Hey,
Here's the sequel like I prommies. For people who haven't read Greylight. Here's the link: .net/s/5995619/1/Greylight. You could read this, to get everything. To see how Meredith and all of them met. You don't have to read it off course. If you just want to read this. This story could exist on it's own. But you need to read the previos one, to get the reference in this chapter. Okay, this story is going to change a bit from the plot of new moon. The big story line won't change. But the reasons after the charecters will.
So Here I am, writing a next chapter in the story. I liked the reviews that were sent to me on the last story. I'm glad you liked it. This one is going to be romantic and differant from twilight. I like twilight, I just wanted to change it, so it was more Grey's anatomy like. Some events of Breaking dawn will appear in this one. I hope to update the next chapter as soon as possible. The house charecters are going to be in it. For those who saw the refferance. Okay, review. Tell me what you like, and what you don't like. And how you find the changes to twilight.
Okay, Enjoy my chapter. And if you would like to see something happen. Tell me in a review. I always use your thoughts. I use peoples ideas, and you will get credit.:p Okay, I hope all of you that liked Greylight, will like the Greylight saga, Blue moon.
TempeGeller(Ellen)
DISCLAIMER: the storyline is not mine, the charecters of Grey's anatomy aren't mine. I'm just having fun. There's no money being made with this. Vanessa 'Nessie' Grey is made up by me. The house charecters don't belong to me.
1. Dream boy and the nightmare of hell
I'm afraid of getting older, I'm just scared of Derek losing me.
I want to be with him every single moment of the day.
But I'm afraid, that I will get attached to him.
That one day, he'll leave. And that I'll be broken.
These violent delights have violent ends.
which disappears into the darkness.
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder.
Which, as they kiss, consume
"Derek?'" Meredith stared of the field. Seeing Derek at the other side of the field. "Derek?"
He didn't react at all. It was like Derek couldn't hear her. Like he was trying to ignore her. Meredith didn't understand. Then she walked closer to him. She saw something she wasn't expecting. Derek was crying. Meredith turned to him. 'Why was Derek crying?' Why? Was it something that she did? Were they over. When she walked closer, she could see where he was staring at. A tombstone.
Not just a tombstone, it wasn't just any tombstone. It was hers. Her tombstone. There was writings on it. 'Meredith Grey. Born in 1993, died 2103.' Meredith stared at Derek. He had tears in her eyes. The tears in her eyes brought tears to her.
"Meredith." His hands went to the tombstone. "I miss you."
Meredith stared at him. They were separated. Death separated them. Meredith Grey left him. The last thing she ever wanted to do him. But she had, left him that was. She let him. He was all by himself.
"Happy birthday." Derek whispered to the tombstone. "Happy 111th . I miss you Meredith. Why did you have to go. And why can't I be there with you?"
"Derek." Meredith stepped right next to him. "Derek, I'm still here. Why can't you see me?"
"Because you're dead." Vanessa stepped from out the darkness. "You died, heart attack. Derek thought you would break the record. But you didn't. It was sudden. You were healthy. And the next moment you were dead."
"And you?" Meredith stared at her sister.
"I've been dead for quiet a while now." Vanessa smiled "I died well, that was a while ago. Now I'm something else. Something else.."
"This is just one of my nightmares." Meredith closed her eyes, when she reopened them her sister was gone. Gone. Derek was still standing in front of the grave. She walked back to him. Holding his shoulder. He stared at him.
"I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry." Meredith cried "I can't do this. Derek, please.."
Meredith woke up. She was sweating. She got up, staring in her room. It was a couple of months since that incident. Since that incident, the vampire that tried to kill her. Now there was a nightmare. Meredith stepped up. Staring in the mirror. She brushed the hair out of her face.
I'm afraid of aging. Because the older I am.
The closer dead gets. The closer I get to leaving him.
That's my only fear. Leaving the love of my life.
"I look old." Meredith whispered. She stared in her mirror. What was going on with her? She never feared anything. Not anything. Now she feared dead. Meredith Grey didn't want to be mortal. She wanted to live forever. Not as a vampire. She just wanted to be close to everyone. Selfish. Meredith was selfish. She wanted it all. She didn't care about what anyone else wanted. She was selfish. But weren't all teenager in love selfish. But this love changed. Everything would changed this love. Meredith opened the door. It was hectic.
