A/n: Something I've always wanted to try.
It's a Dear (someone) story, from Barry's POV.
A collection of letters written to Caitlin when he was stuck in the Speed Force.
Sentences are shorter / more block-like because it resembles more like an actual letter. (when you have to go to the next sentence due to the lack of paper space).
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Dear Caitlin,
I know my letters will never reach you.
But writing them brings a semblance of normalcy to my stay in this crazy world.
I'm reminded of the long emails we used to write, and the routine helps me cope.
I hope you don't mind.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
It's been a week since I've been trapped in the Speed Force.
There's something I did not tell you in my first letter,
but there are times when I'm able to get a glimpse into our world.
There are times when I'm able to see Cisco, Joe, Iris, Wells, and the rest.
And of course, there are times, when I'm able to see you too.
I miss you all so terribly.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I wish I could tell you things are going to be fine.
Even though I know they may not.
Keep your chin up, Doctor Snow.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
Congratulations in getting your thesis published!
I know you've been working extremely hard on it for years,
and even though I'm sure I wouldn't understand a single word of it,
I still so proud of you!
Congratulations again!
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
Your car broke down in the middle of traffic today.
Don't you wish I was there to speed you to work?
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I feel like a creepy guardian angel.
That is all.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I see you've gone down with a cold.
Make sure to keep yourself warm and drink plenty of soup.
I hope you feel better soon!
Love,
Barry
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Dear Caitlin,
Tell Cisco his suit is amazing.
Rock on, Vibe!
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I know you've been working hard with Cisco to get me out of the Speed Force.
(Even though you don't even know if I'm still alive)
I appreciate it, more than words could describe.
But, I just wanted to let you know that I am fine.
Your health is more important.
You should rest, you look really tired.
Love, (and slightly concerned)
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I see you've gotten a new cat, and you even named it Barry!
I can't stop smiling.
Love, (and still smiling)
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
There are times when it gets really lonely in here.
At least I have you for company.
Kinda.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I like your new haircut.
It's very chic.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I miss the way you used to tell me to be careful,
whenever I'm about to face another metahuman.
Love,
Barry
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Dear Caitlin,
I noticed you didn't have a date for your cousin's wedding.
I wish I could have taken you instead.
You looked amazing.
Love,
Barry
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Dear Caitlin,
I saw you staring at a picture of us today.
You were on the verge of tears.
It pains me to see you in such a state.
More so when I'm unable to do a thing about it.
I wish I could give you the biggest hugs.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
"Barry" gave birth!
She's female!
What!?
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I know you're still trying, even when all the others have given up hope.
They all think that I'm dead, well, except for you.
I just wanted to let you know, it's fine even if you stop trying too.
It's been almost two years, I think it's finally time to let go.
You still have an amazing life ahead of you.
It's such a waste seeing you spending all your days in the lab.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
The funeral was beautiful.
It was surreal, to be able to attend my own.
Almost like a ghost.
Perhaps, I truly am one.
But I'm not going to give up. I will find a way out.
Wish me the best.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I'm sorry.
I saw you breaking down in private after the funeral.
It hurts me to see you this way.
Especially because of me.
I truly am sorry.
I wish there was something I could do.
Love,
Barry.
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Dear Caitlin,
I miss everyone.
I miss Cisco, I miss Joe, I miss Iris, I miss Wells.
But mostly, I miss you.
Love,
Barry.
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