A sequel to I want to be in his arms forever by ChibiInuBaka. Why didn't I write the prequel? Because I'm no genius, so you have Chibi-san to thank for the geniusness. I repeat I KNOW THIS IS NOT MY ORIGANAL STORY. (but it is my sequel)
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. Why? Because I "Rack-a dee disaprine" Meaning I lack the disapline.
WARNING: This story contains YAOI and SHOTA. You hear me? Boy on Boy AND Man on Boy. And all flames will be used to keep my computer room warm. (God, it's cold in here.) Pairings include ItachiXSasuke and SasukeXNaruto. Is rated X for sex, violence, rape-like situations, shota, incest and blood. Wow.
-------Author's corner-----
A: Hello! It's your author with possible issues, Asuka Kawazoe! I hope you enjoy this lil' fic, because if you don't my assistant Mika will hunt you down .
M: Hello, I'm Mika.
A: Now, on with the yaoi goodness!
Waiting in Your Essance
---------Normal POV-------------
Sasuke wasn't lonely. It wasn't the fact he was alone in this big house that bothered him. It was who was once there with him that made his stomach churn. But he wasn't lonely.
Sasuke laid on his back pourch, lazily leting his feet hang off the edge. The sent of old wood filled his nostrils as he gingerly picked at the peeling burgandy paint on the wooden planks. He was used to times like this, sitting alone in the big house with only his mind for comfort. He glanced at the takoyaki that he had picked at, but not really eaten. He had half the mind to feed it to his black labridor, whom he'd bought for companonship, but she had already picked a few pieces from his plate and anymore would make her sick. Cold squid wasn't good on a dogs stomach.
Sasuke closed his eyes. He listened to his heart beat. He hated his heart for deciving him before. He hated his brother, Itachi, but his heart had fooled him into thinking he loved him so many years ago. He insisted to himself that his heart had been wrong and he'd mistaken the feeling. He hated Itachi for betraying him. Itachi had killed his family. Itachi had killed his own family. But even worse the day before Itachi smiled at him and told him he loved Sasuke. "He lied to my face." Sasuke thought. He himself had thought that he loved Itachi. He felt so betrayed. He had even given Itachi his virginity, and that is why his betrayal hurt so much more.
Sasuke was young then. He didn't understand how severe and wrong incest was. Sasuke didn't want to believe it. He would crawl into Itachi's bed and hope to wake up and it all have been a dream. That Itachi would still be there to love and protect him, and that would be all that mattered. He would hope to wake up and find Itachi in the bed with him like he used to do. He would smell Itachi's pillows and remind him of all the times he'd curl up with his brother and smell the same smell from him, the familiar scent of vanilla and haselnut. But when he woke up, things were always the same. His family gone and his heartbreak would hurt and hurt.
Eventually, Sasuke stopped waiting for Itachi. He acepted the fact he was gone and had abandoned him. Sasuke would sleep in his own bed, and sleep dreamlessly.
"Sasuke!!!" He heard a familiar voice ring out.
"Around back!" He yelled back, not bothering to move. The boy in his obnoxiously orange clothes opened the gate and wore a stupid grin to his face. Sasuke felt his heart twinge.
"Hey there, Teme, watcha' eatin'?" Naruto said, scooping up a piece for him self and then spiting it back in disgust. Sasuke's dog went to eat it for herself. "I hate squid," He said, wiping his mouth on his hand. Sasuke stood up to greet Naruto.
"Well, that's what you get for eating someone elses food, dobe." Sasuke said, poking the blonde in the head with his two fingers. Sasuke picked up to plate and walked inside, Naruto following him. Sasuke placed the takoyaki in the fridge. He didn't waste food. He couldn't afford to. He made enough food to make it by in D-class missions that he took up in his spare time, but wasting food was not like him. "Sasuke-Teme..." Naruto whined, "Let's go somewhere." Sasuke turned from the fidge, letting the door close.
"Go where?" Sasuke asked.
Naruto smiled, "Oh, I dunno. I just feeling like getting out of here.Oh! let's go to the river, Sasuke, please? Can we?" Sasuke smiled, as if he was contemplating the offer, but he really had nothing better to do. Plus, It was really hard to resist his favorite dobe.