"It's prom." Vanessa walked in the room. She was jumping up and down. "I have to get dressed. George is picking me up in an half hour."
"Derek to." Meredith sat down on the bed. "I had a nightmare. A terrible nightmare."
"Meredith, I don't have time to discuss your nightmare." Vanessa took the dress from the door it was hanging from. She walked in the bedroom. The dress was a dark blue sleeve less dress. A puffy dress. One of those Cinderella dresses. Vanessa like fairytale, and always wanted a chance to wear a big dress. A dress that hardly fitted trough the door.
"You look great." Meredith reacted "You look awesome, really. The dress is a bit to much for me. But, please, listen to my nightmare so I can stop freaking out."
"Okay, bring it on?" Vanessa stared at her. While curling her blond hair. "Bring me this scary nightmare."
"so I was dead." Meredith turned to her. Vanessa's eyes changed. "And Derek was there. He was standing at my grave. Sad, I was a 110 when I died. And you were there, you told me you died a long time ago. I don't know why. I was scared. Because I saw the truth. One day, I'll have to leave Derek."
"Mer." Vanessa stared at her. "You shouldn't think about a thing like this. I mean, Mer, this dead of your is going to take like what. Ninety years, I think you got some time."
"What about you?" Meredith stared at her. "You died."
"I told you, it was a long time ago." Vanessa replied "I guess, I don't make it to 110. I'm not sad about that."
"You looked like you did now." Meredith reacted "I'm scared of losing you."
"Well, you are scared." Vanessa replied "Nightmares are not big deal. God, I have them all the time. Vampires. It's normal. You shouldn't worry. This is your prom. Just have fun."
"I'll just go put my dress on." Meredith took the black dress from her dresser. The dress was not completely black. It had a grayish tone in it. The dress was not strapless, and reached just over her knees. She put the dress on. And then she hang her hair over her shoulder. She applied some make up. And smiled at herself. Vanessa was right. This was just a nightmare. It was just a nightmare. She was still alive, she was still alive. So was Vanessa. She had not left Derek. She was still there for him. How could her fear not be for herself? How could she love someone so much, that she didn't want him to get hurt. This was what love felt like Love hurt. There was a knock at the door.
"Meredith." Vanessa walked in the room. "Derek and George are here. They rented a limo. Arizona is there to. She's in the limo. We should get down."
"Do you think your dress is going to fit trough the front door?" Meredith laughed. Vanessa hit her, smiling. "I mean how are you going to get there, if you don't fit trough the door. I mean your dress is hush."
"Yes." Vanessa stared at her. "Anyway. Me and George are going to go out, right after. He wants to show me something. Derek and you, how are you guys?"
"Good." Meredith nodded her hear. "Tomorrow is my birthday. He insist they have a birthday party. With his parents. I'm not looking forward to it."
"Can I drive with you guys?" Lexie walked in. Lexie was wearing a whit dress. It didn't reach over her knees. The back of the dress was longer then the front. It was a bit over the back of her knees. The dress was strapless. And she had a beautiful necklace. It had a white stone in it. Her birthstone. Her black hairs were up. And the bit hair that was hanging lose. Those few hairs were curled around her face. She was looking very beautiful. Her shoes were white to. There was a little heel under her shoes. She stared at the girls with her brown eyes.
"Sure." Meredith reacted "But you need to get ready. We are leaving like now."
"Okay." Lexie jumped up and down. "I'm ready. I'm so ready for this."
"Let's go." They walked down the stairs. Carefully not to fall down the heels they were waiting. Meredith called it killer heels. She didn't like heels. But she was wearing them for Derek. Because she liked to. Susan was standing down the stairs. She had a camera in her hands.
"Wait a second." She stopped Meredith, Vanessa and Lexie. They were standing there, together. "I need a picture. I can't let this night go on, without noticing it."
The woman stepped in front of them. Vanessa hugged Lexie, her hands were on her shoulders. Meredith was next to Vanessa. She gave Susan a forced smile. That was on her face.
"Give me a real smile, Meredith." Susan smiled at her. Meredith rolled her eyes, and then she showed Susan a real smile. Vanessa could see the difference. Meredith was having fun. Her pink hair was still there, Meredith didn't want to take that away. The flash went, and Susan moved away.
