Wishful Thinking
By: Tomo Kakashi
Disclaimer: I do not own Mahou Tsukai Tai.
Sometimes I wonder if Aburatsubo-kun is really gay. Sometimes after school, during meetings, I'll catch him looking at me in ways that I'd beat any other guy over the head for doing.
I hope with all of my heart that Aburatsubo isn't gay. It's so unfair, why did I fall in love with a crossdresser who claims to be gay? Why? What did I do to deserve this?
It doesn't matter, though, because he looks at me. He looks at me the way he used to look at Takakura-senpai, the way I've always dreamed of him looking at me.
Lustful and loving. That's the way I want him to look at me, and that's what he does. His hungry green eyes search my body. Are they searching to make sure I'm a girl? Perhaps he's wishing that I'm really a guy, because maybe, just maybe, if I were really a man, he'd be gay if he loved me.
Maybe he doesn't look at me that way at all. Maybe it's just my heart wishing he did. Maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part.
But I pray to Kami-sama that it's true. I pray that Aburatsubo isn't gay, that he truely loves me. That he loves me, or at least lusts after me.
But...I'm afraid it's just wishful thinking. I'm wishing that Aburatsubo loved me.
*Owari*
By: Tomo Kakashi
Disclaimer: I do not own Mahou Tsukai Tai.
Sometimes I wonder if Aburatsubo-kun is really gay. Sometimes after school, during meetings, I'll catch him looking at me in ways that I'd beat any other guy over the head for doing.
I hope with all of my heart that Aburatsubo isn't gay. It's so unfair, why did I fall in love with a crossdresser who claims to be gay? Why? What did I do to deserve this?
It doesn't matter, though, because he looks at me. He looks at me the way he used to look at Takakura-senpai, the way I've always dreamed of him looking at me.
Lustful and loving. That's the way I want him to look at me, and that's what he does. His hungry green eyes search my body. Are they searching to make sure I'm a girl? Perhaps he's wishing that I'm really a guy, because maybe, just maybe, if I were really a man, he'd be gay if he loved me.
Maybe he doesn't look at me that way at all. Maybe it's just my heart wishing he did. Maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part.
But I pray to Kami-sama that it's true. I pray that Aburatsubo isn't gay, that he truely loves me. That he loves me, or at least lusts after me.
But...I'm afraid it's just wishful thinking. I'm wishing that Aburatsubo loved me.
*Owari*