No matter how hard I try

You keep pushing me aside

And I can't break through

There's no talking to you

So sad that you're leaving

Takes time to believe it

But after all is said and done

You're going to be the lonely one

She'd get over it eventually. Not now. Now she wept every single day over her. She stayed in bead and abused her fast metabolism on bad pizza and popcorn. She'd get over her eventually though.

Do you believe in life after love?

I can feel something inside me say

I really don't think you're strong enough,

Right now he was probably cuddling up to her and kissing her and doing things to her that nobody but she had a right to do. He was probably holding her close and whispering sweet nothings into her ear and discovering the sensitive spot on her neck where she used to nibble at every day just because she could.

What am I supposed to do?

Sit around and wait for you

And I can't do that

There's no turning back

I need time to move on

I need love to feel strong

'Cause I've had time to think it through

And maybe I'm too good for you

Sure right now she cared so much. So much that it hurt. But she knew she'd get over it eventually because she had to get over it eventually. It didn't matter that her apartment felt empty without the usual sounds of a very early shower, or the burnt crispy smell of a breakfast gone wrong, or the sweet, sweet whine of an insatiable little princess waking her up with little butterfly kisses… but she'd get over it.

Do you believe in life after love?

I can feel something inside me say

I really don't think you're strong enough,

She tore out every picture of her she could find and stored it in a box. She contemplated burning it but decided that she'd store just in case. Just in case what? She put the box in the basement and when she went back upstairs she had no photographs left. She considered storing everything that Kim had brought into the apartment but decided it would be too bare. She had never realized before just how much Kim brought into her life.

But I know that I'll get through this

'Cause I know that I am strong

I don't need you anymore

Oh I don't need you anymore I don't need you anymore

No I don't need you anymore

She was tired. She didn't feel like getting up. She didn't feel like watching a movie. She didn't feel like eating anything. She didn't feel like going to the bathroom. She thought about suicide but decided it was giving her too much flattery. As if she had that much effect on her life. She was fine before she met her, before she loved her, she'd be fine afterwards. She held a triumphant smile on her face for almost a whole two seconds, before she realized that the pillow she was clutching still held the same pumpkin spice perfume she had bought her. With a wail she collapsed backwards on the bed.

Do you believe in life after love?

I can feel something inside me say

I really don't think you're strong enough

She was gone. She had left her. She was alone by herself now. And right now she was sad. In anguish. Hurt. A stabbing pain moving freely in her heart. She wasn't over her. But eventually, she'd move on.