My amethyst choker
To others that don't see the world trough our eyes
It may seem like he hates and uses me for pleasure
At least what he may call pleasure those people say
But those people don't see him when he cries
When he rubs those dark green eyes
And sniffles like a small child would
Only me, only I
If they only could I wonder
It is better this way thought just the two of us
Spending nights together, but
Do you miss me when you go and plunder?
When everything burns and you watch with satisfaction
That's when I wonder
Do you ever think of me?
Why did you chose me out of all the others
In that cold and damp house of mutters
Was my face more fragile than that of others?
My hair more like sunshine
Did you picture my body smashing against thick walls?
Or a vision maybe of me beneath you being hushed
Attacked with hungry kisses that leave crimson paths
You hate me you love me and everything in between
I sit here in front of the glass and there's my old twin
I raise my right and she her left
We like to wear the things you bring us
They frost our necks, they makes us shine
They tingle us, they make us smile
But I search, I search among them and I can't find my amethyst choker
Have you taken it with you dearest Joker?
That one is our favorite with the marks and little details
I remember now see for I had forgotten
I saw your purple palm so I peeled it and there was your hand
A kiss is placed and soon enough you frown
With your warmth still on my lips I can hear you hiss
You yell and seem disappointed
You leave
Our dance or so it seems
While I dress for breakfast dinner
I hear you giggling at the door
Intoxicating bubbles flow trough our boudoir
Now it seems I'm smiling too
You come
You kiss
You take
You squeeze
It all turns black and then I remember
Alas it was here all along
I stand up and look at myself number two
And there it is
My love, my Joker
Has given me back my amethyst choker