Disclaimer- I do not own anything. Everything belongs to Stephenie Meyer. Chapter 1:
I do have a best friend, Jacob Black who lives in Forks. Unfortunately, he goes to school on La Push reservation. I don't know exactly why he wouldn't want to join me at Forks high so i have somebody. He said reasons that i didn't need to know yet. I dont know why he would want to keep anything from me because he is my best friend. I confronted him about it and he said that i will find out in time. I have no idea why he was talking all cryptic to me. It really was confusing. But i let it go for now. I kind of didn't want to know when he told me that Forks isn't all it looks to be.
For a moment i thought that maybe my best friend was going insane. But every town has secrets. After all i did just move here so i have no idea what i am in for. But i just get this feeling that is is not anything good. Well i guess I will just have to trust Jacobs cryptic messages for now.
"Hey watch it !" i said when somebody bumped into and knocked me down all my stuff went flying everywhere.
"I'm sorry i was not looking, i didn't see you there, darlin'" said a voice in a southern accent. I looked up to see a gorgeous blonde. Oh no. Look at how cute he is !
"Uhm, are you ok?" He asked. I snapped back to reality.
"Oh yeah, fine." i said
He held out my books to me. I snatched them into my hands and started to head to my next class until he put his hand on my arm. I turned around to face him and he gave me and gorgeous smile. I smiled back and then he said..
"I am really sorry. I will be more careful next time." He said
"Yeah, no worries really" I said
He smiled and then turned away from me.
i could feel it. I was going to be a very good year for me.
After Jasper walked me to class i finished off the rest of my day and then went home to cook dinner for me dad. And i hate to admit it, but Forks actually isn't as bad as i thought it would be. Actually, Im sure Jasper had something to do with that. I mean he is just so cute. You don't meet fine boys like him all the time. And then when i met his best friend Edward, also a football player he was just weird. Jasper is perfect and edward is blah.
Jasper and me talked a little more and found out that me and him are into a lot of the same things so we made plans to hang out. He got really mad when Edward tried to hit on me and Jasper told Edward that he already called dibs on me. And thats when i got mad. I told him that i'm not a possession and that he shouldn't act like i am. He said he understood but i don't think he did. I have to be cautious with who i start a relationship with because i dont want to be in another abusive one.
When i was in a relationship with Eddie Maxwell, everything started out fine. and then when we started to get serious he told me that i couldn't hang out with my friends and family anymore. Thats when i said Like hell i can't ! so he started beating me until he thought that i was as respectful as a lady should be.
I tried to tell my mom about the relationship but she didn't believe me. Once i showed her the bruises she told me that maybe i should start acting how a lady should act like. Thats when i got pissed off at her. She told me that the men had the authority in the relationship and that he should be treated like a king. She even went to the point of telling me to kneel when he entered the room. So thats when i gave her the relationship lecture.
I gave her a speech about how when in a relationship, the women should be treated as an equal to the men. That we should have some say in the relationship too. She took that as nonsense and said that when in a relationship, what the men says goes. So thats when i went to my dad and told him my story. After i convinced him not to kill Eddie, and just have a "talk" with him, then that when he suggested that i move in with him. I took i as an opportunity to get away from eddie and at that point i would have done whatever it took to get away from him, even if it meant moving to Forks.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. Who would be coming here and 7 at night. I went to open the door and was really surprised when i saw Jasper Hale on the other side. He said he needed to talk to me. So i went outside.
"Ok, i know we just met, but this is killing me. I haven't stopped thinking about you. I don't know, you're just so different from all the other whores that hang all over me at school. And you're beautiful. God you're so beautiful sometimes it hurts. And smart. And you're everything. Everytime i see you i feel nervous around you. And trust me, i don't get nervous. Whenever i see a guy try to flirt with you i just want to rip there throat out. I throats out. I tried to talk to Jessica Stanley to see if she could get my mind off you but nope. I admit, i was trying to make you a little jealous to see if maybe you would show some sign of liking me, but no so i need to know how you feel about me because i have never been more crazy about a girl in my entire life." He was looking me directly in the eye by the end of his babbling.
"So, you don't have a thing for Jessica Stanley?" I asked.
"God, NO! I only have a thing for you. There are so many other girls at Fork high but somehow, you just seem to catch my attention" He said. I admit i did have a MAJOR crush on him. I don't know why but i just did.
"So beautiful it hurts, huh" i asked amused. That made me feel good that someone thought i was beautiful, especially him. That just made it 100000x more special.
"So beautiful" He said again.I decided now would be a great time to tell a joke, hoping i didn't regret it,
"Well i guess right now would be a great time to tell you i have a boyfriend" I said.
he froze. He didn't say anything. He just stood there with his jaw slacked.
"Im just kidding. I just wanted to lighten the mood. " I said.