Bellatrix
I just don't know what I live for anymore. As of right now I'm not sure if I've ever known the purpose of living. The darkness surrounds me and I can't seem to find my way back to the light. It gets more dark minute by minute and there is nothing holding me back from becoming a part of it. I live in misery, I have done it for years and today I've finally lost it. The last piece of my fractured mind has been shattered to a thousand pieces. There is no way out. I'm trapped.
Nobody's gonna save me, prevent me from slipping just the last few milimetres into hell. All my life nobody was there. Not ever. I was always alone, depending on myself when necessary. I had to pick up all the pieces over and over again after someone broke me. And I've always managed to, but now, now, there's just no hope anymore. Nothing left for me to hold on to. Darkness, all around me. Unconsciousness finally settles in.
And I slip, slip, slip..