"Alright, we'll go." He said. Naruto swung his arms around Sasuke and Sasuke stepped back, blushing.
"That's great, Sasuke!!" Naruto said, smiling. Sasuke brushed himself off, as if disgusted, but was really trying his best to distract the young kitsune from his blushing face. Naruto grinnned stupidly, and not being the wiser to Sasuke's embarassment, he ushered him outside. Sasuke paused to pat Ayumi on her head, and the dog grinned in the way that dogs do and wagged her tail.
Normally, Sasuke wasn't so nice to Naruto. But today he just needed to be anywhere but home. Today his home felt like a cursed place, it made him uncomfortable. And Naruto provided comfort. There are only three things Sasuke simply wouldn't allow himself: To forgive Itachi, To leave his home, and to fall in love. But it was hard to tell your heart not to pound five times faster when a certain person is near. And it seemed the more Naruto continued to bring this comforable feeling to Sasuke, the faster his heart would pound. Sasuke wouldn't let himself admit he was falling in love, but he was. He felt so happy with Naruto and he didn't know why. Maybe it was his light-hearted attitude, or because of him inspiring determination. Or maybe it was simply because Naruto was there for Sasuke, and somehow the blonde always knew what he was feeling.
"Com' on, Sasuke-teme," Naruto whined, "The water feels great! Why even come with me if you're not going to swim?" Sasuke stood reluctantly on the shore of the river, his arms crossed over his bare chest. "Teme..." Naruto whined again. Sasuke walked forward and dipped a foot into the water. He jumped back at the cold sensation. "Aw...com'on! Don't tell me a little water has defeated the last of the Uchiha clan! Pfft!" Sasuke furrowed his eyebrows at the comment.
"I'm not scared to go in, dobe," He said, as if about to explain himself, but letting his sentence trail off. Sasuke felt Naruto's hand surround his ankle, Sasuke reached down to promptly swat his head, but lost his balance and dove into the water. The cold blue water surrounded him, and it took him little time to process what had happened. He strove upward, and took a huge gulp of delicious air. Only to find Naruto dead center and in front of him. Sasuke attempted to jump back, but at that moment Naruto grabbed his wrist.
"Sasuke-kun, are you alright?" Naruto said, then realising how close Sasuke was. Naruto blushed softly, his emotions clearly witten across his face. Sasuke felt his heart pound in his ears, and at that moment both boys realised what they were feeling. The only problem was, they were shy. "...Erm...I-I'm sorry..." Naruto studered. Naruto knew he'd liked Sasuke when they were young, but he had seen Sasuke and his brother together and decided to give up, assuming his feeling were nothing. Naruto and Iruka were the only ones who knew of Sasuke's infactuation with his brother. But Naruto felt this familiar feeling return, and he wondered why now?
"...N-Naruto-kun?" Sasuke studered, now realising they were refereing to each other in a more intement way.
"Yes, Sasuke...?" he said.
"I'm not implying anything but...but..just now...d-do you...feel anything?"
"Well, y-yeah."
Sasuke griminced, summoning his courage. "Just take him on!" he thought.
"N-Naruto...I...I think I like you!!!"
Naruto pasued for a moment, making Sasuke think he'd said something wrong, but then ever-so quietly, he said,
"I like you too, Sasuke."
"How do you like me?" Sasuke asked.
"How do you like me?" Naruto said, turning the question around. Sasuke grabbed Naruto's hands to emphisize his words.
"I really like you." he said. Naruto bit his lip.
"J-just say it, Teme, I-I can't..."
"Naruto, I love you." He said.
"I love you too, Sasuke." And there it was. Out in the open. Naruto didn't know why he suddenly felt these things again. Maybe seeing Sasuke in danger was what triggered it. Sasuke felt a huge flush of relief fall over him. "Haha, Itachi," Sasuke said in his mind, "I don't belong to you, see? I can love."
