Okay, so this was written while I was supposed to be working but, we were having a slow day. It took me about an hour to write and proofread so it probably is not very good.

I had the urge to write a Sasuke/Itachi type story after I read 'Twist' by Torad. Seriously, this girl can write... if your into dark, angsty, morbid stuff... like me! Anyway this isn't as dark as I would have liked but, I was kinda in a hyper mood, thanks to the 3 Redbull I had. So tell me what ya think. And I've never done this format before so I'd like to know about that too!

I don't own Naruto, cause if i did Itachi would still be alive! *tears for Itachi*

Anyways, please review and let me know what you think!

Lies.

That is all my life has ever been.
Since the day I was born, it has been this way.

The first of these,
Was the smile on my mothers face when she first held me, first said she loved me.
But that was just a lie.
She only loved Him.
He was all my parents needed.

The second,
Was everyday when the sun came up,
Shining brightly, promising a new day of hope and happiness,
But always ending the same.

Me, alone in my bed, crying.

Third, were the smiling faces of every person in my clan.
They all acted as if they liked me,
But I knew better.

My father had turned every one of them against me.
He said that there could 'only be one'.
Whatever that meant.

It did not matter to me.
I had learned to fake smiles and play the part I was given.
I had learned to lie.

I was good at it too.
I had created a whole other me.
One that did as he was told and strived to be a perfect child.

The complete opposite of the real me.

No one had ever caught me in that lie.

No one except for him.
He always saw through my lies.

But I never saw through his.

I could deal with lies.
People lying to me never affected me.
It never hurt me.

But Him,
His lies affected me.
His lies hurt me.

You think I would have been used to it though.
He would do it almost every day.
He would always say,
"Forgive me Sasuke…Again, not today."

But he never did.
All his promises were just empty words.
None of them meant a thing.

I thought that after all these years,
I would have finally gotten over it, but I have not.
It still hurts.

Every time I see him, I am reminded of all the lies.
Of the smiles and words,
Of all the times, I would just stand there watching him.
Wishing I could be like him.

How foolish I was.

Wishing to be like the one who had caused me so much pain.
Like the monster that destroyed our clan.
Just like the one,
Who lied to everyone.

Yes.
I was foolish.
And I guess I still am.

I would be lying,
If I said I did not want to be like him anymore.
Because, I still do.

He had the power to do what I could not; cannot.
He could kill everyone he knew,
Where as I.
I cannot even kill one man.

That is, until today.

Today, I had my chance.
I was able to show him all the pain he caused me.
And he looked terrified of what he had created.

Today,
I threw everything aside.
And gave myself over to the lies.

I let them run wild.
Let them control my every move.
Fueling my hatred for him.

But you see,
That was the biggest lie of all.

I never hated him,
Not really.

He could never do anything that would make me completely hate him.
I was simply doing what I thought he wanted,
What he told me to do.

So as I stood there,
Looking into his eyes for the last time.
I counted the words he said,
As lies.
The last he would ever speak to me.

"For give me Sasuke… It ends with this."

And I was right.

As I sat in a dark room,
With a masked man telling me the true story.

I felt the pain of lies,
His lies!

Even in death Nii-san,
Your lies still cause me pain.