Most people don't realize that everyday of my life is a living hell.
Most people don't realize that when I walk, I walk with pain.
Most people don't realize what its like to have no one; no one to help you, no one to raise you, no one to love you.
As I grew up I began to realize that things would stay this way, things would never change into something good, and things would never be the way they should have been.
I would live this life until the end.
Sometimes I wonder, what would it have been like?
What would it have been like to have them?
A mum?
A dad?
A family.
Ever since I was a child, their spirits haunted me in my dreams.
But they didn't scare me.
They loved me.
I loved them.
In my dreams I had them.
I had my parents.
I had my mum.
I had my dad.
I had my family back, in a way that they would never leave.