Hey everyone sorry I haven't been updating my other stories as fast but this been tuck in my mind and I just had to write it, before I went crazy lol tell me if I should go on or not

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"hey Brianna"

"Hey Sterling? I have a question?"

"Sure what is is?"

"Do I own any thing?"

"Aww No I am sorry, but you do own the message I wrote back to you"

"Oh yeah, that was so awesome"

A.N He actually did write back to me it was amazing he is sooooo nice

There she was watching him walk out of her life. She didn't think it would hurt so much. There was so many things left unsaid. But she knew it was the right thing, it couldn't go on any longer. She was nothing to him but a little fling. She looked up at the gray clouds and started to twirl around . The rain fell down on her, making her feel free from all pain. She looked back at the spot where it all happened she told him everything. She poured her heart out to him, she trusted him. Tears started to fall from her eyes from her eyes, and the feeling of being free had disappeared. She started to walk down the street, she didn't know where her feet were taking her. She finally stop at a familiar block she walked up to the familiar house that she once loved going to. She spent most of her weekends there, being happy and talking to her best friend. At first she hated him till she got to understand him. She hasn't talked to him in months but there she was in front of his house once again. She had a mental debate in her head wither to go knock or just keep walking. She looked up at the house, it looked peaceful as the rain fell down on top of the roof. She saw his blue convertible in the drive way parked with the top up. She remembered all the times how they would drive for hours just talking about life. Things were simply back then there was no problems and no worries. She was even starting to fall for her best friend, if it wasn't for him she wouldn't be where she was now. Yeah she was known to be the funny girl, but he was everything she never expected him to be. He showed him how to life and if it wasn't for him she would never be the girl who she was now. She never stopped thinking of him, he was the only one who never changed because she knew how he was. He helped her when her mom got remarried and moved in with her husband, forgetting about her daughter. She still remembered the night where she ran to him crying when her mom packed her bags and left just because of her new husband said so. She finally took a step forward walking into the gate that surrounded the enormous white mansion of a house. She looked back at the road forgetting all her problems as she took another step forward. She didn't know how he would react would he be mad at her? Would he yell at her? He told her never to give up, she was his ex bestfriend she kept thinking of how they grew apart. She hated her self for letting him slip away when he told her not to believe in them. She finally mad her way to the front door, she knocked once closing her eyes when she knocked again. She knows people change but he was the one she never forgot. She just didn't give him the time and day anymore. Her heart started to pound when the porch light went on, she wanted to run and hide but her feet wouldn't let her move. Her heart sank to her stomach when the door opened. When she looked up she saw a certain boy that drove her crazy. She hasn't stopped crying walking to his house she just didn't notice because the tears were mixed with rain. Only seeing him again made her tears double. She hated her self for everything she done to him. He stood there in shock watching the girl he loved drenched in tears and soaking wet. He always loved her but was just too damn stubborn to admit it. She took apart of his heart when she left the studio to film a movie, his life came crashing down. He missed her smile and how they stood up all night on the phone laughing and talking about there life. He was her bestfriend, but he loved her much more than just that. He thought he would never see her again because she filmed in Italy on the other side of the world. He saw her pictures everywhere on the news, in the magazines and even in his dressing room. He also saw her every night in his dreams, but the ones that broke his heart were the ones of them kissing, holding hands, and laughing. He was suppose to be that guy not Nico. He remembered that day he came back from lunch when Portlyn was in his dressing room mad. She looked like she was on the edge about to cry any minute. She threw the Tween Weekly at me and on the front had the words

'Where are they now? In each others arms looks like So Randoms Nico Harris and Sonny Monroe found love in Rome Italy' I shook that memory out my head when I saw the tears in her eyes. They use to be so happy and sparkle, but her eyes showed pain and the sparkle was gone.

