AN: ok so i wrote this at like 4 in the morning and i'm not sure if it should stay a one shot or if i should make it a story
please review and tell me if it sucked or not and if i should continue. and this was not edited too thoroughly (i did the best i could at 3 in the morning :P)
Disclaimer : i obviously don't own noami or emily because if i did the show wouldn't be skins, it wouldbe the noamily show. so don't sue me please!
"Katy Damn it!"
Emily screamed pounding on the bathroom door as she waited impatiently for her sister to finish with the shower. Again. She sighed as she sat down outside of the bathroom and waited for Katy to get out of the bathroom. She quickly found herself thinking about the past year as she often did when she gave her mind free time to wander. She always thought the same thoughts. About the same person. Her. Naomi. Her Naomi.
No she thought to herself. Naomi wasn't hers. Not anymore. Not since she had left for Cyprus or Spain or wherever she had decided to go after that day at Katie's locker. The one where she had said the most heartbreaking words Emily had ever heard. "Just friends". Emily couldn't believe the pain those two simple words caused her. The way they seemed to rip her heart in two. And then as if that wasn't enough heartache for a lifetime, Naomi told her she would be leaving over the summer. Alone. As in not with Emily.
So Emily had let her go. She spent the whole summer locked up in her room trying to erase the memory of Naomi. Naomi's piercing eyes, her beautiful face, her passionate touches, her soft skin, the way she would say Emily's name when no one else was around. Waiting patiently for a phone call from Greece or a postcard from Cyprus. But no, nothing ever came.
No matter how many hours she spent sitting by the phone willing it to ring or how many days she waited for the mail man with baited breath hoping that today would finally be the day she would receive some form of acknowledgement from her departed love.
Her sister called her a loser even though she was genuinely worried about her and she often tried to convince her to go to this party or hang out with these people. But Emily didn't want to and could simply not have fun without Naomi. She felt as if she was betraying her.
If she thought rationally, she knew Naomi probably wouldn't give two shits if she spent all of her nights getting wasted and sleeping with every girl she saw. But the one time she did leave her house with Katie, the feeling of guilt was so unbearable that she ran home and cried her self to sleep the same way she had since the day Naomi left.
Towards the end of summer break she slowly began to build a wall around her heart. Preparing herself for the torture that would be being Naomi's friend and nothing else. Preparing herself for having Naomi so close yet so far away.
so what do you guys think? it's definetly not my best work. so, should i continue or not?