For Listen...Merry Christmas Liss :)
It´s raining. Seriously? It´s Christmas eve and it´s raining! What happen to the snow? I can´t believe this! One of the things I like most about Christmas and it´s not happening. There´s just something about snow that…I don´t know, it´s so amazing that when I go outside I just stand there, I stop feeling the cold, I just feel…good; free.
Sometimes I feel like I´m still that little girl who believed in Santa Claus and that she would have to behave or she wouldn´t get any presents…just thinking that my only problem back then was that, it makes me want to go back in time. Now things are so hard, life is no longer that simple thing and love isn´t just that word in fairytales, now love is real. It´s real for me. The pain I feel when I see him with a random girl instead of me is real.
Maybe it´s for the best, my dad would never accept our relationship; Ron Weasley would never want a Malfoy as a son in law, it doesn't matter if he´s Albus best friend and it doesn´t matter if he comes to spend almost every Christmas with us…
This house sometimes just feels so suffocating, I have to leave… I go outside just to feel the hard rain it me, it´s awful, it´s cold, it´s real.
I start running. What am I running from? The rain? My life? Or that love? That love that´s so strong and keeps following me everywhere?
I stop running, my tears are mixed with the rain by now, my hair is soaking wet, just like the rest of my body. I want the rain to stop, I want the pain to stop; my legs break down and I fall on the wet floor.
"Rose?" I hear a voice, his voice. "What are you doing?"
He kneeled next to me, he was soaking wet like me, his hands were cold, but they still burned my skin as he touched me.
"It´s raining like hell! What were you thinking going off like that? Come on; get up before we both die of cold." He tried to make me get up, but I couldn´t.
My eyes were focused on his lips, he was so close, I couldn´t fight anymore, I didn´t wanted to fight anymore. I closed the space between us, he didn´t pushed away, he kissed back. I don´t know how long we kissed, when we stopped we were both breading hard.
"Scor, I love you…" I let out in a small whisper.
"I love you too Rose, I always did."
We both smiled to this, he hugged me so tight like he was afraid I might disappear, that´s when I realized, it wasn´t raining anymore. A lonely snow flake fell on my hand, I smiled; this is only the begging. This was real. And for the first time in my life, I was glad for it.
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