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If you think a 40 year old virgin is b
ad, than you have no idea what you're talking about, I am one hundred and seventeen and still a virgin. I am old fashion though; I only want to be with the one I can call my soul mate. The even the thought to continue another decade alone was frustrating. I changed when I was seventeen, my hormones were already running wild and a hundred years later did not make anything any better for me.
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I was always with my family, them showing their love for each other was driving me crazy, not because I was not happy for them that they found their mates, but because I could read all their minds when they wanted to have sex and it made me sick to my stomach. But if I was being honest with myself it was not because it made me sick to my stomach, but because I wanted… no needed to have what they had. I've never wanted to turn a human being into what I was to become my mate, but I'd looked every where for my perfect mate, coven to coven, but still nothing.
I dated a woman named Tanya and another woman named Lauren, but they both weren't what I want and needed. They just wanted my body, but as tempted as I was I always refused. Lauren was a crazy woman; she chased me for months after I broke up with her. Tanya was a different story, she just accepted and left it at that. Now the time has come and I will not take no for answer. The whole family was gathered in the living room of our home in Europe and it was now or never.
I turned to my family and said "I need to speak to all of you and its very important."
They all looked at me and nodded. "Alight son, let's hear it." Carlisle said.
All a sudden Alice jumped up "Oops sorry Edward." I just looked at her and nodded.
"I want you all to keep an open mind and listen to what I've go to say, I can't and will not take no for an answer..." I took a deep breath and stood up.
"I've search for decades to find my perfect mate, but I had no luck, I have done a lot of thinking on this I really don't see it any other way. I will turn a human to become my mate. I am sorry if some of you may think of this as heartless, but please understand, I don' want to be alone anymore. I can't even beginning to imagine another decade alone."
Everyone looked at me with shook and horror look of their face, except Alice. I tuned into her thoughts and heard her singing:
I'm so excited! …And I just cannot hide it! …I know I know I know …but I gotta too! …
"No! Please there has to be another way. I will find you a mate dear. Just give it more thought and a little more time to it. Edward how can you even think about doing something like that?" Esme said
"I am sorry Esme, but I've wanted for far to long and I can't live another decade alone again, I'm sorry, but there is no other way" I said
"If you even think for one minute that I'm just going to let you ruin some poor girl's life just because you're lonely then think again. I will not let this happen." Rosalie said.
I understood where she was coming from, Rosalie always wanted to have children, but once your turned there is no going back, she didn't choose this life for herself, it was chosen for her, but even though I understand where she is coming from I need her to understand that I have the right to be happy and have my happy ever after.
"Rosalie please calm down, I know where you're coming from believe me I do, but you need to understand where I'm coming from. It's not like I just decided this last night, it's been a long time coming. I did a lot of thinking of this and believe me if I could I wouldn't, but what else can I do? I don't want to be alone anymore. Can you even image what you life would be like if you didn't have Emmet? Try think about having to spend 100 years alone." I explained myself not only to her, but to everyone else so they too could understand.
Rose started thinking about the first time she heard Emmett scream when she ran to where he was. He was being attacked by a bear. She quickly killed the bear than took one look at Emmett and quickly picked him up and ran to Carlisle and ordered him to change Emmett for herself. She smiled has she remembered that first time Emmett laid eyes on her. Than she turned to me with a smirk on her lips.
"Fine Edward I understand, but with one condition."
"Which is?"
"She has to choose if she wants this life or not. You cannot make the decision for her, and you cannot turn her unless she says yes. It has to be her choice to make." I thought for a moment
"Agreed."
"I'm so proud of you son, I will do ever I can to help you find your mate." Carlisle said, I smiled and nodded at him
"So where do we start?" Jasper asked.
"Carlisle and Esme have a house in Forks, its always raining there too I think that is a good place to start as any. Besides I've never been to Washington, I hear the stores are great in Seattle." Alice said. I could tell she was keeping something from me, but just didn't know what.
"I Agree I have not been in that house in ages, it needs a good remodeling, and we could hunt on our way over there. We can ship all our belongings there as well," Esme said
We made it to our new home in less than four days, all our stuff where already inside. Esme had called a cleaning cure to come clean the house. Carlisle took a position at the local hospital and Esme started with her remodeling since we don't sleep there was no need to wait. There was a party going at someone's house so Alice decided to drag all of us over there and crash the party even though we didn't know anyone there.
It was already dark when we made it to the party; we heard music playing and saw people dancing. If I didn't know Alice was a vampire and drugs could not effect her I would've swear she looked like she was on crack and she dragged Japer to the dance floor. We all followed the two of them; it seemed like the whole Fork's high school students was intending this party. The music was from hip hop, rock, and rap and even country, well it was only Taylor Swift, but she's country. Emmett grabbed Rosalie as the band began to play a Lady Gaga song and pulled her out on the dance floor.
I watched as Emmett and Rosalie made their way to the center of the dance floor. They both always liked being the center of attention. .I couldn't help but laugh as I saw every male and female look over at Emmett or Rosalie dance, all expect one girl.
And when I saw her. She was getting herself something to drink with a boy with dark short hair. I knew he was going to be a problem for me that moment I saw him, he thought about how to ask her out. He was leaning into her saying something in her ear. She looked at him and nodded toward Emmett and Rosalie and laughed. She had the most beautiful brownish reddish hair that swung down to her back. She was dressed with a light blue blouse and tight mini skirt and high heels.
I couldn't hear her thoughts as much as I tried I couldn't hear a damn thing. I tried to focus harder, but still nada.
They made there way to a table filled with kids their age. She started laughing at what some girl had said. The girl she was talking to told her something in her ear than she looked over at me and blushed.
Jasper walked over to me and said "That's her isn't it?"
"Yes, I found her!"