There's no meaning in words,
At least- that's what I'd been taught,
Now when I think- it hurts,
Because I think of what I've lost,
I tried not to annoy,
Those who had to be around me,
But there's just this boy,
Who just couldn't abide,
He is always there,
Right by my side,
When we entered Mirror's lair,
And all the while at school,
Though his ego's too big,
And he acts much too "cool",
He eats like a pig,
But I love him still,
He pranks me to death,
Even when I threaten to kill,
He continues to taunts my "bad breath",
He acts like a cat,
When it comes to baths,
He prances on the mat,
Even when Granny gives him her wrath,
But he never touches the water,
He's too determined to not lose a battle,
When I threaten to slaughter,
He just goes and tattles,
But while at war,
He helped me survive,
I told him that I couldn't hurt anymore,
He told me to strive,
To do my best,
Live just one more day,
And then endure the rest,
He went out of his way,
To save my life,
Straight through his heart,
He was stabbed by a knife,
He had leaped right in front,
Just to protect me,
Not a groan or grunt,
To him I owe everything,
He was supposed to be "immortal",
An unstoppable being,
He gave a last chortle,
Then the monitor stopped beeping,
Puck I love you,
Because even with all of your grievers,
I see you here with me too,
We were both big dreamers,
You I will never forget,
Because you haven't left,
Not quite yet,
Death is a cruel theft,
He takes the lives of us all,
Now maybe they were wrong,
Maybe about it all,
Maybe all along,
Now I stand here saying what I've done,
Because you weren't ready,
To lose your long run,
My love for you will always be steady,
Because it always was,
I wouldn't say it aloud,
Not a peep or a buzz,
Too afraid of a nosy crowd,
Never gave words a thought,
Actions will show it all,
Because words can be bought,
What I gave to you cannot be bought in a mall,
What it was- was me not wanting to love,
If I would've known that you wanted me too that it wasn't a dud,
There would've been less frequent shoves,
Kicks, punches, and blood,
If I'd known that you wanted me too,
There might've been another kiss or hug,
Maybe even two,
Possibly not because you would always bug,
You would never let it go,
Now I long to be pestered,
How I long for it so,
My heart has festered,
Because I want to hear you,
To see your messy blonde hair,
Your green eyes looking into my blue,
To snap and swear,
So maybe if I'd expressed myself,
Told you the truth,
I wouldn't be by myself,
I wouldn't have lost the person who's youth,
Kept me young and happy,
Not alone but gleeful,
I think of your wings wrapped around me,
Watching you never getting full,
Sowing me things I could never see,
Never before you came,
So here I am,
Waiting for you,
Waiting for someone to tell me it was all a scam,
Waiting to have a poo filled shampoo,
Like waiting at a doctor's office with no appointment,
Waiting for "no reason" they say,
But for a broken heart there is no ointment,
And I have no one to hear bray,
So now I can't think of anything,
And I didn't have a clue,
Why this was happening,
But now I understand- it's because my everything is you.