Sasuke leaned in impulsively, and felt his lips touch Naruto's in the softest way. Naruto returned the kiss, wraping his arms around Sasuke's shoulders. Sasuke responded by wraping his arms around Naruto's waist. After the innocent kiss parted, Sasuke looked deep into Naruto's cerulian eyes. "Naruto Uzumaki, do you truly and honestly love me?" He asked. Naruto looked at Sasuke softly
"Of course," He said.
"Then will you be my boyfriend?" Sasuke asked. Naruto smirked
"Silly," he said, "I became your boyfriend five seconds ago." So the rest of the day the boy's spent clinging to each other. It was like they couldn't get enough of one another's company. They just came and went, not caring where they were going, as long as they went there together. In Sasuke's eyes, it was someting beautiful. He loved Naruto dearly, and when he closed his eyes all the could see was Naruto's smiling face. Small smooches were exchanged, when no one was looking. Naruto learned that the one requirement for kissing Sasuke was absolute privacy. Sasuke was very shy and private when it came to displays of affection. The kisses they shared were long, and draw-out, but the had yet to actually "make-out," or "exchange saliva." But, oh, they were so happy! Every moment with each other seemed to be filled with this blissful feeling. So much so that when it was time for Sasuke to go home, they were both reluctant to leave.
"But, Sasuke-kunnnnn," Naruto whined in his cute way, "Why won't you stay with me...?"
"I can't, Naru-chan," Sasuke said, using Naruto's new pet name.The boys' held hands and pressed their foreheads together, swaying gently. "I have to feed Ayumi, and It's time for bed." Naruto still persisted.
"Can't I stay here with you...? I'm sure Iruka-sensei won't mind..." Naruto trailed off, refering to his old acadamy sensei that had taken him in. Sasuke looked at Naruto hard,
"But I would mind, dobe, it's too much all in one night. Plus, I might not be able to keep my hands off you." Sasuke said, finishing his last line with a smirk, kissing Naruto's temple.
"Alright, Teme," Naruto said, and kissed Sasuke goodnight. Sasuke watched Naruto leave, and couldn't help but let his eyes wander to his butt. Sasuke wanted to clap and applaud with aproval, but resisted to urge to. Sasuke floated to the front door and inside his house. Ayumi came to greet him, but Sasuke ignored her and walked on by into the bathroom. Sasuke grabbed his toothbrush and smeered a huge glob of toothpaste on the bristles. Sasuke glanced at his reflection. "Hehe!" he said, he was all wide-eyed and rosy-cheeked, and he sighed, brushing his teeth in bliss. Sasuke decided he wasn't hungry. He and Naruto must have eaten something, but he couldn't remember. So he walked down the hall and started toward his bedroom.
Sasuke felt a sudden shift in chakra, and impulsively tuned toward Itachi's bedroom door, his Sharingan eyes blazing as a warning to any intruder. He crept silently towrd Itachi's door, softly touching the doorknob and opened the door, sliping inside. Sasuke scanned the room, finding nothing unusual, and the extra chakra suddenly gone. God, was he so love-sick he was feeling things? He glanced at Itachi's bed, and grimanced in anger. He let his hand slide over the bed, undisturbed since he slept in it last. He suddenly went into a rage, pouncing on the bed and slamming his fists into the mattress. Throwing the pillows in every direction, crumpling the sheets and and kicking the headboard. Then he stopped, huffing from exaustion. He fell onto the bed and cried, letting tears slip from his eyes. "Did you see me today, Itachi? Did you see me with him? Kissing him, touching him, loving him? I don't belong to you, I don't! I can love!! I hope that made you angry, I hope you're jelous!!" Sasuke thought angrily, as if Itachi could hear him. Sasuke drifted off to sleep, still able to smell Itachi on his sheets.That night Sasuke's dreams were all but pleasant.
