Doubt

A poem based on Vampire Knight

For KittyLynn who knows love knows no boundaries.

A twinge of doubt crosses my mind

As you lay in my arms neck bared for me to see.

I wonder if the tablets I've been popping have been enough

Enough to stave my hunger

Once human now no longer

Only a shell of humanity is left

You offer yourself to me

An act of forbidden love

You say you want me

All of me

You ask me to change you

I wonder if that is possible

You

The only one keeping my secret

Wanting to share my pain

My sorrow

I cannot live like this

I grab my weapon from my holster

With one last breath

I wish you goodbye

You're asleep

You barely hear a sound

I close my eyes

And fade to black.