"Do you want to call the boys in?" Lexie rolled her eyes. And they moved away from the woman. Susan didn't want to give up. She followed the group outside. To take a snapshot in the limo.
In the limousine were Derek Shepherd, Arizona Robbins, Callie Torres, George O'Malley and the handsome Mark Sloan who didn't have a date. Arizona Robbins was wearing a flashy pink dress. It was very short. And a very tight dress. Dresses that only cheerleaders would wear. On skirt there were black stripes. They weren't ticker then a finger. Her hair was straight. And hanging from her face. And her shoes had the same flashy pink.
Callie Torres was wearing a black white dress. It was a little under her knees. The white part started from the bottom. And went over in the dark black. In the black there were a couple dots white. Above the dress, she had a braid. It was black. Her hair was hanging around her face. She had big curls in her hair. They were made fast. Her shoes were black. And flat, Callie didn't like heels. And she couldn't walk on them. So the young vampire had chose to wear this kind of shoes. She was with Arizona Robbins.
The man were wearing the classical tuxedo. All the man were wearing the same one. It was black. Black shoes, black pants. The shirts were wait. And they had a black tie around their necks. Looking very handsome. Derek couldn't take his eyes of Meredith, who looked very pretty in his memory. The dress was everything he imagined. And he like her pink hair. He actually liked it. It was her.
"You look pretty." they all said at the same time.
"You look pretty to, Lex." Mark stared in her eyes. He felt so stupid that he didn't ask her. He never noticed how pretty she was, until she was wearing a beautiful white dress. Mark wanted to smile. He wanted to ask her out. And he should have.
"Thank you, Mark." Lexie smiled. She sat down next to him. She could smell his perfume. She really liked him. But she was afraid that everything about him was true. That Mark was infect a man whore.
They made their way to the high school. Meredith was staring at Derek, and couldn't help but forget her nightmare. She didn't want to think about it. Vanessa was right, there was no reason to worry. She was not going to die. Not anytime soon. When they arrived there, they could see the rest of the Shepherds waiting for them. Addison was in front of the car, moving towards the door opening it. Addison was wearing a tight red dress. It wasn't strapless. The dress reached over her shoes, and it made it impossible to tell what kind of shoes she was wearing. It seemed hard for her to move in the dress. Her dress had one of those V- necks. And was blood red. Next to her Miranda Bailey was standing. Wearing a Chinese dress. It was purplish, with flowers attached to the dress. Her dress didn't touch the ground. Her shoes were black high heels. Her hair was tied together, with two chopsticks. She wasn't wearing any make up. Just like always.
"You look.." Addison stared at them. "Wonderful. All of you."
"Thanks." Arizona walked out of the car, showing of her dress. It was something she would do. Arizona was the happy cheerleader after all.
"Good going." Addison whispered to Callie, who gave her a small smile.
They made their way to the prom to find Cristina and Naomi waiting for them. They walked towards them. Cristina was wearing a black dress. It was completely black. And reached a bit over her knee. Her dress had a V-neck, and that was covered by a see trough black fabric. The same fabric was on the rest of the dress. Towards the bottom there were more folds in the dress. She was wearing a heart shaped necklace. Her black hears were straitened. And her normal curls were gone. Her hair reached over her shoulders. Her shoes were black sandals, with a very small heel. Naomi on the other hand was wearing a blue dress, with nothing special. There were flowers on it. And she was obviously waiting for her date Sam. She had her hair tied up in a ponytail.
"You guys look.." Naomi stared at them. "Wow, Vanessa that dress is.."
"Big." Vanessa smiled "I know."
The prom was important to them. They had fun, drank a lot that was not alcohol. The school was very ignorant. And liked to pretend that non of the students drank alcohol. Some of them, had smuggled alcohol in the party. But the punishments for doing so were high. Derek and others drank some champagne in the limo. But they hadn't bothered to get very drunk. It wasn't really something they would do. The dance was really going, and the whole group had fun together. The moment that everyone had waited for was there. The prom king and queen.
