Why?
Why? Why did you do this to me?
This constant ebb and flow,
It hurts, it aches on the inside.
The frustrations,
No messages,
The anger over being angry.
I've changed.
I'm not who I am,
I am fragments to different people.
But why can't I be accepted for me?
Why is it the way I behave is abnormal,
When my heart is completely shattered?
And why can't I hate you?
After all the pain you've caused,
I should despise you.
But I don't.
And it eats me away,
Constantly having to lie.
But why?
After all this?
Why can you still do this to me?