Dedicated to my imoto, The Tower Of
Weirdness-NESS (o.0) and Kidou Hinata, who is Yukaeshi's cousin XP I hope she
likes this... gomen nasai, imoto! T_T
Endless Chain
I just want to love you
Although I can offer no proof of that
I swear it
It's forever, and no matter the doubts and hardships
We long for each other
A pair of
icy blue eyes stared out of the paneled windows as it observed the cool breeze
whipping the withered sakura petals on the ground and his raven fringes. The
sunlight streamed in through, warm and golden as he exhaled. He still felt cold,
and he didn't know why. Summer was approaching, after all.
"Oi, Kaede,"
a voice said as a he felt a finger poke him and broke his train of thoughts. He
snapped back into reality and turned into the direction of the person who poked
him. There, sitting in front of him, was the chestnut-haired, emerald-eyed girl,
Kidou Hinata.
"Uh, yeah?"
he managed to mouth.
"If you don't
get started on your food soon, it'll turn cold..." she said nonchalantly.
He gazed at
the plate in front of him, which he had barely touched from his 'daydreaming',
"Oh..." he said, and picking up the fork, he mumbled, "Itadakimasu" and began
eating.
"Uh,
Hinata... there's something I want to tell you..." Rukawa said as the both of
them walked out of the restaurant. Hinata stared at him and shrugged, "Sure, why
not?"
"Shikashi..."
he fidgeted for a moment, before turning at her and saying, "Aishiteru..." in a
clear, confident voice, as his eyes looked deep into hers.
Hinata just
stood there for the moment, stunned. She could not believe the words that was
just uttered by this raven-haired ice king. Words seemed to betray her, and she
could feel lumps forming in her throat, "Ka... Kaede....?" her voice came out
dry and hoarse.
He placed his
arms on hers and searched into her eyes, looking for an answer, "Do you... love
me... too?"
And to his
surprise, he pushed his hands away, "I... don't think I can..."
"... Na...
Naze?" he asked, shocked.
"Please,
don't ask why. I, just know that I can't..." Hinata stressed.
"I just want
to love you..." he protested.
Hinata turned
away, "... No..." and ran away.
"Nani? Matte,
Hinata! Matte!" he shouted as he ran after her.
The sky
turned dark, and lightning flashed as though trying to split the sky into half.
Rain started to pour down heavily, and everyone was searching for a place to
shelter themselves from the rain, but down a small road, Hinata was still
running, regardless of the rain...
Everflowing love is melting in your heart now
While you keep your eyes on the still undetermined future
Time goes by, but we are never alone
Let's walk together down the unending road
I believe in our endless chain
As she
was running, her eyes blurred by both the rain and by trying to hold back her
tears, she bumped into someone, and mumbling her apologies, she got back onto
her feet and wanted to resume running, but a pair of hand restrained her, and
lifted her head up.
"Naze,
Hinata?" it was Rukawa. The rain, too, seemed to have soaked him as well, but he
didn't seem to care, as he held onto Hinata tightly, "I'm not letting you go..."
"HANASE!"
Hinata demanded as she struggled, but to no avail.
"Iie! I'm
never letting you go! Hinata, aishiteru... onegai... I... I don't want to lose
you..." his tone begged her to give him an answer.
"Kaede...
I don't want to lose you either... but... I can't love you. Because if I do, and
if I happen to lose you... I'll lose not only a friend... but a lover as
well..." Hinata said, through gritted teeth and closed eyes.
Rukawa
was rather taken aback by her answer, as his mind reeled endlessly for a
counter. He couldn't afford to lose her, "I swear that I'll never leave your
side... I'll always be there for you..." he cursed his useless counter.
She shook her
head, "Can't you be there as well, as a friend?"
"I don't
want to! I want to be there to love you, to protect you! I want to feel you by
my side, to be able to hear your voice everyday... not as a friend..." he
stressed.
"Kaede...
I... can't..." Hinata still remained true to her words.
"Naze?!
Am I... not good enough?" Rukawa asked.
Once again
she shook her head, "No, it's just that you're too good... too good to be
true..."
Though we can't go on living without
changing anything,
I want to hold you, so that I don't lose sight of
our footprints, together
Let's walk together down the unending street
I believe in our endless chain
"But I am true, and what I've said and am saying
right now is true. Forever," he said as he drew her body closer to his. He could
feel her trembling, either from the cold, biting wind, or from the flow of
emotions running through her veins that moment.
"Trust me..."
he murmured softly.
She nodded,
and tears that had been held back streamed down her face endlessly. The rain
still poured, washing the tears away, "Kaede..." she said, and he held her even
close to him, "I'll stay true to you forever... and about my dream... I need you
by my side to make it come true..."
And again she
nodded as he stroked her wet, matted hair, "Aishiteru..." she whispered.
*Sigh* I wish I hadn't lost the other fics... _ I swear I wrote those far
better than this... anyway, I hope you'll like it (Especially you, imoto!) and I
hope you don't mind if it's a tad bit too short... ^^;;