The system was different around here. The principal would walk around on the prom and stare at the dresses. She would take the best couple. And they would be crowned prom king and queen. There was no voting. That was the best. Because the girl with the most beautiful dress would win. Meredith stared at Vanessa's dress and smile. She would be the one winning. Her dress was great. And she was going to win this thing. Her and George. She smiled, and stared at her. Then the principal got on the stage. She took the microphone.
"Your prom king is .." Everyone stared at them. Very excited about who would win. "Derek Shepherd."
Meredith clapped in her hands, while Derek walked over to the stand. A crown was placed on his head. Now they would tell who the prom queen was. Meredith knew it, it would be Vanessa. Vanessa Grey, she was the prom queen at Boston High school. Nothing had changed about that.
"And your prom queen is.." Meredith and the rest stared around. "Your prom queen is Meredith Grey."
"Go, Meredith." Arizona pushed her towards the stage. "You're prom queen."
Meredith walked towards the stage, a smile was on her face. She never expected to be happy about something like this. She never expected that she would like this. Her dark and twisty self didn't like being the prom queen. But this time she started to love it. Derek stared at her. And hugged her shoulder.
"You guys look great." They could hear everyone say it. Everyone finely said how great she looked. But they hadn't noticed her that first day. They called her pinky. Now they all wanted to be her best friend. The guys looked like they were willing to be her boyfriend. But she had someone, someone that looked past the pink dress. Someone that would be great. Someone that loved her, no matter what.
"Congratulations." Vanessa replied "You deserve this."
"Where are we going?" Vanessa asked George while they were driving in his car. They ditched the others, and they were driving away from the others. They stopped at a park. They walked over the grounds. To find themselves near a pond. George had a basket in his both hands. Placing it on the ground. There was food in it. And a bottle of wine. Vanessa stared at him.
"Why are we here?" Vanessa stared at him. "George?"
"I used to love this place." George sat down at the blanket. "When I was alive, I used to study here. I always said I would bring my girlfriend here for a picnic in the moonlight. That's the only thing I remember about me alive. I don't remember my name. But I do remember that. That thing, I can't forget. So that's why we're here."
"Okay." Vanessa stared at him. "Thank you, for bring me here, for sharing this moment with me. I'm very glad that you wanted to share this moment with me. I love you."
"I love you to." George kissed her. "I thought you mind find this romantic. I mean Meredith told me you are a sucker for romance. A very big sucker for romance. So I did this."
"I love it." Vanessa kissed him.
They shared food, and the moonlight was all over the both of them. He stared at her. When their food was gone. George kissed her. And he pushed her down on the blanket.
Meredith walked in the bedroom. Vanessa and George gotten back to the prom, and they both looked happy. Meredith was to. And now both of them were walk down the room.
"Where did he take you?" Meredith stared at her. "I mean was it romantic?"
"When he was alive, he loved this park." Vanessa smiled "He always wanted to take a girl there. So he took me there, and we had a picnic."
"That's so romantic." Meredith replied "And did anything happen between you guys, did you?"
"Yes." Vanessa replied "We were so happy, and we did that. But we already did it. And you and Derek?"
"No." Meredith replied "We didn't get to that point in our relationship. So vampires."
"Yes." Vanessa smiled, and both of the girls smiled. Staring at each other. Vanessa got up from the bed. Walking towards the door. She got something out of the cabinet. And she got a little box out of it. Meredith stared at it. Vanessa handed her a card and the box.
"Happy birthday." Vanessa replied "I wanted to be first. I know you don't like this kind of things. But I'm your sister and I'm suppose to give you a present."
"Thanks." Meredith shook the present. There was no sound coming from inside. Meredith opened the box to find a new sell phone in the box. She smiled at Vanessa. "I needed a new sell phone. Thanks."
"I know." Vanessa replied "I'm a practical person. I give people what they need. Happy 18th birthday."
Meredith got up in the morning. Seeing her fathers face. He stares at her. Meredith smiles at him.
"Happy birthday, Meredith!" Thatcher showed her two presents. There was a book and a small photo camera with a bow on it. "Susan picked it out. She says you need memories about your senior year."
"Thanks." Meredith smiled at him.
"You really get old so fast." Thatcher stared at her. "It seems like it was only yesterday when you were making sand castles in the playground. And when boys were weird."
"'Sorry, dad." Meredith smiled "Oh, I have to go. Vanessa and I have to get early to school. Lexie's coming to."
