I had this idea about this story last night while I was taking a shower and thinking about the fan fiction story I just got done reading so here it is and I'm going to try to make this one good.
Blah blah blah I don't own the twilight stuff blah
Influenza had been taking a toll on Carlisle, I could knew this because at night, the nights that he wasn't working he was in his room telling Esme the horrable things he saw
"I cant stand to see anyone else die anymore Esme, there are just so many. We just got 15 more people last night they filled the beds as soon as the dead were gone. There is a whole family this time: mother, father, and son. I'm sure the father isn't going to make it till morning, oh and the mother on that poor mother. She is using all her strength worrying about her son. She moans in her sleep 'Edward, please Edward don't die' . This whole thing is tearing me up. She wont make it long. The boy, Edward, he is slowly slipping away. If he dies his mother wont be able to fight any longer. I just cant let this happen any longer Dear, I don't know what I am going to do."
"Dear, what is there that you can do that you don't already try?"
"The one thing that I cannot not do, the one thing I haven't done for nearly well I don't how many years."
I knew he was talking about Esme. Carlisle had brought Esme into out lives long ago and that's when he seemed to be complete even more.
I even remember still today what he told me when he brought me into this world. "Bella dear, I didn't do this to you to be mean or to hurt you, I was just so alone and Bella I needed someone to share all my things in my world with, and when I saw you dieing in those woods after you had been attacked I just had to save you Bella. I could not possibly let you die there. Bella all I can ask is would you like to be my daughter?" I knew he was telling the truth and I don't even remember what I said in return it was along the lines of "yes". Carlisle had been my "father" ever sense. We told everyone that I was his daughter from his widowed wife. And then when Esme came I was either her daughter, her sister, or both their daughter. In most of the cases my name was Bella Marie Cullen. And that is the name I adore the most.
This morning when Carlisle went to the hospital for work he would sigh and I knew he loved his job, but he hated seeing what happened to the people he was trying to save everyday. The conversation he had with Esme last night stuck in my head because when he was talking about changing someone it sounded like he was serious about it. "Bella .Honey, what are you thinking about?" this shocked me I had no idea Esme was standing there next to me the whole time.
"Oh no, I'm just a little hungry."
"Dear why don't you go hunting today the weather is nice and there are no plans." this idea sounded wonderful I was a bit hungry.
"Alright, would you like to come with?"
"No, ill be fine. It has only been a few days, besides I think your father will need me when he comes home."
"Alright. Ill try to be home around that time too"
"Ok. Good bye Bella" Esme said as she kissed my forehead. I went to my room to change out of my dress and into my undergarments and a pair of black knickers. Hunting in dresses took all the fun away. After I got changed I took off out the door telling Esme goodbye as I left. I ran down the gravel road into the forest. I was so very convenient to live near a forest away form all the city and away form people who would see a brown haired girl running a lightning speed in knickers into a forest. This picture would be the gossip of good ole' Chicago.
Hunting was a way to get rid of everything and let your instincts take over. I hunted for about eight hours it was getting near dark and I was all covered in blood. I have always been a messy eater. So I headed home.
Once I got near enough to the house I could tell Carlisle was home because in automobile was in front of the house. I ran inside eager to greet him. When I opened the door I could smell blood but very faintly. I followed the scent to the upstairs office. Inside the room there was a boy on the desk, everything was pushed onto the floor. Carlisle was sitting in his chair next to the boy with a stethoscope to his chest. And Esme stood in the corner with one hand covering her mouth and the other oh her stomach. Then it hit me I knew what was happing and I couldn't believe it. "Father?" Carlisle turned to me.
"Bella…" I didn't let him finish.
"What have you done?" I could early get the words out.
" Bella, I couldn't let him die. Bella, his mother…? I could not believe my own father did this. I actually didn't think he ever would again. I tough he was complete, that we were complete.
"Oh Bella come with me." Esme came to me and she took me out of the room into hers. She laid with me on the bed. We were waiting, we didn't know what for but for something. Then we heard it. His scream. It was a scream I knew all so well. It was the scream that meant the match had be struck and that the fire had began working its way trough the boys veins to his heart and trough again. I knew this was not the last of the burning, pain-filled screams I knew there were more to come, many more.
OK I hope you liked it. I am going to try my hardest to keep this up. REVIEWS really help keep me motivated.
Thanks so much for reading.
Abigail
