, your not alone)
Were gonna keep moving on
You know that it's gonna get better(better)
Corazon a corazon
I promise you it'll get better(better)
Corazon a Corazon
The Glee Club cheers. Brittany runs up and hugs Santana and Marley. Brittany Speaks.
"Damn that was awesome guys". Brittany is happy that Santana had sung again.
"Thanks guys". Santana said.
The bell rings
"See ya Sanny". Britt said while leaving with Sam.
Santana sighs and she feels a hand on her shoulder, she looks over and it's Marley.
"Hey Marley".
"San you okay"?
"No". "She's with his guppy lip ass".
"San honestly I really don't like them together. They seem more like brother and Sister to me".
"Thank you". "That's what I've been trying to say". "If she's happy with him then I guess I am too".
"You're a great friend Santana". "Show her that you still care about her". "I know you do".
Marley walks out of the choir room. Santana sits in the seat where Brittany was sitting when she had sung Songbirds to her. She thinks on how happy Brittany was when she was singing it to her. Santana feels like a complete fool leaving her one true love in the arms of her enemy. Santana knows she was wrong for leaving Brittany that day. Santana wants her girl back but how is the fucking question. She really wants to humiliate Sam, but she know that Brittany will never forgive her at all. Santana has to find her way back into her girl's life or she will not be whole again.
Santana is eating lunch in the auditorium. She's currently writing a song she and Jhene Aiko are going to do, but she flips over the page and sees a song she needs to sing like right now. So she gets up and starts to sing.
Somebody said everyday was gon' be sunny skies
Only Marvin Gaye and lingerie, I guess somebody lied
Started discussing it to fighting then don't touch me please
Then it's let's stop the madness, just come lay with me
Truth be told, I'm waving my flag before it goes bad
Cause we made it this far on for better or worse
I want to feel it even if it hurts
If I gotta cry to get to the other side
Let's go cause we gon' survive
We stay on the frontlines, yeah but we're still here after the bomb drops
We go so hard, we lose control
The fire starts, then we explode
When the smoke clears, we dry our tears
Only in love and war
Sometimes you're my general
You quarterback all these plays
Sometimes you're my enemy
And I'm throwing grenades
We'll just be chillin' and laughing
And I'm laying on your chest
Don't know what happen, cause things just went left
But here we go back down that road
That's just the way that it goes
Cause we made it this far on for better or worse
I want to feel it even if it hurts
If I gotta cry to get to the other side
As long as you're there I'll survive
We stay on the frontlines, yeah but we're still here after the bomb drops
We go so hard, we lose control
The fire starts, then we explode
When the smoke clears, we dry our tears
Only in love and war
As long as we make up after every fight when it's over
You know I'm coming home
Right back where I belong
I take it up inside me
And We stay on the frontlines, yeah but we're still here after the bomb drops
We go so hard, we lose control
The fire starts, then we explode
When the smoke clears, we dry our tears
Only in love and war
Santana finishes the song with tears falling. She takes a deep breath and sits back down. She knows she doesn't deserve Brittany. Brittany is too good for her.
"Fuck". Santana said angrily.
"Wow". An unknown person said.
Santana turns around and sees Brittany standing there.
"B how long have you been standing there"?
"Ever since you came in here".
"Why did you come here"?
"San that song was regarding me and Sam. I know you hate him".
"You don't even know half of it B". Santana hisses.
"Why did you break up with me"? Give me a real reason".
Santana looks down at her feet. Then looks back up into those beautiful blue ocean eyes that she has fallen in love with. Actually still in love with. Santana gives her an honest answer.
"B a lot of thing was going on with me. "I felt like I wasn't good enough for you. "Britt you're the most beautiful person on the fucking planet. "How could you want a cold-hearted bitch like me"?
"Sanny that's my decision on whether or not I love or hate you. "You never gave me a chance to tell you that I don't care about long distance. I was shocked about the whole thing. I hated feeling like that San. It's like a unicorn losing all of its happiness. Santana you're here now and you were here when we did Glease and at Sectionals. So why"?
"Britt I'm sorry about all of this. I've never wanted you to feel like that ever".
"I know".
"So what about you and bubble gum lips"?
"San I'm happy".
"That's what I like to hear B".
Brittany hugs Santana.
"I gotta go Sanny'
"Okay B".
Brittany kisses Santana's cheek and walks out. Santana is left there with all of the guilt flowing through her body. She never knew how Brittany felt about the whole break up. She didn't even ask on how she wanted it. Santana sits on the edge of the stage. Brittany did make a good point she does have a say in their relationship, Brittany was a big part of it all. Brittany had change Santana into a nice person and that shit barley happens to her. Santana needs a plan and she knows just who to call to help her win her boo back. Santana walks off the stage with a plan in mind.
End of Chapter 1.
You guys like it? Yay or Nay. I'll do some of Quarterback Lopez also. I have time now.
Oh yeah tip. I make Brittana and a lot of other Glee stories on youtube also. Check them out.
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