Hi everybody! This is my first chapter, please read and review! I worked really hard on this, it actually came to me in a dream...so ya! and I do take constructive criticism, it helps. And thank you my best friend Snarffle for helping me out. Without you this story wouldn't be out with this wicked awesome name right now. Thanks =) Enjoy...I don't own twligiht
~Angie
JPOV
As I walked into the room, all the feelings and emotions hit me all at once. I have noticed ever since I joined this vampire army, that these vampires don't feel as others do. Well the newborns anyway. All they want is hunger, or they feel lust over one another, and a lot of confusion mixed on top of it. Probably because they don't know what to do with themselves…they can't remember anything their human life accept for the burning…The way Maria, my mate, and I work is we take them when they least expect it, we make sure we're not seen. That way, they won't remember, they just think and wonder how it all happened. They won't wander off looking for their families, like i wish i could sometimes...
But which would I rather prefer? Stupid fragile mortal beings, or my new life...Killing things that are no more important then the dirt on my shoes, and being immortal, with nothing but other vampires being able to penetrate my skin.
Then why do I continually ask myself this question every single day of my endless life...am I really happy? And what is it that every time I hunt on a human; I feel a tinge of pain, of hurt that doesn't go away until I stop drinking. But I feel I'm being drawn closer to this force the more I move us northwest. Towards Forks Washington.
R&R