"Chad" was the the only thing she said before she turned and ran away. She ran down the drive way and past the gate. She was felt like she was a cowered for running she couldn't drag him into her problems again. She kept running down the street almost slipping on the sidewalk from the rain. She knew she broke him when she looked into his eyes. She knew she should have never agreed to date Nico, but they insisted that it was the for the best. So that the press wouldn't get suspicious, she was in pain. She had to run she just couldn't face the fact that she would hurt him again. He didn't care if he got his hair wet perfect hair wet, he ran after her and when he finally caught up to her he done something he hasn't done in a long time. He pulled her hand making her turn towards him. He looked her in the eyes and pulled into a hug. He felt her shake from the coldness, as her hugged her tighter. He just stood there holding her in the rain. He didn't say a word because he was still in shock that she was back. If it wasn't for her he would never be who he was now. She changed him in so many ways she promised him that she would never give up but she didn't keep to that promise she wouldn't reply to his messages or answer his calls. He needed an explanation from her why did she do this to him?She looked into his blue eyes, he was the only friend she had left. When she was with him she felt like she would melt into his arms, something she never felt with anyone else but him. She soon forgot all her problems because she knew when she was with him he would protect her and make things all better. He was there from the start even though he use to be a jerk he never done what they done to her. She closed her eyes trying to stop the tears from falling out once more, but failed. She looked up to the sky when lighting and thunder hit the sky. She jumped from the loud roaring of thunder. When he was with her his life felt complete he leaned down and kissed the crying girl in his arms. When his lips touched hers there was a spark he never felt before. He brought his hand to her cheeks and whipped the tears away kissing her cheek ever so softly.

"Sonny what happened?" he asked when he saw her look down. He grabbed her hand locking his fingers with hers as they started walking back to his house.

"They hate me Chad" was the only thing she said before crying all over again. They stayed quite till they finally reached the front door of his house. She watched him fumble with his keys to unlock the door. She was shaking from the cold as a dry cough escaped from her lips.

"Why do they hate you?" he asked opening the door for the two to walk in.

"Nico broke up with me. He said that we were nothing but a little fling. He left me for Tawni, and everyone took his side. They said they were just using me to get the show back on the charts now that we have a movie they wont need me anymore that I need to leave So Random." she said falling down to the cold tile floor. She was trembling from the wet clothes and her lips were turning slightly blue. He looked at her not knowing what to say so he just helped her up, and took her to his room. She sat there on the floor crying looking at the blond haired blue eyes boy. He finally found what he was looking for , and walked up to her giving her the dry clothes he had in his hand. She blushed when she looked down at the clothes in her hand. It was the blue shorts and pink top she left at his house a year ago. She went to go and change, she rubbed her now bruised stomach. She knew she should tell him what they done to her, but she was to scared. They made her promise she wouldn't tell anyone. She finally changed into the dry clothes and walked out the bath room. She saw him on the on the bed looking at his phone, with a frustrated look on his face. She walked next to him and he looked her in the eyes. He quickly looked down at her legs and saw all the bruises. His eyes widened when he saw the same on her arms.

"What happened Sonny?" was the only thing he could manage to say.

"I can't tell you" she softly whispered and sat next to him on the king size bed.

"Tell me what happened Sonny, you been gone for a year and when you come back your drenched in tears and to top it off your covered in bruises you say they hate you because Nico left you. What really happened Sonny?" he asked a bit of anger on his tone. She looked down at the floor tears filling her eyes as she tried to tell him. She wanted to tell him, but all she could do was cry.

"Sonny what happened?"he yelled as more tears fell down her face.

"They...made me promise not to tell if I did they will hurt me again." She cried some more. He wrapped his arms around her rocking her to sleep when she was with him she felt safe, some thing she hasn't felt in a year. She managed to fall asleep in his arms. He continued to rock her back and forth rubbing circles in her lower back. He heard a faint moo coming from the bathroom, so he laid her down on the bed and went to get her phone. It said she had a message from Nico, his blood rushed when he opened the text and to read what it had said.

'Tell anyone what happened and your dead Monroe'