Hey peeps here's my first Shugo Chara fanfic. It is pro-Amuto and anti-Tadamu DEAL WITH IT! In this the last chapter of the encore didn't happen. Amu is 14, Ikuto is 18 (he is not a petafile shut up) and Tadase is 14. Now lets roll

(Amu p.o.v.)

(intro)

I thought that my life was over. I was half right. Because today was the first day of the rest of my life.

(start chapter)

I walked into my night darkened room and fell onto my bed. I began to cry for what I had lost over the year since my graduation. Yaya is sill in elementary school, Nagi, Rima, and Tadase are studying abroad in America, my Shugo Chara are still eggs and I haven't herd from Ikuto since I saw him in the airport. Ikuto.

Why of all the things I have lost I miss Ikuto the most. Every night I involuntarily replay the times we spent together. How we shared ice cream, how he brought me to the amusement park, how he stayed in my home wile he fell under the control of Easter. These and more like it run through my mind more than those of my boyfriend Tadase.

why do I fell like this I thought you know that you don't hate him so do you like him or love him my head asked. The truth is I don't know how I feel. I replayed all my memories of my 'joker days'. all are fond memories but all with Ikuto in it made my heart skip a beat. How attractive he looked in his black long sleeve shirt and dark blue jeans. Was I just physical love that I felt. No, for his catlike personality dives me wild as well.

I do love you Ikuto I thought as I sat up and rested my chin on my knees. " Ikuto, I love you and I let you slip through my fingers." my voice raised into a scream "I'M SO STUPID!STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!"

I herd a voice that shocked me say "your not stupid Amu." I looked to my left and saw Ikuto perched on my balcony railing in his usual clothes. He walked into my room, climbed onto my bed and sat right in front of me. My tears stopped. I automatically hugged him and buried my face in his shoulder.

I yelled into his shirt " I missed you so much! Why didn't you call! And," my voice lowered " I am stupid because…"I cut my self off I almost told how I really felt.

He lifted my face up to his and asked " because what?" I didn't have the courage to say so I did what came to me first. I smashed my lips to his. He obviously didn't expect it but quickly returned the kiss. He licked my lip asking for entrance and I accepted. Our tongues wrestled for dominance nether side truly caring who won. We only separated due to the need for oxygen.

" because I love you and I let you leave at the airport." I said. He looked into my golden eyes with his deep sapphire blue eyes. As if looking into my soul and liking what he saw.

Ikuto replied softly " I'm not gonna leave you ever again Amu. I found my father and we live in an apartment down town. I'm here to stay and love you forever." he kissed me with a tenderness that I had never experienced before. He stopped leaving me wanting more. He sprouted cat ears and a cat tail then said "its getting late. I've got to go."

I must have had a sad face on because he put his hand on my cheek and explained "don't worry I'll see you tomorrow." he kissed my other cheek and climbed onto the balcony railing. "I love you." he said in goodbye

"I love you too." I replied and he jumped off the railing. I thought I herd some thin cracking but I decided to ignore it. So I got under the covers and drifted to sleep, feeling better than I have in months.

EEEEEEEEKKKKKK THE FLUFFFFF *goes into fluff induced seizures* go Amutoness we fans must stick together. R&R. Ja Ne.