Sasuke saw himself in an intense light, and unable to see so he cups his hands over his eyes, now realising his hands were smaller. It soon occured to Sasuke that he was about seven or eight years old. Then, he falls. Into a black pit. But unexplainably, Sasuke feels calm and safe, he soon lands softly in the arms of someone he cannot see. But he could smell them, feel them, and hear them. "Aniki?" He asks softly, in his prepubecent voice. "You're mine now, Sasuke. No one can have you." Sasuke struggled from his Aniki's hold, and runs forward. Suddenly stopping as a mirror is placed in front of him. He looks at his reflection, now his normal age, and his face is soon replaced by Naruto's. Sasuke reaches out to Naruto, his hand only hitting glass, as Naruto's reflection begins to fade, Sasuke sees tears coming down Nauro's cheeks. "Naruto!!! Naruto, don't go!!!" He says, but all he sees is his own reflectoin, and tears streaming down his face. He looks and sees Itachi's reflection behind him. (An interpretation of Sasuke's dream will be posted at the end of the chapter.)
Sasuke woke in a cold sweat, and he gasped in as much air as he could into his lungs. His chest heaving, it took him a moment to remember where he was. He got out of Itachi's bed, "God, I can't believe I fell asleep." He thought, Trudging out of the room. He lazily glanced at the clock. Crap. It was five o' clock in the morning. Sasuke reasoned with himself that he would never be able to fall back to sleep, and wandered into the kitchen. Sasuke rumaged through his cabinets and the fridge, he glanced at the day-old takoyaki. "Squid will go bad soon, but I don't want to eat it." Sasuke glanced at his feet, only to find Ayumi sitting there with pleading eyes, begging for some unfurfilled wish. Sasuke grabbed the plate and emptied its contents into the dog's bowl. She quickly rushed over to eat it. At this point, if Ayumi got sick it would be a miraculous. The dog could eat almost anything she could chew, and never suffered from and upset stomach. Sasuke abandoned his search for food and simply walked into his own bedroom. Today it was going to be very warm, but Sasuke really didn't have any plans. Sundays were always so boring in Konoha. Even the younger children, imaganitive and playful in their yong age, would find themselves with nothing to do. Sasuke stripped off his shirt and pulled on a pair of black shorts. He was planning to walk around without a shirt. "On second thought," Sasuke thought, pulling out a fishnet shirt. "I'll wear this, too." And he put it on. Just for good measure, he thought, in case someone decides to suddenly drop by. This way Sasuke wouldn't look like a complete slob.
Sasuke plopped himself down on his couch, and Ayumi entered the room, licking her dog lips and plopping onto the floor in a similar way, soothed by a full belly. "At least someone's getting fed around here." Sasuke thought aloud, glancing fondly at the dog on the floor. She replied with a vulgor beltch. Sasuke rubbed his temples, remebering the dream he'd had last night. "It seemed so real." He thought ,"I could even smell it." He shook his head, remebering the pleasing sent of vanilla and haselnut. Which is a divine smell if you've ever had the pleasure of enjoying it. "Reminds me of Itachi." He thought. "What do you think, Ayumi?" Sasuke asked, not really expecting an answer. Ayumi opened one eye to see who was interupting her nap, and closed it again.
Sasuke woke to the abrupt ringing of his doorbell, which caused Ayumi to begin barking. Sasuke held up his hand in a "Stop," gesture, and Ayumi went silent. Sasuke truged toward the door, fully intending to smack whoever had interupted his sleep, and looked through the peekhole, only to see black. Confused, Sasuke opened the door only to find Naruto on the other side, holding his finger over the peekhole. Naruto grinned at his little prank, and observing Sasuke's tossled hair said,
"Hey, Sasuke-kun, are you just wakin' up?" Sasuke blinked sleepily,
"What time is it?" He said. Naruto bit his lip.
"I'd say about noon." Sasuke's eyes widened, now fully awake.
"Oh, god, Naruto, I'm so sorry. Just give me a minute or two to freshen up. Come in! Come in!" Sasuke said, ushering the blonde inside. Naruto just giggled,
"What do you know? The great Uchiha Sasuke, sleeping in?! Impossible!" Naruto said sarcasticly. Sasuke chuckled sheepishly and ran into his room. Raking a comb through his hair with one hand and brushing his teeth with the other. He splashed his face with cold water and looked at his reflection. Okay, he looked decent enough to see Naruto now.