Meredith, Lexie and Vanessa drove to school together. The young Lexie was on the backseat, staring out of the window. She was happy that Meredith and Vanessa had gotten a liking of her. And that she didn't have to drive to school in the bus. She like Meredith and Vanessa. But her mind couldn't get off Mark. Mark had those look on his face. When they said goodbye yesterday. Like he was in love with her. Or he liked her. When they got to the school, they could see Cristina and Naomi waiting for them.
"Happy birthday, Mer." Cristina handed her a box. There was a CD in it. The new album of simple plan. Meredith smiled at Cristina in a movement of gratitude. Naomi also handed her a small box, in there was a necklace. The letters spelled out Meredith's name.
"Thanks you guys." Meredith smiled at them. She got the camera out of her bag back. "We have to make memories." The whole group posed for the camera. Smiling at it. After a couple of seconds the whole group started to move again.
"There's McDreamy." Cristina moved away. "Bye."
The group left when Derek got there. He walked towards her. Smiling at her. "Happy birthday."
Derek kisses her. You can see the love in his eyes.
"Someone wants you." Derek stares behind the truck to find Finn standing there. He stares at her. Mad, furious. Almost like he knows what he is.
"Meredith." Finn walked towards her. He stared at her. He showed her a dream catcher. "When I saw this, I thought about you. It catches bad dreams."
"Thanks." Meredith stared at her.
"The bell is about to go." Derek stares at Meredith. Trying to get him to go away.
"Look at you." Finn rolled his eyes. Hearing the bell ring. "How psychic."
And then the bell calls them inside. Calling them to English class. Meredith and Derek were walking next to each other, crossing a room in the school. It was a place were all students got together to talk about their day. A kind of cafeteria, without tables.
"He's just a friend." Meredith replied talking about Finn, who was gone. Derek had been looking weird at her.
"Friends don't spent 2 hours finding your 'friend' the perfect dream catcher." Derek replied "He wants more from you then friendship. I know…"
"Stop reading his mind." Meredith rolled her eyes. "I mean why do you do it, if it bothers you this much."
"Meredith." She heard yell from the other side of the room. Callie made her way down the stairs, and she jumped over the last one. She handed her a box. "Happy birthday."
"I said I didn't want you to give me presents." Meredith replied
"You said." Callie replied "But I've already seen you open it. And you love it. It's a green dress and you are going to wear it tonight to your birthday party."
"Birthday party?" Meredith stared at Derek, who was smiling at him.
"Yes, you will love it." Callie stared at her.
"I guess I can deal." Meredith gave her a quick smile. She saw that Mark was staring at her, from the sides of the room. She smiled at him.
"See you at 7." Callie walked away smiling.
"thank you for the mind control." Meredith waved at Mark "It's no fair."
"Vampires.. " Derek turned to her. "You can't trust them… Trust me.."
Meredith and Derek sit down next to each other. English class was really boring. Mr. Cox didn't explain a lot. And most of the time they were just watching on movie. Now they were watching West Side story. The modern version of Romeo and Juliette.
"There are worst tragedies then a birthday." Derek pointed at the screen. "Look at Maria, losing the love of her life. That must be kind of hard. I mean they just shot him. Because they couldn't get along."
"Maria's alright." Meredith smiled "She's beautiful. But I prefer Romeo and Juliette about this any day. I mean outside the suicide. It's so sad."
"I envy him on one thing." Derek stared at her. "Romeo I mean.."
"Yeah, Juliette was kind of cute." Meredith smiled "Better then me, I guess. I heard that she was not dark and twisty. Not like me."
Derek stared at her. " Not the girl, the suicide. Nearly impossible for my kind. But humans, a little poison, dagger to the heart. There are so many options"
"Why would you even think about that?" He turns her wrist over, runs his fingers over her scar. She stares in his eyes.
"I considered it. Once. When Carlin had you trapped." Derek cried a bit. "I didn't know if I'd find you in time. If I'd gotten you killed."
"It wouldn't have been your fault . "Meredith stared at her.
"Either way, I had a plan." Derek didn't stare in his eyes.
"What plan?" Meredith stared at him.
"There are... ways for us. At least one way. I would have gone to Italy," Derek hesitated "provoked the Housers."
