~This is my very first fan fiction. I hope you like it. Constructive criticism is welcome but please dont make it too harsh. *This story is incompleted but enjoy reading it anyway.~
I woke up in a pearly white room. Everything was too white for my liking. I look around frantically for Peeta but he isn't here. I start screaming his name and banging on the doors. I stop for a moment to think about that Peeta and I both had won the hunger games. I smile slightly so happy that we won and we would be okay after this. That's when it hits me. Im thinking of a future for Peeta and I. That's when I know that I love him. Oh my goodness. I really do love Peeta Mellark. I then continue screaming for Peeta and that when I feel myself being sedated into blackness.
I wake up once again in a room too pearly white. I look down at myself. I've seem to have gotten healthier. My body doesn't seem as malnourished as it was in the games and my wounds have turned into tiny scars. I see that I am in the outfit I was in the start of the games. I get up and walk outside. Outside my room I see Haymitch. I don't hesitate to run into his arms. I'm so happy to see, Haymitch of all people. Next I hug Effie and then Cinna. I just smile like an idiot.
"Where's Peeta?" I suddenly demand. All three of them glance warily at each other.
Effie answers, "You'll see him soon." I nod and smile.
Before I know it I'm being prepped and dressed to do an interview with Peeta. I still haven't seen him and I can't wait to see him. He deserves to know that I love him for real. As I go onto stage I see Peeta and Caesar. I smile and quickly go into his arms. I would of loved to have told him right there but I couldn't do it not with all of Panem watching. The interview goes by quickly with Peeta doing most of the talking but I do contribute. Finally the interview ends and we all began to go back to the rooms.
"Wait Peeta." I say quietly when it's just us. We are in the hallway, which leads to our rooms. He turns to me and I smile. Before I can think of anything else I throw myself into his arms and kiss him passionately. He kisses me back and wraps his arms around my waist. I then entangle my hands in his blonde hair. I pull back and stare at him straight in the eye.
"I love you. I love you so much." He opens his mouth to say something but I continue. "I only want to be with one person and that person is you." I say quietly. Peeta smiles.
"You've officially just made me the happiest man on earth. I love you so much Katniss." With that we continued to make out. I now couldn't imagine a life without him. If we were able to survive the Hunger games together we can survive anything.
The next day I find myself being waken up by Effie. I glance next to me and see Peeta groggily begin to get up. He smiles at me and gives me a little peck on the lips and is then towed away from Effie who had been looking at us in a very suspicious way. I smile when I realize that today is that day we board the train to go home. I start hyperventilating when I think of seeing Prim, my mom, even Gale. Gale will always be my best friend and I hope he specifically can accept my relationship with Peeta.
As I board the train I wave to the Capital crowd as they scream mine and Peeta's name. I walk into my room on the train just as I feel the train begin to move. I smile, knowing that soon I will be in district 12. Hearing a small knock on the door I turn around to see Peeta.
"Hi Peeta." I say while walking over to him. I wrap my arms around him and sigh contently as he wraps his own arms around him.
He chuckles, "Hi Katniss."
"What?"
"Nothing its just that I still cant believe that you love me."
I roll my eyes, "Of course I love you. What is unbelievable is that you love me."
He kissed the top of my head and whispers, "You don't know the effect you have on people."
He gently lifts my head and kisses me softly. I push myself closer to him and then begin to deepen the kiss. He pulls away and moves his lips down to my neck. I shiver in pleasure as his lips gently begin to kiss my neck. He then moves his lips back up and we began to make out once again. I begin to feel something different, it's a sort of fire that makes me want more and more of Peeta. I wonder if he feels this way too. I gently run my fingers through his tousled blonde hair. I begin to feel something hard poking against my stomach and that's when Peeta pulls away blushing furiously.
"I'm really sorry Katniss. I-I-um." He stammers obviously embarrassed. That's when it hits me. He's erect. In that moment I realize I want him too. I gently kiss him.