Sasuke walking into his living room, seeing Naruto sitting on his couch and petting his dog. "Naruto," Sasuke began, also anouncing his entrance. Naruto stood up to greet him. "I'm so sorry, Naruto. I didn't think I'd have company." Naruto smirked,
"That's okay, Teme, really. I just wanted to see you again. That's all." Sasuke smiled, placing a soft kiss on the kitsune's lips. Naruto blushed, being unused to displays of affection from Sasuke. Naruto sat back down on Sasuke's couch, Sasuke joining him. "So, Sasuke, why'd you sleep in?" Naruto asked, glancing around at Sasuke's tidy living room.
"Eh, I had a nightmare and woke up at about five, so I sat down on the couch, and before I knew it my doorbell was ringing." Sasuke said, smiling at Naruto. Naruto returned his own grin, and chuckled.
"I saw Sakura today." He said, changing the subject.
"Eh, Sakura-san? What's so great about that?" Sasuke said, yawning at the thought of the pink-haired fangirl of his.
"She was at Ichiraku's," Naruto said, reminding Sasuke he was still hungry. "It was kind of unusual, because she dosen't like eating ramen. I'm kind of worried about her. Do you think she's low on cash? Maybe I should lend her some money..." Nartuo fretted, jumping to all sorts of conclutions. "Do you think she's been training so hard she dosen't have the energy to cook for herself?" Sasuke smiled and placed a finger of Naruto's lips.
"Calm down, Naru-chan, I'm sure Sakura-san is fine! Who knows? People's tastes change, Naruto, maybe she just found a flavor of ramen she likes. And it's not unusual for shinobi to meet up at Ichiraku's. Was she with anyone?" Sasuke asked. Naruto nodded his head,
"No, she was there all alone. She looked kind of shifty as well. Is someone folloing her?"
"Relax. I'm sure she was just waiting for someone to show up. Maybe they were late and she was just wondering where they were. Now, enough about Sakura-san for now, okay?" Sasuke said, and Naruto inclined his head in an embarassed "Yes." Sasuke kissed Naruto's forehead, and smiled lovingly. "Now then, Naru-chan, I haven't had anything to eat all day. How about we go to Ichiraku's ourselves, hm? My treat." Naruto's eyes glistened at the thought of free ramen, quickly agreeing. "What are the magic words?" Sasuke demanded.
"Pleaaassseee?" Naruto whined.
"No, Naruto," Sasuke said, bringing his lips into Naruto's. "The magic words are ' I love you'."
Sakura walked through masses of people, all different smells reaching her nose. Smells of fried dough and steamed fish, sweaty bodies and women's perfume. "Damnit," Sakura cursed inside her head, "It was lunch time. Naruto always comes to Ichiraku's for lunch. Where was he?" Sakura cursed under her breath, angry at her failed tries to catch Naruto. She hadn't seen him in almost two days, and she had some suspitions she needed to confront him about. Lost in her thoughts, Sakura was snapped out of it by colliding with a girl, her arms full of flowers which were now scattered across the ground. "Oh, I'm so sorry," She said looking at the girl. "Hm?Ino?" She said, and the blonde blew a string of hair from her face.
"Way to go, Sakura." She said sarcasticly, begining to pick up the different arrays of flowers around her. Sakura picked up a bundle of tulips, which had been carlessly trampled on by the villigers of Konoha. Sakura looked sadly and held them up to Ino.
"I'm sorry, Ino, someone must have stepped on them." Ino sighed
"That's alright," She said, taking the trampled flowers, "No one every buy tulips, anyway." Sakura continued picking up flowers, more quickly now so that more flowers would not be trampled. Sakura smiled at a fistful of blue flowers she had picked up.
"These are beautiful!" She said, inhaling their scent, "And they smell just as beautiful! What are they, Ino?" Ino smiled as well, taking the flowers from Sakura.
"They're Morning Glory," She said, also smelling them, "And they're my favorite." Ino dug into her arm load and pulled out a flower. "Here, Sakura, have a daffodil. You're one of the few that ever buys them, anyway." Sakura smiled and took the daffodil.
"Thanks, Ino. But...who else buys them?" Sakura asked. Ino smiled and giggled,
"Lee does. He says it reminds him of you. Sweet, huh?" Sakura smiled fondly.
