*~*twisted love story (hitsugaya)*~*
This is my first real story, I hope you like it ^^
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This is the beginning of my journal, if anyone finds this your free to read it, in this you will learn about my life, it may be worthless, but it's still something. Keep in mind, if you want to hear about a happy life, you should just put this down. if your reading still, you were warned.
Sincerely, Yuki Umeboshi
Dear journal, it's been raining a lot lately. It's gotten colder and colder. I don't like the cold much, though its king of soothing, almost like an icepack to your whole body. It numbs the pain of my bruises, I know that for sure. It's around 4 am. My dad was just in my room. He does things to me. I don't know if he's supposed to or not. He told me not to tell anyone though. I started taking this kind of pill. He says it helps me feel better. He said he won't beat me as much. My mom beats me too. I don't like it. She always tells me stuff I don't want to hear. She says things like "your an ugly b****" and "you were just a drunken mistake." I don't know why they hate me. I'm on my balcony. It's sprinkling. It feels like needles piercing through my skin. My feet feel damp, my hands numb. I've been feeling a kind of pressure, surrounding me. Like when I'm dunked under water. I've been having dreams too. I'm surrounded by fire. And this woman is there, yelling. In my dreams I feel the pressure, but it pushes down on me harder. But I don't know. I have to get ready to go to school tomorrow. I have friends. They will never know my life though. EVER. Their names are ichigo, orihime, and Chad.