I was doing the dishes and singing very loudly off key to the radio. It had been weeks since I had heard from Eric and I was trying to get back to my normal self. I hated the fact that I loved him but damn it he was not the Eric I loved. The Eric I loved was gone. I hated the fact that Eric now knew what had happened at my house between us while he was under the curse. Once he knew everything he had stayed away, not calling or anything. I sighed trying to get Eric out of my mine so I started singing louder and dancing. I finished the dishes but kept dancing in my kitchen. I looked at the clock knowing I worked the late shift and Merlotts tonight. So I decied to go and jump into the shower. I got in and ran my hair under the water. I closed my eyes and could feel Eric's touch. The night we spent in the shower always came flooding back to me. I could feel the cool touch of him on back slowly making his way down my to my ass. I kept my eyes closed remembering the scene and feeling myself getting aroused from it. I knew if I didn't hurry up I would be late so I made myself throw the memories of Eric and me into the small box I kept locked in my brain and finished with my shower. I got out and threw my hair into a loose ponytail and applied a small amount of make up before grabbing my uniform, The short black shorts and white Merlotts top. I did a house check before walking out and locking my door. I walked to my car trying to tune out the small humming in the back of my head. I knew it was Eric and it was the bond telling me he was sleeping. I hated not being able to just have my own emotions and keep them to myself, but I never would have them unless one of us was dead and I hated thinking about that. I got into my car and started the drive up Hummingbird road to the main street was I could drive to work. By the time I got to work the humming was gone meaning Eric was awake. I sighed before I walked into work and smiled at Sam, My boss. " Hey Sam." I said walking to his office to store my purse. I put my cell phone in my apron and put up my mental block before going out to start work. Eight long hours later I was walking up my front porch when I had the feeling I was being watched. I let my block down and found a void meaning it was a vampire. I tensed up not knowing who was waiting for me on my porch. I looked up the steps to see Pam, Eric's second in command. She was looking very Pamy tonight, she was in a black pant suit. She smiled seeing me " Sookie, You smell nice." It took me a second to answer her. I hadn't seen Pam since the Fae War. " Hello Pam, What can I help you with tonight?" I asked cutting to the point. It had been a long day and my feet hurt. I walked up the steps and was face to face with her. " Eric wanted to see how you were doing." She answered me. I let a small laugh out " Oh really? So now he wants to know how I am. Well Tell him to go to hell." I said still looking at Pam and not backing down. I hated the fact that he had sent her to check up on me. If he had missed me so damn much why wasn't he here instead? I knew I was sending anger through our bond. Pam smirked " He has been busy, with Victor. But I will tell him. He isn't the same Sookie." She said. That made me look away. I had always told myself he was doing fine. " What do you mean?" I whispered knowing she heard me just fine. " He is a lot meaner. I don't know what went on between you two but you should fix it. He is not very much fun." She said and went to look at her she was gone. I sighed walking inside not wanting to deal with his. I laid down not even changing before I started to drift off to sleep.
He could feel the small hum knowing Sookie was asleep. He looked around Fangtasia at all the Fang bangers knowing they were all staring at him. But he hadn't had interest in them since he had found out what happened at Sookies. he hated having feelings. He is 1000 years old why did he have to have feelings for her? He rolled his eyes at the girl who was walking towards him. He didn't even look at her as she walked up to him offering herself to him. He was lost in his thoughts of what to do about the Sookie situation. He knew it needed to be fixed one way or another. He wanted her to be his, wanted to be the only man allowed to touch her and make her moan. Thinking of her moaning made him get hard instantly. He was haunted by her during the nights and day. He would dream about her and then awake and be sad to find himself alone in his bed. He knew Pam was over his moods too but he didn't know what to do about them. He was bored do he went to his house. Sitting on the edge of his bed. His long blond hair hung loose around his face. He closed his eyes and touched the bond trying to feel closer to Sookie. He stood up to take his clothes off as he climbed into his bed. He knew Dawn would be soon he could feel the pull on his body. He closed his eyes and Sookie's face popped into his mind. He smiled before felling the dawn take him.
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