"Yes, that's so sweet of him." Sakura looked around as the both stood up. "Do you have them all, Ino?" She asked, and the blonde girl looked at her flowers.
"Yeah, this feels about right. Thanks again, Sakura!" Ino called, running in the opposite direction. Sakura gazed fondly at the daffodil in her hand. She continued walking onward home, forgetting her current frustration in Naruto.
Sasuke walked into the ramen stand, inhaling the sweet scents of many different ramen flavors. Naruto smiled, he had succesfully convinced Sasuke to go out in public in his fishnet shirt. Sasuke got all kinds of stares from girls his age and even older. Naruto felt kind of cool, like they were jelous of him, even though no one knew yet of their relationship.
"Hey, there Naruto. The usual?" Old man Ichiraku said, the blonde grinned.
"Two, please!" He said. Ichiraku turned to the raven-haired boy next to Naruto.
"Hey, I recognize you...you're the last of the Uchiha clan...Sasuke, right?" Sasuke mierly nodded, taking a seat at the stool.
"So what flavor will it be, Sasuke?" The old man asked. Sasuke thought for a moment.
"Pork. BBQ Pork." Sasuke said, not generally caring what flavor as long as it wasn't sweet. The man wrote down the order and called it out to the young lady helping him. He didn't even have to ask Naruto what he wanted. Naruto smiled, Sasuke smiled back. Naruto gently reached out and grabbed Sasuke's hand under the counter. Hand in hand, Sasuke and Naruto acted normal. Sasuke suddenly perked up.
"Hey, old man Ichiraku," Sasuke said, catching the man's attention. "Did a girl my age with pink hair and green eyes come here eairlier? She might have mentioned her name. It's Haruno Sakura." The old man scratched his chin, contemplating his earlier costomers.
"Oh, yes! The little Sakura girl, she was here around lunch. Sweet girl, that Sakura. She was actually asking about you and Naruto. She's worried about something. Think's there is some unresolved feelings or something between you two. Ya'll have a fight?" Naruto's face went red, and he felt the warm blood creeping into his cheeks. It was a good thing the old man had mistaken Sakura's meaning. Before Naruto could answer, Sasuke butted in.
"Yeah, we had a bad fight a while back. Sakura was worried that we'd tear each other apart. But we've...um...resolved things so tell her, 'It's nothing she should worry about,' If she happens to ask you again. She'll understand." Ichiraku nodded, thinking nothing more as he attended to the beeping of the ramen boiler. Naruto gave Sasuke a confused and worried glance. "Does Sakura-san know about me and Naruto...?"
Naruto and Sasuke sulked back to Sasuke's house, their hunger situated and their hearts filled with fret and worry. Sasuke had tried to convince Naruto that there was no way Sakura could know, Naruto would argue that she was smart enough to see Naruto's feelings, and admitied he was horrible at hiding his emotions.
"Sasuke-kun, I-I've liked you for a long time. Ever since we were little." Naruto said, and Sasuke perked up.
"Eh? But what about your huge crush on Sakura-san?" Sasuke asked.
"That's a long story. Sakura started liking you, so she sat with you a lot while I sat with Lee, Kiba, and Chouji. Kiba caught me staring at you and thought I was staring at Sakura. He asked me if I liked her, and if that was why I was staring," Naruto blushed, and Sasuke smirked, "And I couldn't say, 'Nope, I'm drooling over the Uchiha kid.' So I just said I liked Sakura. And It just got around, I guess." Sasuke smiled and put his arm around Naruto, pulling him close.
"Why didn't you tell me, dobe?" Sasuke asked. Naruto looked at the ground.
"I...I saw you with your brother in the nurse's office. Do you remember that day?" Now, Sasuke knew that Naruto knew about him and his brother. Naruto and Iruka knew, because Sasuke had admitied it to Naruto a few days after Itachi had left. But he didn't know that Naruto was aware of their relationship then.
"Oh, god. Naruto, you have to believe me, I never wanted anyone to see that! I'm so sorry." Sasuke said, Naruto smiled.
