Shadows
I've been hiding in the shadows for so long, that I've forgotten what the world is like in the light. I've stayed shut up in the dark because I've been too scared to face the world. I have forgotten how happy you can make someone feel through kindness. I have been to busy trying to impress others rather than to stick up for others who need someone. Now I wonder why my friends left me to be alone in the darkness of my heart. But now I see it is me who left them.
I'm all alone in the darkness of this world. I'm lost in what I thought was the truth. It seems I have made the mistake of once again falling for someone that could never possibly feel the same way about me. Maybe one day I will wise up and not fall for these traps anymore. Maybe one day someone will be kind enough to explain things to me instead of leaving me all alone. I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of wanting. I'm tired of everything. I can't stand to live my life like this. I've had enough of all of this. I know I can't live the perfect fantasy life, but damn can I at least have the one person that I am completely in love with. I'm in and out of love with other people but I will never be able to get over him. So now I'll say it again I live my life in the shadows too scared to face the world. I'm scared of getting hurt again. Just like before...