Sunshine
By laney
Disclaimer: No I don't own em…I'd love to…but I don't. -_-; I only own my muses that's it!! I swear!! Don't sue me!! Thanks!! ^_^ enjoy!
1 Soft blue orbs stared at me through thick unblinking lashes, the sun flowing through the tiny hospital window lightened my loves features making him look almost porcelain, completely fragile.
2 "say it again…please…I need to hear it one more time…" he choked on his words, tears flowed silently down his soft pale cheeks. His soft caring voice was filled with so much love and caring I almost forgot what we were talking about, and where we were.
"I love you little one…I always will…forever and after" I replied, barely able to contain my tears as well. I needed to be strong though; it was hard enough for him. But he would never know exactly how hard it was for me…it was so hard.
3
4 **You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away**
~~~~three months later~~~~
I sat up straight in bed and screamed my loves name, he couldn't be gone! No, he wasn't gone! He was here! I just saw him!! But slowly I began to realize that I was wrong, it was only a dream. He really was gone. I swung my legs tiredly from the bed and allowed my feet to touch the cold hard wood floor. The tears came suddenly and it was only a matter of seconds before I realized I could not keep them back any longer.
**The other night dear
When I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke dear
I was mistaken
So I hung my head and cried**
When my tears finally slowed down enough so that I could see, I noticed a familiar figure standing in the doorway. I quickly turned my head away and wiped the tears from my eyes impatiently.
"Its okay…we miss him too you know…its okay to cry Trowa…believe it or not…I have…everyone else too." The hard usually frightening voice of Heero was no longer filled with its cold and bitterness. Instead it was bristling with emotions. I looked up. Heero's Prussian eyes were tear filled. I gasped slightly and got a smirk in reply. Heero entered the room entirely and sat down beside me on the bed.
"what's on your mind?" He asked. Again my eyes widened in surprise at Heero's sudden feeling. Heero didn't seem to notice my being uncomfortable at his reactions to my crying. Instead he just sat there patiently staring at me. I sighed.
"He will never know how much I loved him…Heero? Why did he have to die? Why couldn't it have been one of us…why him?" My tears came once again and I was surprised even more to find Heero pulling me gently into his embrace.
"It was his time…I know it wasn't fair…I've thought about it ever since that day they diagnosed him with cancer…but it must have been his time." I nodded and sobbed quietly into Heero's shoulder. My next words were merely but a whisper so Heero wouldn't hear.
"I love you Quatre…always and forever…"
**You were my sunshine
My only sunshine
You made me happy
When the skies were gray
You'll never know dear
How much I loved you
Cuz you took my sunshine away**
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Well?? What did you think?? Please review and tell me your thoughts and ideas, you know I love to hear from you!! ^_^ thankie!! Laney
By laney
Disclaimer: No I don't own em…I'd love to…but I don't. -_-; I only own my muses that's it!! I swear!! Don't sue me!! Thanks!! ^_^ enjoy!
1 Soft blue orbs stared at me through thick unblinking lashes, the sun flowing through the tiny hospital window lightened my loves features making him look almost porcelain, completely fragile.
2 "say it again…please…I need to hear it one more time…" he choked on his words, tears flowed silently down his soft pale cheeks. His soft caring voice was filled with so much love and caring I almost forgot what we were talking about, and where we were.
"I love you little one…I always will…forever and after" I replied, barely able to contain my tears as well. I needed to be strong though; it was hard enough for him. But he would never know exactly how hard it was for me…it was so hard.
3
4 **You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away**
~~~~three months later~~~~
I sat up straight in bed and screamed my loves name, he couldn't be gone! No, he wasn't gone! He was here! I just saw him!! But slowly I began to realize that I was wrong, it was only a dream. He really was gone. I swung my legs tiredly from the bed and allowed my feet to touch the cold hard wood floor. The tears came suddenly and it was only a matter of seconds before I realized I could not keep them back any longer.
**The other night dear
When I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke dear
I was mistaken
So I hung my head and cried**
When my tears finally slowed down enough so that I could see, I noticed a familiar figure standing in the doorway. I quickly turned my head away and wiped the tears from my eyes impatiently.
"Its okay…we miss him too you know…its okay to cry Trowa…believe it or not…I have…everyone else too." The hard usually frightening voice of Heero was no longer filled with its cold and bitterness. Instead it was bristling with emotions. I looked up. Heero's Prussian eyes were tear filled. I gasped slightly and got a smirk in reply. Heero entered the room entirely and sat down beside me on the bed.
"what's on your mind?" He asked. Again my eyes widened in surprise at Heero's sudden feeling. Heero didn't seem to notice my being uncomfortable at his reactions to my crying. Instead he just sat there patiently staring at me. I sighed.
"He will never know how much I loved him…Heero? Why did he have to die? Why couldn't it have been one of us…why him?" My tears came once again and I was surprised even more to find Heero pulling me gently into his embrace.
"It was his time…I know it wasn't fair…I've thought about it ever since that day they diagnosed him with cancer…but it must have been his time." I nodded and sobbed quietly into Heero's shoulder. My next words were merely but a whisper so Heero wouldn't hear.
"I love you Quatre…always and forever…"
**You were my sunshine
My only sunshine
You made me happy
When the skies were gray
You'll never know dear
How much I loved you
Cuz you took my sunshine away**
~*~*~*~*~*~
Well?? What did you think?? Please review and tell me your thoughts and ideas, you know I love to hear from you!! ^_^ thankie!! Laney