"The who?" Meredith stared at him.
"Do you want to pay attention, Dr. Shepherd." Mr. Cox replied
"I'm sorry." Meredith stared at him. Derek trying to keep form smiling.
"Can you tell the last ten minutes?" Derek stared at the professor
"How many bullets are left, Chino?" Derek seemed embarrassed "Enough for you, and you? All of you. You all killed him! And my brother, and Riff. Not with bullets and guns - with hate. Well, I can kill too because now I have hate! How many can I kill, Chino? How many and still have one bullet left for me?"
"Okay." Mr. Cox stared at everyone. "Keep your eyes on the TV. Screen.
"So are you going to tell me about the Housers?" Meredith stared at him. "What are they?"
"The Housers are very old. And a very powerful family.." Derek stared at Meredith. They both stare at the painting in front of them. . "It's the closest thing my world has to royalty. Allison Cameron painted them as Gods"
"Is that Carlisle?" Meredith pointed to the figure in front of them.
"Yes. He lived with them for decides. He told they were very refined for killers." Derek explained. "The Housers are also called the enforcers. They enforce the law."
"Vampires have laws?" Meredith stared at him.
"There's only 1 law." Derek turned to face Meredith. "The only rule they have: to keep secret the existence of our kind. We don't make spectacles of ourselves, or kill conspicuously, unless we want to die"
"Don't talk about it." Meredith turned away. "You can't think about, anyone hurting you. Not the Housers, or the secret vampire group."
"Who else would hurt me?" Derek turned to Meredith.
"Erica Hahn." Meredith replied "I mean we never got her. She's still out there. Alive. You said she would come after us, for killing her soul mate Carlin."
"When she comes here." Derek touched her cheek. "Callie will see here come. Don't worry about it."
"I hate that I can't protect you." Meredith turned to him.
"I will protect you." Derek touched her cheek. "From everyone but my sister."
Callie made her way towards her. She made her way towards Meredith hugged her. "It's time, It's time." Callie walked down the stairs. The room was decorated by all this candles. There's a pie. And all of the people are staring at her. Meredith is in the center of the room.
"Happy birthday, Meredith." Carolyn hugs her. There's a flash. Addison has the camera in her hand, and smiles at her. "I found it in your bag. I thought you wouldn't mind."
"It's okay." Meredith smiled
"There's a cake to." Addison pointed at the 3 story high cake. On the 2 layer, there's her name. Meredith. Placed in a circle. She smiles at them.
"That cake looks like it could feet 50 people." Meredith smiled "And you guys don't even eat."
"So I over did it." Callie replied "I recently found out, it's fun to bake. I like breaking the eggs. And then there's no one to eat it. So that pretty much sucks."
"Here." Miranda steps in front of all of them. She hands Meredith a box. Meredith starts to open the package. "It's a necklace. Callie picked it out."
"Show me the love." Addison points the camera to her and Derek. Derek kisses her had, and Meredith slowly hides herself behind Derek. She didn't like the being on a picture. "Now open the present."
Addison hands here a big box. Meredith starts to ramble the box. She doesn't hear anything. It's an empty box of a radio player.
"It's already installed in your truck." George replied
"Finally a good installation for your piece of.." Derek saw Meredith's look.
"Don't hate the car." Meredith replied "It's all I got."
"Okay, now open mine." Callie handed her a small box. She stared at her. She started to pick the paper on the box. Her finger felt a little pain. And then she saw the bled, dripping on the carpet. It wasn't bleeding hard. "Paper cut."
Mark Sloan was standing on the other side of the room. He was having a hard time. A hard time with the blood, being on the carpet. You could see that he was fighting an urge he was having. And then he couldn't anymore. He couldn't fight the feeling anymore. He ran towards the other side of the room. Derek turned around, seeing how Mark was coming Meredith's way. He pushed, her, causing her to fly in the glass table. There was a horrible sounds. He pushes him in to the piano.
Meredith stares at the rest of them. Now there's a lot of blood. There are deep cuttings in her arms, where the blood is slipping out of it. The rest of them family stares at her. Like they want to eat. They are looking at her. Like at diner. And even, Derek. It looks like he wants to eat him.
"Get them out of here." George replied. " Get Mark out of here."
