Disclaimer: I do not own Soul Eater
It may be hard to believe now, but I haven't always been this bitter. If you think about it it's funny. Since It happened everyone's life has gotten better:
Mama and Papa got back together;
Blackstar started acting like a normal person, and he eventually married Tsubaki. They now have three kids. A girl and two twin boys.
Death the kid finally connected the Sanzu lines on his head and replaced his father as the shiginami.
Liz and Patty opened a Bakery and regularly launch cake and other pastries at small children.
Everyone's lives might be perfect, but mine is far from perfect. I haven't been the least bit happy since he died...Since Soul died. My life just crumpled and washed away like sand in the wind. You know that saying you never know what you have until it's gone? That's how it was with Soul. The day he died Is the day I realized how much of my life he actually was...It was also the day I broke apart.
Thinking back it was really my fault. Everyone tells me It's not, But I know they're just lieing to me. If only I had been stronger and more aware of my surroundings then he wouldnn't be dead right now. I hate my self for everything. He was my lifeline and now he's gone.
I glance at the clock...ten minutes...ten minutes until it all ends.
Everyone tried to help me, but they couldn't. It was best that they just stop trying...So they did. I couldn't blame them. I don't deserve to have they're help. Eventually I gave up too. I even dropped out of the DWMA. Papa won't even look at me anymore and Mama never cared. She just tells me I ruined her life. And I agree with her. I ruin the lives of everyone around me. I don't even deserve to be pitied.
7 minutes left...
Their salvation is coming soon enough. Soon I won't even be here.
Soul's fangirls are the worst. When I was still enrolled in the DWMA they would follow me around Saying:
'Why did you kill Soul?'
'You Heartless monster'
' Did killing Soul make you feel accomplished?'
'Why don't you just die?'
Among other things...And I soon came to realize they were right!
1 Minute...
So here I lay on Soul's bed with a bomb wrapped around my neck. It's time to make things right.
39, 38, 37, 36, 35...
I know one thing for certain... When I'm gone all the people I've ever cared about will be happy and most of all safe from the monstrosity that is me.
15, 14, 13, 12, 11, 10, 9...
Good-bye World, You'll never know how sorry I am for being born!
3,2,1
*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOM*
I feel proud of myself...