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Lily's P.O.V.

There's gotta be more to life

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived. No matter what, when people's around me I can't stop feeling lonely. I know the way out, but it is just too risky.

I'm sitting near the lake, next to the huge tree that grows there. It's shadow domains part of the grounds and it's orange leaves lay in the grass signaling autumn's coming. The air's fairly cool and it makes my hair fling looking flamy ((ok that word doesn't exist I know but sounds good)), I feel how my fair skin turns slightly red as I close my eyes and think.

Frank's coming from the castle. He seems to be a bit tired and sort of untidy , but still his perfect brun hair half covers his gorgeous bright honey eyes. His tan skin seems to glow with the first rays of sunlight. As he walks to me I stare looking stupid, what's wrong with me when it comes to Frank? I really don't know. I love the way her stands and lays his back on the wall, I love the way his voice catches my ear in a perfect compass, I love the way we messes my hair with his soft fingers.

Suddenly something wakes me from my dream, Frank's standing next to me. He looks at me looks something's wrong. I look up and he kneels saying in a low but still hearable tone of voice.

"I've been looking for you." My heart stops for a second and my mouth draws a smile in my face. I don't want to answer cause I'm afraid to ruin that moment. Again my thoughts are interrupted by his kind of sexy voice.

"I missed you." He puts his mouth closer to my ear as he leaves a kiss on my still slightly blushed cheek.

"Lily?" Frank asks sounding confused. I try to say something but instead I just kiss his cheek too and nod. My minds in blank now. He pulls himself back and sits facing me, then blows a sweet kiss, oh I love when he does that!

"Flower" He says.

"You are such a pretty flower" I smile sweetly without saying a single word, I'm not really a talkative person, at least not with boys, cause when I'm with my (girl) friends I just can't stop.

"That bad am I?" Lowers his head. I giggle and my emerald green eyes sprinkle.

" No, you are not. I was just. thinking."

"About me?" I nod and look around avoiding his killing eyes.

"I hope you are thinking nicely about me." I giggle again feeling a bit embarrassed. I wonder if telling him I was thinking about him was a good idea.

"Are you feeling well, Lils?"

"Yes, of course."

"Are you sure" Sits next to me and lays his head on my shoulder. I take my time to answer as I take a deep breathe to smell his hair.

"Yes" My answer sounds weak and distant. I'm not sure if it was completely true. He turns to face me again and puts his body closer to mine, takes my scarf off my neck gently almost sweetly and leaves it next to the tree. His honey eyes illuminate my face as I close my eyes perceiving what's coming. I can feel his soft lips caressing mines. My whole body trembles as I put my right hand on his soft peached cheek. His tongue knocks slowly in my upper lip and I, almost immediately, open my mouth so it can pass. Our tongues tease each other and I lay my head to my left side. As we increase the intention of the kiss he bites my lower lip softly. I try to catch some air but seems it doesn't work, so the kiss is interrupt by a hard cough coming from my throat.

"S-s-sorry." I say blushing again, now, feeling really embarrassed. I look up at him as I cough once again and he grins funnily.

"It's okay, Lily." And puts his hand around my waist. I smile weakly and cough a couple of times more. Then I out again my hand on his cheek and try to kiss him. But he pulls his body back and puts a finger on my lips.

"It's time to go." I look at my watch and sigh deeply. It was true, time to go. He stands up and lends me his hand, I take it and smile while standing up. After starting walking back to the castle I try to unwrinkled my robes and catch my scarf. I place it around my neck and we walk together holding hands feeling the wind in our faces.

Inside the castle I see some students coming out and in to the Great Hall. My ear catches my name and I turn to the stairs and spot one of my friends.

"Alice" I shout and wave at her leaving Frank's hand. She runs up to me smiling brightly.

"Hey Lily." Turns to Franks and smiles weakly, "Frank."

"Hi" He answers without even looking at her and starts walking into the Hall.

"Lily." I catch some sadness in that phrase.

"What's wrong Alice?" I say following Frank's path to the Hall.

She smiles at me and says enthusiastically, but still a bit sad, "Forget it. I was just talking non sense."

"Okay." And sit in a far corner at the Gryffindor table. Alice sits next to me and sipps some pumpkin juice, I wasn't feeling hungry so I just stared at the crown around me. I spotted Sirius sitting with Remus and Peter, but something's missing I say to myself and look around. "Where's Potter?" I was about to ask, but my question was answered immediately. Potter stood from the Ravenclaw's table and sat next to Sirius, his usual place.

"Hey mate." I heard Sirius saying.

"Hi" James answered back and his big hazel eyes pointed at me. He stared for a moment but I turned around and began to talk with Alice about our next double potions class with the Slytherins. Not that I really cared about it.

Twenty minutes later Alice, Molly and I exited the Great Hall and began to walk downstairs to the potions classroom. It was not time yet for the class to start but we just didn't wanted to be late.

Sorry about shortness!!! I have loads of hmwrk and Im not that inspired. Please review!!! I need some reviews to continue the story.