"You go with him." Carlisle stared at Derek. "Mark is going to feel guilty, pretty soon."
"I'll stitch you up." Meredith follows Carlisle to the room. " Follow me."
"Say something." Meredith stared at him.
"What do you want me to say?" Derek stares at Meredith.
"That I'm a klutz." Meredith stares at him. "That it's not Marks fault. That I should have been more careful."
"You got a paper cut. Normal people get paper cuts." Derek stares at her. "And a normal boyfriend wouldn't have flung you into a stack of plates. A normal boyfriend wouldn't have had to fight the urge to kill you."
"I don't want a normal boyfriend." Meredith stared at him. "I want you."
They get out of the car. Meredith stares at her.
"I had a nightmare." Meredith stares at him. "You were at my grave. I died, I was 110 years old. That's what I'm afraid of. I'm afraid of leaving you. I don't want it to be just you. I want it to be you and me."
"I'm not turning you." Derek stared at her. "Killing you is no solution."
"I don't want to be turned." Meredith hang closer to him. "I want to grow old with you. I want to die in your arms 110 years old. I want a life time. With you. I don't want you to look like this. When I'm old, and ugly. You are going to want a younger girl. And I wouldn't be able to give you everything. I want you to age with me."
"I should go home." Derek stared at her.
"I'll leave my window open." Meredith replied "If you want to come home later."
"I'm not coming back." Derek stared at her. "Not tonight anyway."
"It's still my birthday." Meredith stared at her. "Can I ask you one thing? Kiss me…"
Derek followed her comment. He kissed her softly, showing Meredith. Showing her how much he loved her. How much he loved her. He could do that. They kissed for about a minute. The kiss stops, Meredith makes her way upstairs. She opens her laptop. Putting the pictures on it. She slowly prints all of them. Placing them in her picture book. There's a funny picture of Vanessa smiling at the camera. And there's the picture of Derek. And her. She slowly folds it in half. Putting it in the book. It's only Derek you can see. There's also a piece of her hair. She smiles.
"Derek." Meredith screamed. She didn't expect to find him in front of her car. He was absent today at school. And she didn't know why. He stared at her. And she knew that something was wrong.
"Let's take a walk." Meredith stared at him. They made their way down the forest. They stop. It's an empty place in the woods. Derek stared her. Her eyes are on his.
"We need to leave Seattle." Meredith's face changes. She stares at him.
"Why?" Meredith's eyes turned to him.
"It's time. Carlisle is supposed to be 10 years older then he looks. People are starting to ask questions." Derek stares at him.
"Plastic surgery." Meredith reacted "Tell them he gets Botox, I mean look at Madonna, they'll buy it."
"Meredith." Derek stares at her.
"When?" Meredith's tears are welling up. "Does Vanessa know?"
"She doesn't." Derek replied "George is suppose to be telling her right now. And we are leaving right now."
"I'll have something to tell Thatcher." Meredith replied "I mean I can be ready, right now."
"Not you." Derek turned around. Not facing her. It was to hide his tears; "Us."
"What?" Meredith's tears started to get worst. "What happened with Mark was nothing."
"Nothing compared to what could have happened." Derek turns back to her. The tears are less. "You don't belong in my world, Meredith."
"I belong with you." Meredith tries to keep herself calm. But can't help to talk between her sobs.
"You don't.." Derek reacted
"I'm coming." Meredith stepped closer touching his hand.
"I don't want you to come." Derek stared at her. Meredith feels hurt. She can't say anything. But small sobs. The word 'you don't want me to come' are also two that were chosen.
"I'd like to ask you one favor." Meredith stares at him. She nods her head. "Don't do anything stupid or reckless do you understand? ..for Thatchers sake. Just... take care of yourself."
"Don't worry." Derek turned to her. "Time heals all wounds for your kind. Specially hen you're not reminded."
"Please Derek." Meredith is now completely losing it. "Don't do this. Stay with me. Please.."
"Try to understand. Every second with you is about restraint. You're too fragile. I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not. Reining myself *in so I can be with a human. " Derek stares at her; "You disserve a life time. I can't give you that."
"Then don't." Meredith stares at her. "I can handle that you don't age. I can handle that. I can get that life time. You are the one Derek. Please don't leave."
