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My Utter loneliness
I opened my eyes and struggled to remember a painful, distant memory… And then it hit me.
"Oh! No! No, no, no, no!" I cried as the sudden rush of pain struck me somewhere deep in the Sub consciousness in my mind.
"Edward… Edward why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave me?"
"Because I want you to be safe"
I was startled when I heard someone speaking to me; I quickly realized that I was talking to myself. I laughed awkwardly letting millions of tiny tears escape silently out of my brown eyes.
It was at that moment when I decided to have a conversation with Edward in my mind.
"Tell me another reason why you left me" I whispered quietly to myself; I imagined Edward staring down at me with his liquid topaz filled with sorrow and a slight hint of… Anger… could that be?
I chuckled trying to hide the hysteria that was now building up inside of me, almost ripping me apart.
"Please tell me" I said quietly still imagining the whole thing.
I knew what would happen next; if he were here and it hurt me so much that I just couldn't bear it.
Edward would of course leave me, He would run using his amazing vampire speed and he would leave me here in the woods like he already did less than 3hours ago… I wanted to get up and leave but instead I stayed glued to the ground, wishing with all my heart that I was unconscious and that none of this was true.