A/N: so I promised some of you a Bellatrix and Tom Riddle story next, but this idea came to me and I couldn't let it go…don't worry I won't forget about the other one.
Disclaimer: JKR owns this not me.
They say that the one who is worth your tears will never make you cry, but I know that's not true. I can't count the number of times I've cried because of him.
I do, however, remember the first time he made me cry. I don't think I'll ever forget it if I live to be one-thousand. It was our first year of Hogwarts and we were in charms class. He called me an "absolute nightmare" and I spent the rest of the day crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall. I don't think he ever really apologized for that, but I guess saving me from a twelve foot mountain troll does count for something.
He never apologizes either. The derogatory remarks have just begun to roll off my back like nothing was said. I guess he doesn't really mean them now, and they only sting a little. Besides it isn't the insults to my appearance or my brain that bother me the most. It's his blindness.
He didn't see that I put off saying yes to Krum's offer to the ball for as long as possible to see if he would ask me, and when he did it was just as an afterthought the night before. I asked him to Slughorn's Christmas party, and just days later I see him walking down the halls kissing Lavender Brown. He made me cry then too, I spent half the night in an unused classroom sobbing.
But all that is nothing compared to him leaving Harry and me in the middle of goddamn nowhere during the search for the horcruxes. That was the worst, I cried for a week without stopping. That was the only time he ever apologized, and probably the only time he didn't deserve my forgiveness.
I did forgive him though, for all of it, because I love him.
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