"You're not good for me, Meredith." Derek stares at her. "I've let it go on too long. I'm sorry. "
Derek steps forward and kisses her forehead. She closes her eyes. "I promise, it will be like I never existed. Goodbye, Bella. This is the last time you'll ever see me."
"Derek." But he's gone. He's gone. Derek really left her. And for the first time. She's unhappy. Her dark and twisty self is returning. She doesn't find any reason to be happy.
The dream was gone. He was gone.
He was my everything.
Without him.
I don't have anything.
She lays herself down on the ground crying herself to sleep. She doesn't know anything. She doesn't care that time is moving around her. She just keeps lying there. She cries. And she keeps crying. She's sad. The love of her life left her. He just left.
"I don't see why we have to leave." Callie turns to Derek. "Why do we have to go to Italy?"
"We told you already." Derek and George turned to them; "We are going to find the artifact. The special artifact. The jam of Amera."
George hang closer to Callie. "It's the only thing in the whole world that can make vampires mortal again. It's the one and only thing. Myths say it could be hidden in the city of the Housers."
"So you're not sure?" Callie stared at Derek. "So that's why you broke Meredith's heart."
"I did." Derek turned to her. "I'm not returning, if I don't find this artifact. I didn't tell her, because I don't want to put her hopes up. And I don't want her to get hurt."
"Dude, she's getting hurt right now." Addison replied "To be nicknamed, McDreamy. You can be such a McJackass. You to, George. You didn't even tell Vanessa that you were leaving. Things are going bad."
"Something's happening." Callie closes her eyes. "Something bad. I can't see what."
"Why?" Derek turned to her. "Why can't you see?"
"I don't know." Callie turned to her. "I think it has something to do with us. The jam is preventing me from seeing it."
"What's going on?" Vanessa walked towards Thatcher Grey. "What the hell is going on?"
"Meredith." Thatcher replied, staring at her. He had a map in front of him, and people were standing everywhere. With pictures of Meredith. Vanessa knew something. "She didn't come home. And the Shepherds, they are gone."
"What?" Vanessa started to cry. "George he didn't tell me anything. I saw Meredith at school, Oh my god."
She saw Owen Hunt step closer. He wasn't wearing a shirt. He was carrying Meredith in his arms.
"Owen!" Finn yelled when he saw that he was getting closer. Finn looked very happy that they found her. Thatcher walked closer to him. He looked very happy that Meredith was safe in the mans arms.
"Thank you." Thatcher took her in both his arms. "Thank God. Meredith. I was so worried. Why did you do this?"
"He's gone." Meredith cried again. He's gone."
I'm lost. Derek took everything with him. Including my life. He promised it *would be
like he never existed. But I need to know he did.
His absences is everywhere I look.
It's like a hush whole is been punched in my heart.
Meredith stands in the woods. She can see Vanessa in front of her. There's blood everywhere. She's dead. Meredith can see it. She can see everything. She fears it. Then there's the whole Shepherd family, dead. Then she sees a man. A man. He looks cranky. Very cranky. He limps towards her. He had a cane in his other hand. That he helps for support. She doesn't know his name.
"You.." She can hear him. She can hear his name. "You are the one.."
Meredith screams, when she finds herself in the bed. She feels that Vanessa is next to her bed. Staring at her. She stares at her. Vanessa sits down on her bed. Slowly hugging her.
"It's going to be okay." Vanessa had tears in her eyes to. "I miss him to. We're going to be okay."
They say time heals all wounds.
I'm still waiting.
But I don't want to lose it.
The pain is the only reminder , that he was real.
That they all were.
Meredith sits down on the table were they were always sitting. Now they are not there. Meredith can't help it. She stares around, to find the rest sitting on the other table. She doesn't want to sit there. Not yet.
I miss them all. Specially Callie and Derek. George.
Vanessa's hurt. And I can't comfort her.
I just can't.
Meredith walks in the room. She finds Vanessa on her bed. She has something in her hands. Meredith doesn't have any attention for what it could be. She's to much in herself. She stares at Vanessa.
"We'll be okay." Meredith replied "Time will solve all our problems. We'll figure it out."
"Figure this out." Vanessa showed the test. "I'm pregnant."
And just then, when you think you faced it all.
You release. You haven't seen anything yet.