"Its okay." I whisper. I begin to feel my heart beat a little faster and surge of courage washes over me. I slip off my plain grey tee shirt. My dark blue bra is plain and comfy. Its one of my old bras but its my favorite. I feel self conscious as unhook my bra and I look down at my small boobs. I glance back at Peeta and he is just staring at me in amazement. Before I know it Peetas lips are all over mine and we are kissing like we've never kissed before. I slip my hands underneath Peetas shirt signaling that I want it off. He takes it off quickly and I look at his muscular chest. He is so strong and so sure. Goodness gracious, I love him so much. My hands linger at his belt buckle and he groans slightly.
"Katniss wait, we don't have to do this. I mean we can if you want but I don't want you to bee pressured into anything." Peeta said quickly. I roll my eyes.
"Good thing I want to do this." I take his hand and pull his over to the bed. As he looms over me I begin to work off his pants. Finally he just takes them off. His plaid underwear can barely contain his erection. I gently run my fingers over the bulge and he moans. He then slips my pants off quickly. I'm wearing just a plain black pair of underwear and yet his gaze his filled with nothing love and lust.
"Katniss you are so beautiful." He mummers. When he says this, it just makes me want him more. I feel myself growing nervous as I begin to pull down his underwear. As he is fully naked in front off me I blush.
"I love you so much Peeta." I whisper. He then takes my underwear off tenderly. We are about to take a big step but I want my first time to be with him. I want to loose my virginity to him.
"Have you ever done this before?" He asks.
I laugh a little, "No."
"Neither have I." He says.
As he leans over me I press my lips against his with as much passion as I cant muster. This encourages him and he slowly pushes into me. I gasp a little finding it a little painful.
"I'm sorry." Peeta replies and begins to kiss me to try to take my mind off of the pain.
As quickly as the pain comes it subsides, as Peeta begins to push more of himself into me I find myself beginning to enjoy it more. Before I know it Peeta has built up a steady rhythm. He groans loudly as I begin to nibble on his neck. Peeta then begins to thrust a little bit faster and I begin to feel another weird feeling. Its as if little waves of pleasure are coursing through me. I moan and groan loudly and all of a sudden I feel my mind freeze for a moment as I feel my body tighten and then release itself. Its as if a large wave of pleasure has just crashed over me. I then feel Peeta tense up and release himself. We had just climaxed and I've never felt better. We stayed still for a moment just listening to the sounds of our panting and then Peeta rolls over. We are both sweaty and when we look at each other we smile.
"I love you so much." Peeta mummers.
"I love you too." I whisper back.
It seemed like just minutes before we were woken up my Effie knocking on the door saying dinner was ready. I jumped up and began to grab my clothes. Peeta began to do that same. I smoothes out my hair and my shirt then walked out and into the dinning room with Peeta in tow.
"Hi everyone." I say pleasantly. Haymitch looks at Peeta and then me and then he glances at Effie. Effie has a blank expression on her face. I glance down at myself and then at Peeta who looks confused. I wonder if they know what we've been up too. I hope not. I take my seat and begin the stuff my mouth with food. I'm so hungry it's unbelievably. After a long uncomfortable dinner session, we finally begin to get up to go back to our rooms.
"Sit down you two." Says Haymitch.
"What?" I ask him harshly. Haymitch looks from Peeta to me and then back to Peeta.
"Did you use protection?" He blurts out. When he says that I nearly choke on my own spit. I glance at Peeta and he is blushing an unhealthy color of red. I then decide to play stupid.
"What do you mean?" I ask trying to sound innocent. I know that I've never been the strongest liar but I hope I've gotten better.
Haymitch rolled his eyes. "I'm going to take that as a no that you didn't use protection since lover boys face pretty much is the color of a tomato. Use protection next time and keep your groaning to a minimum. You woke me up from my nap." With that he leaves.
I turn to Peeta and we are both red. Simultaneously we begin laughing till we are both almost crying.
"Lets go to bed." Peeta says grabbing my hand. "Can you believe it, tomorrow we are in District 12."
I nod and then crawl into the bed beside Peeta. I know I will probably have nightmares but I'm glad that Peeta will just hold me through them. I wiggle closer to Peeta and begin to drift off.