"That's okay." He said, but Sasuke could see that it wasn't. Saddness flashed behind Naruto's eyes and was gone in an instant, but Sasuke had noticed it. "After that day, I unconciously backed off. I just kind of...gave up. It felt like I had lost some kind of fight, like I had lost you." Naruto said, now his saddness aparent. Sasuke stopped Naruto and pulled him into a tight and loving embrace.
"You didn't lose me, Naruto. I'm right here. I love you, more than you'll ever know!" Sasuke pressed him lips to Naruto's, Naruto sighed into the kiss, letting a single tear wash over his cheek and wetting their kiss. "I love you, Naruto." Sasuke said, an in his heart, he ment it.
"I love you too, Sasuke. And don't worry, that's all in the past. We're together now, and that's what matters." Naruo kissed Sasuke, Sasuke wrapped his arms around Naruto's waist and pulled him closer, Naruto putting his hands on Sasuke's chest. Sasuke slipped his tounge over Naruto's lips, and Naruto accepted. Sasuke intertwined his tounge with Naruto's, exploring the new cavern of Naruto heavenly mouth. Naruto was the first to break their sultry kiss, and Sasuke smiled. It had been the first time Sasuke had had his tounge in Naruto mouth, and yet felt something was missing. Where was the burning desire? Why was it that Naruto's touch did not excite him in the way...that Itachi's had? Why didn't the kiss cause the burning extacy like it had before? These questions flashed into Sasuke's mind for but a moment, but Sasuke refused to acknologe them. "Stupid me, of course Naruto's kisses are better that my brother's." Sasuke scolded himself. Sasuke let his hand slip over Naruto's cheek, gazing ito Naruto's eyes. Naruto's blue eyes sparkled in curiousity and lust. Sasuke wanted to know this face. He waned to remember it always, so when he closed his eyes that would be all he'd see. He went over over line and every crease in Naruto's face, memorising the beautiful eyes of his.
"Naruto, please understand how much I love you. Don't ever doubt it for a moment." Sasuke said in desparation, the pit of his stomach churning in fear.
"Of course, Sasuke-kun. I'll always know." Naruto said, quickly picking up Sasuke's desparation.
"Naru-chan..." Sasuke whispered, somehow trying to reach out to Naruto. He felt scarred, and he didn't know why. He was overwhelmed by the feeling he was losing his new lover. Naruto gently kissed Sasuke's cheek.
"I'll take you home, Sasuke-kun. I'm tired, and it's already getting dark out." Naruto said, walking the raven headed boy to his home.
Sasuke collapsed on his bed, emotionally drained from today's events. He closed his eyes, seeing Naruto's face before him, his eyes glistening and his pouty pink lips just ready to be kissed. Sasuke sighed, perhaps he was forgoten what true desire was. He knew he loved Naruto. He had to, right? Sasuke slipped into his covers, feeling his cool toes becoming warmer under the sheets. His eyes flickered open if some attempt to stay awake, but fluttered closed again. As he drifted of to sleep, the last thing he remembered smelling was the scent of vanilla and haselnut...
------Sasuke's dream interpretation-----
In the begining, Sasuke under the strong light indicates Sasuke's disconfort in the eyes of others. Like "Being under the interigation lamp." Then, Sasuke being younger simply means that this is about the past. The fact that Sasuke falls into darkness but feels calm means that this "darkness" means that he feels relived that he is away from the light. Falling into the arms of someone he cannot see means he was to young to fully understand sex and incest when he was a kid. Itachi saying words from the past means he regrets those words or are dwelling on them. Then Sasuke panicing and running away means he no longer feels safe. The mirror represents a need to take a look at one's self, and the fact that Sasuke is now normal age meaning it is now current. Seeing Naruto looking away meaning that he will or has hurt Naruto, and Naruto fadding away meaning Naruto will no longer be in Sasuke's life the way he used to. And seeing Itachi in the reflection behind him means that his past will now become his future.
-----Author's corner!!---
A: So I hope you likey the fiction!!! O.o Sorry It's horrendous. But I did warn you!!!
M: It's true!!!
A: and next chapter is going to have some lime in it...perhaps some lemony rape .