Note: standard disclaimers apply ,don't sue i'm poor..
deceiver of fools
Hope is the most important emotion in my life.hope that one day he'll see me for what i am.a woman ,not some little girl.something other than a burden.i keep hoping.why does he keep calling me chan.i'm not a little girl any more.well maybe to him i'm a bit short but he's just to tall!
sigh..
Why o cruel fate have you let me get this close to him and deny me.why was i born as his sister.well not really his sister but.arg..i wish i was born in another family so i wasn't alway's little misao-chan.than he would see me for the woman i am and i would be his woman.i want to be his woman.the only one.why o why.
maybe is should just go into his precious temple and confess all my feelings to him and kiss him than he wouldn't have a choice.a small smile crept onto misao's face
but what if he doesn't love me,i'm short ,ugly.i'm to energetic.i'm too young,i'm totaly opposite from him i'm all he isn't.arg..why do i love him so.it's frustrating.why doesn't he just say what he want he's a man he should know what he wants!i'm going insane while i wait here. i need.. i need him.
misao turns on her futon.
maybe i should ask someone for help.than she could ask aoshi how he feels about me. mmm..aoshi probebly wouldn't tell them the truth.i'm afraid of what he'll say to me if i ask him maytbe he'll answers me.maybe he'll just think it's a childhood crush.but aoshi it's much more than a childhood crush.it's much more than than.everytime i'm with you i feel light and all funny in my stoma.even whn you sit there silently.i don't mind spending hours at your side.i wouldn't mind at all.
oh aoshi,she sighed as she turned in her futon.
a little while later sleep claimed young misao.
deceiver of fools
Hope is the most important emotion in my life.hope that one day he'll see me for what i am.a woman ,not some little girl.something other than a burden.i keep hoping.why does he keep calling me chan.i'm not a little girl any more.well maybe to him i'm a bit short but he's just to tall!
sigh..
Why o cruel fate have you let me get this close to him and deny me.why was i born as his sister.well not really his sister but.arg..i wish i was born in another family so i wasn't alway's little misao-chan.than he would see me for the woman i am and i would be his woman.i want to be his woman.the only one.why o why.
maybe is should just go into his precious temple and confess all my feelings to him and kiss him than he wouldn't have a choice.a small smile crept onto misao's face
but what if he doesn't love me,i'm short ,ugly.i'm to energetic.i'm too young,i'm totaly opposite from him i'm all he isn't.arg..why do i love him so.it's frustrating.why doesn't he just say what he want he's a man he should know what he wants!i'm going insane while i wait here. i need.. i need him.
misao turns on her futon.
maybe i should ask someone for help.than she could ask aoshi how he feels about me. mmm..aoshi probebly wouldn't tell them the truth.i'm afraid of what he'll say to me if i ask him maytbe he'll answers me.maybe he'll just think it's a childhood crush.but aoshi it's much more than a childhood crush.it's much more than than.everytime i'm with you i feel light and all funny in my stoma.even whn you sit there silently.i don't mind spending hours at your side.i wouldn't mind at all.
oh aoshi,she sighed as she turned in her futon.
a little while later sleep claimed young misao.